The daily life of a crazy female supporting character trying to redeem herself.

If Yan Su was truly jealous of him, wouldn't that prove that what Yan Su said to him back then wasn't a lie, but rather that he genuinely liked Liang Qing?

What about Liang Qing? She's with Yan Su, and she even warned him for his sake. Isn't that enough to show who's more important to her?

Qin Zhouyu felt as if he had been struck by lightning; the flame of hope that had just been rekindled by Li Yang's words vanished completely.

He even felt very embarrassed.

Perhaps before he said those words to Yan Su, Yan Su and Liang Qing were already mutually in love.

Didn't he unwittingly humiliate Yan Su and trample on his sincere feelings for Liang Qing in his self-righteousness?

No wonder Yan Su reacted so strongly back then. At the time, he thought it was because Yan Su was angry because he guessed correctly, but now that he thinks about it, it makes sense to say that he was angry because his intentions were misinterpreted.

Qin Zhouyu was lost in thought when, just as he was about to accept the idea, he suddenly remembered something else.

This incident once again shook his current thoughts.

Previously, Governor Qin said that Yan Su and Liang Qing had a fight in the hallway, and even brought up the incident where Liang Qing hit him with a vase.

Why are they arguing about this?

How did Yan Su know about this?

And why did Yan Su repeatedly and deliberately try to get close to Liang Qing in front of him?

Let's assume that Liang Qing told Yan Su, and that Yan Su was jealous because he knew about his relationship with Liang Qing, so he deliberately tried to impress him. But all of this still seems strange.

His head was throbbing with worry. After struggling for a while, he finally couldn't help but ask Liang Qing, "Can you tell me the answer to the question I asked you this morning?"

His voice even carried a hint of pleading.

In fact, Liang Qing had been watching Qin Zhouyu until he turned around, but when he was actually facing her, she deliberately avoided looking at him.

Just a few seconds later, Qin Zhouyu heard the answer he wanted.

“Of course.” Liang Qing looked up at Qin Zhouyu’s suddenly pale face and continued calmly, “Of course I like him.”

A bone-chilling cold instantly spread throughout Qin Zhouyu's entire body.

He originally thought he could accept Liang Qing falling for someone else, but when he heard Liang Qing say it herself, he realized that he had been deceiving himself all along.

It turns out there's something even more agonizing than seeing her with someone else: hearing her admit it herself.

“You know what? As long as you don’t admit it,” Qin Zhouyu’s voice became a little hoarse, “I can keep lying to myself.”

“But I don’t want to do this.” Liang Qing immediately interrupted him, “I don’t want you to keep lying to yourself.”

His eyes were a little red. "What's wrong with letting me lie to myself?"

Liang Qingchao gently shook his head at him.

He looked at her intently, then suddenly seemed to remember something and began to speak with difficulty, "Don't misunderstand, I'm not saying this to disturb you and Yan Su..."

"I just..." He couldn't continue, as if he didn't know how to explain his strange thoughts.

"Zhou Yu." She suddenly called his name seriously and even took his hand.

Her serious demeanor surprised Qin Zhouyu, but he quickly realized why she was doing this, and his heart sank.

“Zhou Yu, from now on you must live for yourself and do nothing for me anymore,” Liang Qing stared into his eyes, her seriousness bordering on cruelty. “It would be best if you didn’t even think about me.”

Qin Zhouyu stared at her in a daze, his eyes immediately becoming moist.

How long had it been since she called him that, or held his hand like that?

It used to be because of love, but now it's because of not loving.

Because she didn't love him, she gave him freedom and demanded that he give her freedom in return.

She even wants to deprive him of the right to suffer for her.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a surge of anger. "Liang Qing, you bastard!"

"I've already stopped bothering you, so why are you still being so cruel to me?"

After saying that, he realized he had been too impulsive. He wanted to apologize to her, but he felt a heavy heart.

Overwhelmed by his emotions, he finally couldn't help but hug her tightly, burying his face in her shoulder, and choking out, "You bastard."

"Do you know how hard I've been enduring this?"

Do you know how jealous I am of him?

"There were many times I wanted to drive him away from you, but I held back."

"Because I know I'm no longer qualified."

"Because I know you'll be unhappy."

He said painfully, "I have already accepted the fact that you don't love me, so why do you even want to take away my right to deceive myself that I don't love me but I don't love anyone else either?"

Liang Qing's hand trembled as she tried to stroke his back, but her hand fell back down halfway up the air.

When he couldn't see her, Liang Qing closed her eyes in anguish.

Just now, while Qin Zhouyu was pondering Li Yang's words, Liang Qing also began to examine her own feelings because of her words.

She stared at Qin Zhouyu, watching his face gradually turn pale, and a pang of pain welled up in her heart.

When facing Yan Su and Song Zhiji, her heart also felt pain.

But she knew clearly that her feelings for Yan Su stemmed from sympathy, while her feelings for Song Zhiji stemmed from guilt.

But with Qin Zhouyu, it was as if seeing him unhappy made her unhappy too.

Your pain is my pain.

In that instant, she suddenly understood how that sentence came about.

But she couldn't, she couldn't admit her feelings to him.

She had a premonition that after regaining her memories, she would encounter unprecedented difficulties, which were likely the cause of her previous generation's death.

Qin Zhouyu has already suffered so much because of her, she can't possibly drag him into danger again.

Going to England might be the best option for him.

If things aren't as serious as she imagined after she regains her memories, then she will go find him.

If things are as dangerous as she suspects, then at least he can stay away from her and be safe.

She could tell that Qin Zhouyu was wavering because of Li Yang's words, and he was also constantly doubting her relationship with Yan Su.

If he notices anything amiss at this point, he will definitely stay.

For some reason, Liang Qing was certain that he would stay.

Although he had said many resolute things, he always went back on his word.

After thinking it over, Liang Qing reached out and hugged him back.

This might be the last time she held him.

"Please forgive me, Zhou Yu."