Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

Xu Su closed her eyes, and the familiar feeling of suffocation returned. Why is loving someone so painful?

She loves him so much, so why is she in so much pain?

After a long silence filled with bitterness, Xu Su slightly raised her eyes and whispered, "Then let me tell you, I've never wanted anyone else but you."

“Hmm…” Zhou Mochen nodded and kissed her lips: “I believe you, I believe everything you say.”

After kissing for an unknown amount of time, Zhou Mochen slowly released her. The darkness in his eyes was unsettling. He opened the passenger door and said, "Come home with me."

Xu Su: "I don't want to go."

"Sweetie, if you're angry, be angry with me tomorrow," Zhou Mochen lowered his eyelids and coaxed in a soft voice, "Come home with me today, and I'll take you back tomorrow, okay?"

Xu Su stood still: "What on earth is wrong with you today?"

"What's wrong with you..." Zhou Mochen repeated in a low voice, then suddenly laughed.

He asked with a smile, "Xu Su, if you knew I spent three hours alone with a woman in a hotel room, what would you do?"

"..." Xu Su was taken aback by the question, then replied, "We've already broken up."

Zhou Mochen calmly said, "That was your unilateral decision. I said I don't accept breakups for any reason."

"So, you think I cheated on you?"

Xu Su laughed in anger. She straightened up, wiped her face which he had wet, and sneered, "Besides raping, stalking, and going crazy, what else can you do? You keep saying you love me, but how do you show your love?"

"I'm so tired, can you see it? I'm so tired!"

Xu Su crouched down, clutching her head, feeling incredibly miserable: "Zhou Mochen, if I had known loving you would be this exhausting, I would have preferred to remain oblivious to my own feelings, just like in my past life. At least that would have made things easier for me."

Wise people don't fall in love, but she was foolish. Not only did she fall in love, she also fell for this obsessive-compulsive man.

Zhou Mochen wasn't particularly shocked as she recounted her past life. He quietly looked at the girl crouching on the ground with her head in her hands and said softly, "Then can you tell me how miserable I was in my past life?"

I've always remembered what she said before...

Xu Su froze, staring blankly as she looked up. Her white down jacket was covered in snowflakes, and her eyes were red and swollen like a rabbit's.

Zhou Mochen's heart softened again. He was truly bewitched. No matter how angry or furious he was, he would soften as soon as he saw her.

He stood there frozen for a moment, then resignedly squatted down and hugged her tightly. "Xu Su, you knew exactly what I was thinking, that I couldn't bear to part with you."

Having received her heartfelt affection and tasted the happiness of mutual love, how could he bear to let everything go back to square one?

If he didn't ask for anything else and just wanted to keep her by his side, he could do it anytime.

He could imprison her under his wing, allowing him to do as he pleased day and night.

If he could be ruthless towards her, he wouldn't need to consider her feelings or restrain his own desires.

Those dark thoughts, those things that could only be done to her in dreams, could all be put into action one by one.

If only he didn't love her so much, if only he was only after his desires.

The girl in his arms only needs to wait for him in bed, and he will use every means to teach her to be obedient, to please, and to cater to him.

If he can manage to not need her love, then keeping her by his side might not be such a bad thing.

but…

Zhou Mochen smiled bitterly; he couldn't do it.

She said loving him was exhausting, but his love had already penetrated to the bone.

"Get in the car, you'll catch a cold." Zhou Mochen kissed Xu Su's eyelashes and carried her to the passenger seat.

He changed cars; it wasn't the same one he drove that day.

The car slowly started and left the school.

The heating was on full blast, and Xu Su curled up her legs and sat in the passenger seat.

What she was thinking was, "It seems she's revealed that she was reborn?"

The pretense of a dream was no longer valid; she explicitly uttered the word "previous life."

Furthermore, Zhou Mochen didn't seem shocked at all.

……Right.

He already knew that the dream was real, so the dream she mentioned earlier must also be real.

Therefore, her rebirth is not so unacceptable.

He probably still remembers the nervousness I felt during our first meeting and had long harbored suspicions.

However, this person is very shrewd and will not reveal any information to you.

Xu Su remained silent, her fingers slowly fiddling with the zipper buttons on her coat.

What should I do? Should I tell everyone everything?

It seems there's nothing I can't say anymore.

However, she had already lost those prayer beads; they had been missing for several months, and he still didn't know…

Even after the car stopped, Xu Su was still thinking about what to do.

Zhou Mochen opened the passenger door and saw her deep in thought. He couldn't help but smile and said, "If you don't want to talk about it, then don't. I won't force you anymore."

Anyway, he had already calculated it pretty well.

Xu Su said "oh" and remained seated without moving, showing no intention of getting out of the car: "Then take me back now."

"..." Zhou Mochen remained silent for a long time before asking, "So, are we considered to have made up now?"

"No." What a pipe dream! Xu Su pouted, "Zhou Mochen, even if we make up, you still won't get over Xi Zirong."

Zhou Mochen did not deny it. He bent down and kissed her, saying in a light tone, "I don't want to lie to you. You know, I've had the thought of killing him many times, but I haven't done it yet."

Xu Su looked up at him, her expression icy: "Are you threatening me?"

"So, did using him to threaten you work?"

Zhou Mochen tugged at the corners of his lips and forced a smile: "I never thought that one day I would need to use another man's personal safety to threaten you into being with me."

"..." Xu Su took a deep breath, but she couldn't hold back her anger. She raised her hand to hit someone, but Zhou Mochen grabbed her hand instantly.

"Addicted to hitting people?" He frowned at her. "Domestic violence is no good, Su Su. I only like it when you hit me in bed."

"Tell me, what should I do to stop you from being angry?" Zhou Mochen helped her out of the car and said calmly, "Don't misunderstand, I didn't use him to threaten you. The person you love most is me, why would I use him to threaten you?"

He smiled at her and said, "Right? You said you loved me, you only loved me."

madman!

Xu Su was both tired and frustrated. Was she going to go crazy this time in a different way?

Back in the familiar master bedroom, Zhou Mochen placed her on the bed and reached out to unbutton her coat.

Startled, Xu Su retreated in a panic.

Zhou Mochen was taken aback and explained, "I didn't mean to touch you. Your coat is wet, you should change it off."

Xu Su stood up: "I want to go back."

"How about I hold you and let you sleep with me for one night?" Zhou Mochen knelt on one knee on the bed, held her waist and pulled her into his arms. "I've missed you so much, Su Su, it's been three months. I've missed you so much."