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"What's the meaning?"

Jiang Mian asked the question, but did not receive an answer from Song Xu, so she asked it again.

Jiang Mian noticed the expression on Song Xu's face; he seemed to be thinking.

After a moment, Jiang Mian heard Song Xu say, "In Lu Bozhou's mind, he should bear all the misfortunes himself, so he will instinctively try every means to make all the misfortunes fall on himself."

After saying this, Song Xu felt that his words were not so easy to understand.

So after a pause, he continued, "Let me put it this way, when you get into trouble this time, he will lose control and find it unbearable because, in his view, this is wrong and unacceptable."

Jiang Mian vaguely understood what Song Xu meant. She blinked and asked blankly, "Then what would be acceptable? As long as it happens to him?"

She said it casually, but to her surprise, Song Xu nodded, "It's fine as long as it falls on him."

Jiang Mian froze, "W-what? So, so you mean..."

“He can accept all the misfortunes that befall him, and Lu Bolin can do whatever he wants with him, but not with you.”

"So in order to achieve this result, he will do everything he can to prevent you from becoming his weakness."

Jiang Mian felt as if her thoughts were being bombarded by the content of Song Xu's words.

"What do you mean?" Her voice trembled slightly. "Could it be... that he would deliberately push me away because of this?"

Song Xu didn't speak, he just looked into her eyes.

His eyes said it all.

Song Xu was silent for a few seconds before saying, "Lu Bozhou will deliberately push everyone away because of this."

"Because of his personality, intimate relationships are very difficult for him. He will instinctively push everyone away and keep his distance from everyone."

"In his view, it is more unacceptable for someone to be in danger because of their closeness to him than for him to face danger himself."

"That's why he has a hard time building close relationships. His personality makes him push people away from him because of his self-righteous protectiveness."

"He chose to marry you, which in a way means he established an intimate relationship with you. But you have put yourself in such danger because of this, which is unacceptable to him."

"That's why things got so out of control," Song Xu sighed. "He almost beat Lu Bolin to death today in his attempt to force him to reveal your whereabouts."

Song Xu's words were indeed very shocking.

Jiang Mian was at a loss for words.

She opened her mouth, but no sound came out; her lips trembled slightly, and she couldn't say anything.

After a moment, he said, "Thank you, Dr. Song, for telling me this."

"Sigh." Song Xu sighed softly, "I've been following up on his condition for the past five years, and it's been really tough for him."

“Sometimes his attitude might not be very good. In a sense, it might be out of self-protection or to protect you. So if you can, Jiang Mian, please be understanding of him.”

When Jiang Mian came out of Song Xu's office, her mind was still a mess.

It was a mess.

She had actually learned from Gong Yan that Lu Bozhou had gone mad after her death.

But what I learned from Song Xu today seems to have given me a more formal understanding of why this man went mad.

Jiang Mian walked out, her expression still somewhat dazed.

“Madam,” Song Xun walked over, “the BOSS has just been moved to a private room. I’ll take you there.”

Jiang Mian snapped out of her daze and quickly nodded.

A private hospital room.

The man on the hospital bed, his handsome face still lacked color, was pale, and there seemed to be a bluish tinge to the paleness.

His lips were a little chapped and peeling. He was clearly a very strong and muscular man, and she had seen every muscle on his body with her own eyes.

Looking at those beautiful muscles, it would be hard for anyone to associate such a person with weakness.

But looking at him lying on the hospital bed, his face pale, I inexplicably felt that he was... very weak, which was probably a kind of fragility in his temperament.

Jiang Mian walked to the bedside and gently squeezed his fingers.

I could only feel that his fingers were cool, without any warmth.

She reached out and took his hands in hers, gently rubbing the backs of his cold hands.

Jiang Mian turned to Song Xun and asked, "I forgot to ask Dr. Song if there are any precautions?"

“There’s nothing particularly special to note, but you’ll need to be hospitalized for observation for two days,” Song Xun said. “I’ll find a caregiver to come over later.”

Jiang Mian looked at him and said, "I'll take care of it."

Song Xun certainly trusted Jiang Mian, but...

“But what about the young master…” Song Xun said.

Whenever Lu Bozhou had any illness or pain, Lu Chaochi would always call it a "business trip".

This has almost become a standard procedure, so Song Xun is already used to it and naturally plans to handle it this way.

Jiang Mian had to take care of Lu Chaochi, so naturally she couldn't look after Lu Bozhou.

Song Xun then decided to hire a caregiver.

However, Jiang Mian did not agree with his idea after learning about it.

She looked up at Song Xun and said, "I will stay and take care of Lu Bozhou."

“Then young master…” Song Xun said.

Jiang Mian looked at him and said, "You can go and take Xiao Shitou over."

Song Xun didn't react at first, thinking that Jiang Mian was telling him to go and pick up the child and take him home.

So Song Xun nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go fetch the young master..."

At this point, Song Xun suddenly realized something.

He blinked. "...What?"

“I said, just go and bring Xiao Shitou here. Once he’s here, I can take care of both of them together,” Jiang Mian repeated.

Song Xun's expression immediately turned somewhat troubled. "Uh, Madam, isn't this inappropriate? If the young master sees the BOSS like this, he'll definitely be worried."

Jiang Mian nodded. "Yes, that's exactly what I meant. I want him to worry. When children grow up, they can also worry about their parents."

“But…” Song Xun was still a little hesitant.

Jiang Mian continued, but her tone inexplicably became excited.

"Since Lu Bozhou is so afraid of the children worrying, he should be more careful! He should cherish himself more! He shouldn't have done this kind of thing! He's already done it, and now he's afraid of the children worrying?"

Song Xun could hear the excitement in Jiang Mian's voice, and he could also tell that her excitement actually stemmed from her worry for Lu Bozhou.

Just because he can understand it doesn't mean everyone can understand it.

Just then, an angry voice came from the doorway, "If it weren't for you, my son wouldn't have gotten into this mess! What right do you have to criticize him?!"