Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

When his gaze swept over her, his heart softened uncontrollably, and he reached out to hug her. "I'm sorry, was I too strong?"

Xu Su really hadn't expected it to hurt this much. She gripped his arm and frowned, "It hurts so much, can we not do it again?"

"..." Shen Chen slowly reached out to pinch her waist, unable to agree.

He was practically going crazy from holding it in; he couldn't believe how he managed to back out just now.

She's always in front of him, but she won't let him do anything. It would be faster to castrate him.

He didn't speak, and Xu Su also fell silent.

She thought that whether she was in pain or not was not the most important thing; the most important thing was that he was a man.

They have their own physiological needs.

…………

Xu Su had a carefree summer vacation after her senior year of high school. The university she applied to was in Shanghai, and it was one of the top universities in the country.

Actually, she wanted to go to another province, and Shen Chen had no objection to this, saying that he could go wherever she went.

There was no follow-up to what happened that night.

Xu Su was willing to go before purely out of curiosity, the curiosity of a teenage girl.

Since they were boyfriend and girlfriend and she liked him, she was willing.

After experiencing the bitterness, I lost all hope for it.

Shen Chen was suffering terribly, but he didn't dare to force him.

Until the day before school started, Xu Su suddenly decided to go to school to register by herself the next day, so she ran to his room.

The two were already officially boyfriend and girlfriend. She had entered and exited Shen Chen's room countless times. He never locked the door, and she never knocked.

Upon entering, the first thing that caught the eye was a man wearing only underwear on a dark gray bed sheet...

Both of them were left speechless and embarrassed.

The person stood frozen in place, unresponsive for a long time.

Until Shen Chen carried her to the bed, held her chin, and kissed her with an aggressive air.

Xu Su hurriedly tried to push him away, but Shen Chen pressed her waist close to him.

"Su Su, are you trying to torture me to death?" he said in a hoarse voice. "Don't do this to me."

"..." Xu Su's breathing trembled. "Is it really that painful?"

"Mmm, I dream of having you." Shen Chen kissed her neck. "If you don't want me anymore, I'm going to go crazy."

At the prime of his life, with the girl he loved within reach, he endured it all for so many years.

So many years!

Upon hearing this, Xu Su was both amused and exasperated.

His hand had already slipped inside from under the hem. Xu Su thought for a moment, but ultimately didn't stop him.

Let's do it.

There's no reason for a physiologically normal man to live a life worse than a eunuch.

Xu Su was still breathing heavily, barely able to keep up.

Shen Chen pressed his hand to her lips and said helplessly, "Don't make that sound, it'll get hard."

"..." Xu Su raised her eyes and glared at him.

"How was it?" Shen Chen smiled. "The experience wasn't too bad, was it?"

Xu Su couldn't be bothered with such a topic.

Their relationship has made a breakthrough.

In addition to her studies, Xu Su also found her own social circle at university.

During their first year together, Shen Chen suggested that she stay in Shanghai for the New Year, just the two of them.

Xu Su thought about it for a moment, but still refused.

Her grandmother is getting older every year, and she wants to spend more time with her.

During her first summer vacation in college, after an affair, Xu Su lay in Shen Chen's arms and suddenly suggested that she wanted to go to Beijing for a trip.

It's the capital, and an ancient city, with a rich history and numerous historical sites.

They had traveled to many places both domestically and internationally, but he had never taken her to the capital.

Xu Su is not a sensitive girl, but this matter is indeed bizarre and has been on her mind for a long time. This time, she took the initiative to bring it up, but he still refused to listen.

“There’s nothing fun in Beijing, I’m tired of that place.” Shen Chen said with a smile, “How about we go to Provence? We couldn’t go last year, let’s go this year.”

"..." Xu Su remained silent.

"Are you unhappy?" Shen Chen frowned, then leaned down to kiss her lips. "Su Su, be good. We can go anywhere except Beijing."

He was lost in the kiss, but Xu Su felt a chill in her heart.

She remembered the address on his ID card.

His family lived in the capital, but he refused to let her go.

She wasn't going to his house to meet his parents; he wouldn't even allow her to go to Beijing for fun.

What does he take her for?

The knees were spread apart.

Xu Su shivered.

Words like "lover," "mistress," and even "skinny horse" all flooded my mind.

...She was naive; how could she have thought he was going to Kang County to find a child bride?

Shen Chen thought she was cold, so he moved even more urgently, while coaxing her in a low voice.

Xu Su stared blankly at him; he looked like he truly loved her to the core.

Did she misunderstand?

This summer, they didn't go anywhere; they just stayed in Shanghai.

Aside from necessary social outings, the two of them spent almost all their time in bed.

They were inseparable and passionate.

Xu Su had never had another boyfriend, but she thought this person must be a very good boyfriend.

He cared too much about her feelings, catering to her preferences both in and out of bed, almost to the point of being humble and ingratiating.

He did the work, but she experienced the ultimate pleasure.

Many times, after she'd had her fun, she wouldn't care that he hadn't come yet, and would just fall asleep immediately.

Shen Chen often gritted his teeth in anger, leaving marks on her body with his lips.

Solve it quickly yourself.

After cleaning her up, I held her and we slept.

Xu Su didn't believe that he treated her like a pet.

But his resolute refusal to let her go to the capital still cast a shadow over her feelings for him.

She thought, she's still young, she can afford to play around.

Time will always give the answer.

The answer came very quickly.

Not long after the start of her sophomore year, the club's gathering was held at a bar that Shen Chen often took her to.

He never let her go to these places without him by her side, so Xu Su called him specifically to ask about his plans for the evening before she went.

Only after learning that he wouldn't be going out drinking with his friends did they feel relieved and go with their classmates.

As Xu Su entered, his eyes instinctively drifted to their group's private booth. There, he saw a familiar figure sitting on the sofa, with a scantily clad woman next to him pouring him drinks.