After the divorce, Mr. Gu spent every day at the crematorium.

Shen Yao didn't understand why Gu Tianyou's eyes were filled with fear when he looked at the newborn child.

And this child is their child.

Shen Yao tried her best to tilt the child in her arms towards Gu Tianyou.

"Come here and hug him. He's a good boy."

Hearing Shen Yao speak to him, Gu Tianyou seemed somewhat dazed.

He pointed to himself. "May I?"

Yes, is he capable?

His hands were covered in blood, and he dared not hold the newborn baby.

Shen Yao noticed that Gu Tianyou's reaction was very strange.

As the child's father, shouldn't he be happy?

This same man had been saying before that he wanted to have another child.

Why is this the reaction now?

Shen Yao's heart sank little by little.

Does this man not like the newborn child?

Or is he just being paranoid again?

The deeper Shen Yao thought about it, the more her anger burned within her.

"Won't you hold this child?"

Gu Tianyou, who had been watching the baby in Shen Yao's arms, gradually calmed down.

However, when he suddenly looked up and saw the disappointment and anger in Shen Yao's eyes, his heart felt like it had fallen from the clouds into an abyss.

Is this woman angry?

Are you still angry about your past mistakes?

Fragments of past memories flood my brain.

Gu Tianyou's brain buzzed again, and he seemed to hear children's laughter in his mind.

Suddenly, he couldn't see anything clearly.

He blinked rapidly, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw two blood-soaked figures behind Shen Yao.

The blood in my body rushed almost straight to my head.

Gu Tianyou shook his head at Shen Yao, "I can't hold this child."

Shen Yao's last glimmer of hope was instantly extinguished.

"He's your child, and you won't even hold him?"

Gu Tianyou avoided Shen Yao's judgmental gaze and clenched his fists.

“I’m not worthy to hold him, I’m not worthy.”

Even without looking at Shen Yao, Gu Tianyou could still feel that the two bloodied figures beside Shen Yao were staring at him.

To avoid being stared at by those two bloodied guys, Gu Tianyou simply turned his body to the side and stopped looking at Shen Yao.

Shen Yao stared at the man's "cold" profile, forcing back the tears welling in her eyes.

She sniffed and smiled.

"Gu Tianyou, this child is yours. Do you hear me? I'm asking you one last time, would you like to hold him?"

Hearing Shen Yao's choked voice, Gu Tianyou's heart was in turmoil.

A voice deep inside him was saying, "Go and hug this little life; it's something you've been longing for."

However, two terrifying voices echoed in Gu Tianyou's ears.

"Dad, you are not qualified to hold your little brother."

"Dad, you don't deserve it!"

The two voices echoed repeatedly in his ears.

Gu Tianyou closed his eyes, his clenched fists making a cracking sound.

"Shut up! Stop talking!"

Shen Yao, who was waiting for Gu Tianyou's answer, was stunned when she heard Gu Tianyou suddenly shout like that.

Looking at the man's ashen face, Shen Yao smiled.

She swore she would never cry for this man again.

Shen Yao wasn't saddened that the man didn't want to acknowledge the child.

Because she is the child's mother, she can still give the child love.

Shen Yao got tired of holding the baby, so she placed the child next to her pillow.

She is very tired.

Because it was a natural birth, my whole body felt like it was falling apart.

Seeing Gu Tianyou suddenly become fierce towards her like a madman, she didn't even bother to argue.

More than twenty years have passed. Even the deepest feelings and hatred can fade like plain water over time.

When Gu Tianyou was harsh with her just now, she was only slightly sad for a few seconds.

After that, all that's left is numbness.

She didn't know why the man had suddenly become like this.

She no longer had the energy to think.

So be it.

Shen Yao gradually fell asleep as she listened to the baby's breathing.

Gu Tianyou sat quietly by the bed.

He still didn't dare to look at Shen Yao.

Only when the ward was quiet and he could no longer hear Shen Yao's voice did he carefully turn his head to the side.

He discovered that Shen Yao had actually fallen asleep.

The woman still refused to pay attention to him.

He looked around nervously and found that the two bloodied children were no longer there.

Gu Tianyou finally breathed a sigh of relief.

He was terrified to face the two children.

Especially Haoxuan.

Haoxuan was raised by him.

However, it was Gu Tianyou who accidentally ended his life.

This regret has been tormenting Gu Tianyou ever since.

So when the bloodied Haoxuan said he didn't want to hold the newborn little life, Gu Tianyou didn't go to hold it.

That was to make amends for Haoxuan.

Gu Tianyou quietly looked at the sleeping Shen Yao, and reached out his hand, just about to stroke her face.

A bloody hand suddenly reached out.

Gu Tianyou suddenly looked up and saw Haoxuan's extremely pale face.

Almost subconsciously, I reflexively withdrew my hand.

"You're not worthy to touch my mother!"

Haoxuan yelled at Gu Tianyou.

Gu Tianyou stood up in a panic and at a loss.

He didn't notice when he got up, and his body bumped into the hospital bed with a "thud".

Shen Yao was awakened by the noise. She opened her eyes groggily and saw Gu Tianyou standing in front of her with a dark face.

She asked somewhat angrily, "Gu Tianyou, what's wrong with you today? If you don't want to see me, then go back. Otherwise, we'll both hate looking at each other."

"I don't hate you, I just..."

Gu Tianyou wanted to say that all of this was because he had seen something he shouldn't have seen, but he saw impatience in Shen Yao's eyes.

This impatient look deeply hurt Gu Tianyou.

He slowly exhaled a breath of stale air and said to Shen Yao, "I just want you to get some rest."

Seeing Gu Tianyou hesitate and stammer, Shen Yao couldn't help but frown.

"In that case, you should go back and rest early. I'm going to sleep."

After saying that, Shen Yao turned her back to Gu Tianyou and went to sleep while holding her child.

A terrifying silence fell over the ward once again.

Gu Tianyou had no intention of leaving.

He wanted to spend more time with Shen Yao.

However, hearing Shen Yao's words, which clearly showed her disdain for him, he knew he should be sensible and leave.

"Okay, then you get some rest. I'll go now. I'll come see you later."

After she finished speaking, Shen Yao still turned her cold back to Gu Tianyou.

Gu Tianyou stared at her silent back, feeling as if his heart had been brutally torn apart, and he was extremely distressed.

He repeated what he had just said.

"I'm leaving now. Get some rest, I'll come see you later."

The woman still did not respond to him.

Gu Tianyou gave the woman a deep look, then turned and left helplessly.

Just as he looked up at the door of the intensive care unit, Haoxuan was also looking at him...