Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

As if sensing her gaze, Shen Chen's tightly furrowed brows twitched slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes.

The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and before he could react, Xu Su grew impatient and forcefully pulled her hand away, saying, "Let go of me!"

"Su Su!" Shen Chen finally reacted, stood up, cupped her face in his hands, and asked excitedly, "You're awake! Is anything bothering you?"

He carefully approached her, ignoring her resistance, and pulled her into his arms, kissing her forehead repeatedly. Then, as if remembering something, he reached under the covers to touch her back: "Does your lower back hurt?"

Reminded by him, Xu Su finally remembered that she had been shot in the waist before she returned.

She grabbed his wrist to stop him from reaching under his clothes, and carefully touched himself, not even feeling a single scar. His expression immediately turned puzzled: "How long have I been unconscious?"

It's one thing for the injury to heal, but how long will it take for the scar to disappear completely?

Shen Chen closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Seventy-two days."

Before Xu Su could speak, she was startled by the cold, wet sensation on her neck. She pushed the large, furry head on her shoulder and said irritably, "Why are you crying?"

"I want to kiss you, Xu Su, can I kiss you?" Shen Chen sniffed, smelling the familiar scent. His hands, which were holding her, were trembling, and he was already sobbing uncontrollably.

Upon hearing his words, Xu Su thought of his past crimes of extortion and plunder, and instinctively tried to run away, but he held her tightly in his arms and she couldn't escape at all.

Shen Chen tightened his grip on her arm and cried, "Fine, I won't force you to kiss me, okay? Don't be afraid of me."

Xu Suzhen couldn't bear to see someone who was usually so assertive crying like this, but she didn't intend to comfort him. After a moment of silence, she changed the subject: "Where is this?"

Shen Chen answered quickly: "Hospital."

Xu Su glanced at the 'talismans' scattered everywhere and said in surprise, "I thought it was some kind of temple."

Whose hospital ward looks like this?

“…Su Su,” Shen Chen froze, raised his head, and stared at her with bloodshot eyes, asking, “Where have you been all these days while you were unconscious?”

Xu Su blinked, about to speak, when the door was opened from the outside.

It was another man so haggard she almost didn't recognize him.

Shen Chen also heard the door open. He didn't turn around, swallowed hard, and suddenly pressed Xu Su's nape and kissed her.

His cool, wet face touched Xu Su's face. She was slightly startled and before she could react, her lips were pried open.

It wasn't until Zhou Mochen grabbed the back of her collar and pulled her away from the person who had forcibly kissed her that Xu Su covered her mouth and angrily said, "I haven't brushed my teeth for months, don't you find it disgusting!"

Shen Chen was pulled down to the foot of the bed, his eyes covered and him breathing heavily. Hearing this, he couldn't help but laugh: "Xu Su, do you know what it feels like to love someone?"

You find her disgusting?

How could she be the disgusting person?

No matter what she becomes, he will only love her and hold her tightly.

Xu Su could hear despair in his tone. She was looking into Zhou Mochen's eyes and couldn't help but want to look at him, but she was stopped by having her chin pinched before she could move.

Zhou Mochen's eyes were bloodshot, and he didn't know how long he hadn't slept. He held her chin with one hand and wiped her lips with the other.

Feeling the fingers on her lips trembling, Xu Su subconsciously raised her hand and grasped his wrist: "Zhou Mochen..."

Zhou Mochen smiled slightly at her, his eyebrows curving upwards, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Su Su, I'm really sorry for hurting you."

His smile was extremely ugly, a look Xu Su had never seen before. She felt a pang in her heart, and suppressing the urge to cry, she asked, "How is Xi Zirong?"

"...He's alright."

Xu Su was about to ask another question when her lips were silenced again by the person in front of her.

She tried to push it, but couldn't move it.

After returning home for so long and calming down, she was actually able to understand Zhou Mochen's crazy attempt to kill Xi Zirong to some extent.

Hearing her call for Xi Zirong, he wouldn't be himself if he didn't want to kill her.

...It was all her fault. She had to make him angry and misunderstand that she had slept with Xi Zirong.

After the kiss ended, Xu Su raised her hand to wipe her lips, but Zhou Mochen stopped her. He held her hand tightly, making their fingers intertwine, before speaking again: "Where have you been all this time?"

There it is again.

Xu Su lowered her eyes, feeling that she couldn't hide it any longer, so she simply said, "It's just as you think, my soul returned to another world."

The person who had just pushed the door open happened to hear this. After a moment of stunned silence, a look of surprise and delight appeared on their face: "Su Su is awake?"

"Xi Zirong!" Xu Su paused, her gaze falling on the newcomer. She saw that he was agile and, apart from being thinner and much more haggard, he had no other problems.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but still felt uneasy, so she sat up and lifted the shirt of the boy who had walked to the bedside. She saw a slightly reddish scar on the side of his lean abdominal muscles. Her hand paused for a moment, then she gently touched it and asked, "Does it hurt?"

She looked extremely cautious, as if she was terrified of hurting another man. Zhou Mochen couldn't bear to watch any longer, so he pulled her hand away and said indifferently, "I'm still alive, Su Su, don't treat me like this."

Xu Su was stunned for a moment, then explained, "You fired the shot, I just..."

"Shh!" Zhou Mochen lightly touched her lips, not wanting to hear her talk about how much she cared about other men. He smiled slightly and continued the previous topic: "You were shot, so you went back to another world. How did you get back this time?"

"..." Xu Su opened her mouth, but couldn't find the words to speak.

The three men in the ward all had their eyes on her, making her face flush rapidly.

She forced a dry laugh: "Pour me a glass of water, I'm thirsty."

Xi Zirong glanced at her, turned around and brought over a glass of warm water. Xu Su took a couple of sips, and seeing that the others were still waiting for an answer, she glared helplessly at Zhou Mochen and said angrily, "Don't you know what kind of person you are? I...I..."

She really couldn't bring herself to say it; she was so exhausted from being fucked that she came back.

But her embarrassed expression only fueled their fantasies.

Especially Shen Chen, who has rich practical experience, frowned deeply, and no one knew what he was thinking: "Is this how that man treated you?"

If it's like a gunshot wound, how intense would it have to be?

Xu Su had no desire to discuss this topic and kept her head down, drinking water.

Suddenly, she realized that the Buddhist prayer beads had returned to her neck. She took them out from her collar. Zhou Mochen, who had been standing quietly, reached out and lifted the blanket to sit down. He then put one hand on her back and pulled her into his arms before whispering, "Don't lose it again. If you don't want me, kill me and go back. Don't leave me alone."