Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

Xu Su ignored her; she had said enough and had no intention of discussing anything further. She stood up to leave.

Her wrist was grabbed: "Su Su."

Xu Su stopped what she was doing and looked down at him.

Zhou Mochen paused, then said softly, "Can we start over?"

"..." He gripped it tightly, with a sense of desperate gamble. Xu Su stood there for a long, long time...

Finally, she whispered, "I don't know."

She really didn't know...

"Zhou Mochen, being with you is too tiring. I don't want to be that tired."

"I will change..."

“You can’t change!” Xu Su interrupted. “How can you change your nature? You just know how to hide it and how to endure it.”

What can change the predatory nature of a predatory company?

Unless one day he can truly feel the loss, only real loss can teach him to change.

But how powerful is Young Master Zhou? She could probably be found even if she ran to the ends of the earth. If he wanted to, she couldn't escape.

How can you talk about losing it?

The room was silent. After Xu Su pointed it out, Zhou Mochen remained silent.

Just as Xu Su was getting impatient and preparing to leave, Zhou Mochen spoke again: "Who isn't tiring to be with? Xi Zirong, or Si Xuan?"

His voice was calm, yet Xu Su could sense his suppressed emotions.

It's really scary...

Xu Su suddenly took two steps back, her face full of fear: "What are you trying to do now?"

Her strong reaction left Zhou Mochen stunned, his face gradually turning pale. He never imagined that he could frighten her so much.

"I didn't mean anything by it, I just wanted to ask if you've fallen for someone else." Zhou Mochen stood there, stunned, and explained, "I won't hurt you again, really. If I hurt you again, then just shoot me."

He opened the safe behind him, took out a pistol, and threw it on the glass table: "If you can't do it, then I'll do it myself, Xu Su, don't be afraid of me."

Don't be so afraid of him...

I never imagined that this girl, whom I spoiled so much that she was even a little willful, would one day be so frightened by something he said.

Is this what you wanted to see?

No, he didn't want to...

Xu Su lowered her eyelids and looked at the pistol on the table. It was this very gun that had once been pointed at her forehead.

The gun's owner now says he won't hurt her...

She used to believe, but now, can she still believe?

Xu Su took a breath, too exhausted to think about it.

She said, "I want to go back, Zhou Mochen, don't push me too hard."

The more pressure she was put on, the more annoyed she became, and the more she recalled the embarrassing things he had said to her and the wanton things he had done.

These experiences taught her a valuable lesson.

The person you love very much is more likely to hurt you, because the weapon is given to you by you.

………………

Since that day, Zhou Mochen has appeared at B University less frequently. Before, he could be seen from time to time, but now it's not guaranteed that you'll see him for three to five days.

Xu Su expressed his pleasure at this outcome.

She was too repressed. In the end, all that was left in the relationship was repression and hurt. Only she knew how serious the internal strife was.

Time flies and the end of the year is fast approaching. After the final exams, the winter vacation is coming as scheduled.

Xu Su went back to Kang County for the Spring Festival this year. She had already booked tickets with Qian Jia and Huang Feng, and Huang Chao accompanied them.

After arriving in Changshi, Huang Chao offered to take her back to Kang County.

It was getting late, and there were no more buses back to the county town. Xu Su didn't want to spend the night at Yupin Central, and she didn't want to disturb Huang Chao's family reunion.

She only had a few days of annual leave to begin with, and having someone take her back to the countryside would take up most of the day for a round trip.

Finally, Huang Chao found a car, and Xu Su drove back by herself.

On the highway back to Kang County, Xu Su received a call from Zhou Mochen.

She knew Huang Chao was there; her every move was under his watchful eye.

Xu Su connected to the car's Bluetooth and answered the call.

"Just drive carefully, don't worry about me." Zhou Mochen's voice was very gentle: "It's dark at night, don't drive too fast."

This was Xu Su's first time driving on the highway, and now that Zhou Mochen knew, he couldn't leave her alone in the car.

I was worried that she might be afraid of the dark and remote roads, and I was also worried that her driving skills weren't very good, and that if she had an accident, no one would know.

Xu Su didn't speak, focusing intently on steering the wheel. A slight ripple stirred in her heart, which she quickly suppressed.

Don't be moved!

Don't be soft-hearted!

We cannot forgive so easily!

He drove alone, talking to her on the phone from time to time, keeping her company.

Even after getting off the highway, Zhou Mochen's phone call hadn't ended.

There are streetlights on the highway, but the country roads are pitch black. Fortunately, Xu Su grew up here and traveled this road every holiday during the three years she studied in Kang County. She is very familiar with it.

Until we arrived at our destination, we met my grandmother and uncles who were waiting at the door.

Xu Su breathed a sigh of relief. It would be a lie to say she wasn't nervous after driving alone for so long.

Zhou Mochen's companionship was really helpful.

Zhou Mochen, on the other end of the phone, could hear the commotion clearly. He chuckled softly, "Amazing, you got home safely."

Xu Su didn't say anything. Zhou Mochen waited for a while before saying, "Then I'll hang up. You should go to sleep early."

He said he was going to hang up, but the call was still connected; he genuinely wanted to hear her say something.

Xu Su's lips moved slightly, but in the end she said nothing and hung up the phone.

Chen Ni also returned home during the Chinese New Year holiday.

Zhou Mochen was very efficient; the tutor simply disappeared without a word, leaving for another place, and Chen Ni couldn't find him.

After searching frantically for a while, she finally calmed down and could probably guess what Xu Su had done.

On her first day back home, Chen Ni approached Xu Su and asked him about this matter as her first question.

Xu Su had seen her in this state once in her past life; she was so infatuated with love that she didn't care about anything else.

Even now, Xu Su still couldn't understand why someone would question her over a man like that.

The conversation between the two sisters naturally ended unhappily. Xu Su was not going to help her find that man, and she was also going to persuade her to study hard and prepare for the college entrance examination. How could they reach a consensus?

Chen Ni was convinced that her cousin was the one who broke up the couple, and that Xu Su was imposing her own beliefs on her.

The two had a huge argument. Chen Ni, her eyes red with anger, yelled at Xu Su: "Don't think I don't know. You started dating someone in your second year of high school, and in your third year you even lived with a man. That man chopped off your dad's finger. If you can date someone like that, why can't I date my boyfriend?"

“You’re not exactly a model of propriety yourself. So what if my boyfriend is married? He promised me he would get a divorce, he would divorce his wife.”

Xu Su was caught off guard by her words. She opened her mouth with trembling lips, but couldn't utter a single word for a long time.