My Apocalypse: Infinite Rewinds

"!" Looking at the dead Li Kai, Yongye stretched out his palm in confusion. He had acted too impulsively just now. "Just because he touched upon my innermost thoughts?"

"Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore. So many cycles of reincarnation are almost over. This time, we will absolutely not give in!" The dying voice lingered in the dimly lit room for a long time.

"Resurrected? But what's the point?" Li Kai opened his eyes and stared blankly at his hands. "If what he said is true, then even if I can be reborn indefinitely, so what?"

"Living is also for the sake of dying, so what's the value of this cycle?" A deep sense of loss enveloped Li Kai's heart, and he had lost all his goals.

"Woof woof?? (What's wrong, Master?)" Xiaobai nuzzled Li Kai's body with concern, its worry undisguised.

"It's alright, I'm fine. Before, even if all my faith collapsed, there was one thing I had to accomplish!" Li Kai stroked the white dog's soft fur, his resolve growing stronger, "Anyone who dares to destroy my hope must not be forgiven!"

"At the very least, I'll drag you down to hell, even if you're a king! Otherwise, I won't be able to swallow this!" Intense hatred filled Li Kai's heart, and his reason began to be replaced by anger.

"Human, what are you trying to do?" Yongye looked at the boy standing in front of him with a puzzled expression.

"Kill you!" Li Kai stabbed him without hesitation, like a wild beast.

"You laughable bastard, die!" Yongye easily dodged his attack and then instantly pierced Li Kai's chest.

"I will not give up!" Before dying, Li Kai gazed deeply at Yongye, his unwavering determination chilling to the bone.

"Prepare to die!" Li Kai slowly walked towards Yongye, carrying the baseball bat in his hand.

"Utterly ignorant, you think you can do this?" Yongye kicked Li Kai into the wall, and dark flames blazed on his body.

"Aaaaah!! Damn it, I will never give up!" Li Kai screamed viciously as he howled in the flames.

"Hmph, sink into darkness!" The raging flames soon engulfed his consciousness.

"Why do you have such a strong obsession? I don't seem to remember knowing you." Yongye looked at Li Kai, who was covered in blood but still walking forward. The human in front of him was too shocking.

"You don't need to know me, it's enough that I know you!" Despite the burning pain in his body and the burning sensation in his chest, Li Kai still walked towards the eternal night, all for the sake of fulfilling his wish!

"If you don't understand, you might as well die!" Yongye easily pierced Li Kai's heart, and the scalding blood stopped flowing along with his heart.

"Damn it! Get your feet off me right now!" Li Kai roared, struggling but unable to break free from the restraints.

"Let me ask you, why do the weak fight?" Yongye looked down at Li Kai, who was lying on the ground. "And what is the value of the weak fighting?"

"Value? Even if you have no value in fighting, I will still kill you!" Li Kai roared and threw the dagger in his hand. Immediately afterwards, scarlet blood light appeared on his body, a scene of blood flying everywhere.

The cycle of life and death kept happening to Li Kai. Even if he died dozens of times, he could not eliminate the lingering obsession in his heart. Even if he died dozens of times, he could not forget the despair that lingered in his heart.

Since resurrection is meaningless, why did I come back to life?! Even if my body can recover, how can the wounds to my soul be healed? The abyss of despair quietly descends.

"I'm going to kill you." After standing in front of Yongye for what felt like the umpteenth time, Li Kai's fist pounded weakly against his chest. Exhausted and powerless, he didn't want to fight anymore!

"Your spirit is commendable! But it's just reckless courage." Yongye shuddered and easily deflected Li Kai's fist.

"Haha, you scoundrel? But what can I do for you who have given me despair?" Li Kai smiled bitterly, as blood gradually flowed out as thin crimson threads invaded. "With my unique abilities, I always thought I could become the protagonist of this world, the hero of this world, but you shattered all my illusions!"

"Perhaps I should have understood from the beginning that real life is never about teenagers saving the world with superpowers, but rather about the kind of sorrow and helplessness that exists in real life."

"Despair? I don't know when it will come, but it's something you'll have to go through sooner or later, so go in peace." Yongye gently stroked Li Kai's eyelids, his eyes that were not yet closed.

Damn it, why didn't I open my eyes this time? It's so dark here! And my consciousness feels so heavy, like this...

Is it all over? Having died so many times, I've finally been stripped of the right to resurrection. Darkness, endless darkness—is this the afterlife? But perhaps it's for the best.

Although I don't know what the color of hope is, if despair really has a color, I think it must be black! In his last moments of consciousness, Li Kai said this.

A shattered dream, a broken mind, fragmented thoughts—how laughable that I am nothing more than a pathetic ant.