Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

Thinking of her actions just now, Zhou Mochen's face still turned a little pale: "That wasn't about making you angry at all, it was clearly all about messing with myself!"

“I’ve noticed you’re getting better and better at swearing.” Xu Su finished buttoning his shirt and, hearing him swear, couldn’t help but pat his face. “Tearing my clothes in front of so many people and threatening to livestream it, you’re really something.”

Zhou Mochen looked down at her: "If you're angry, vent it now. Don't hold a grudge against me and try to break up with me. Xu Su, I will never break up with you in this lifetime. Don't even think about it."

He hugged the person in his arms tightly, saying, "What I just said was just said in anger. Don't believe it, don't believe a single word of it."

How can there be such a person? He's the one who goes crazy and spouts threats, and he's also the one who acts all wronged and like a victim...

Xu Su sighed inwardly. Had she driven him crazy?

"Are you really planning to break up with me?" She remained silent for a long time, and Zhou Mochen suddenly became anxious. He tightened his grip around her waist and leaned down to kiss her neck: "Quickly give up on this idea. If you want to break up, I'll have to die."

"Let me break up with you, and then watch you be with someone else, unless I die." His voice was close to my ear, hoarse and ruthless: "Xu Su, since you're only cruel to me anyway, why don't you be even more ruthless and take my life, then you'll be free."

"..." Xu Su pursed her lips and touched his face, not crying...

The moment her tears stopped, she started spouting threats…

Xu Su had no idea how he had become like this in his life. She sighed, leaned in and kissed him, then, in a straddling position, rested her head on his shoulder. "Zhou Mochen, you were just too much."

Zhou Mochen trembled and hummed in agreement, "I was wrong, I was so angry I lost my mind."

"How did you come up with such a way to punish me?" Xu Su was still very resentful. She stared at his Adam's apple, reached out and pressed and played with it, and said resentfully, "You asked such a question, how am I supposed to answer it? Beg you to say no? I might as well just go along with you, right?"

"I'm not punishing you..." Zhou Mochen pulled her into his arms, gently tugging at her shoulders. "I just wanted to annoy you a little. I can't always be the one being bullied by you, Xu Su. I want to tease you a little too. I didn't really mean to..."

As he spoke, he paused slightly, realizing he had truly been an idiot.

"Why don't you hit me to vent your anger?" Zhou Mochen pulled her hand to his face and looked at her quietly: "Su Su, don't even think about breaking up with me and going back to Xi Zirong. You can do whatever you want to make me angry, except for this."

"???" Xu Su didn't understand why Xi Zirong was being brought up again. She pinched his cheek and laughed angrily, "There aren't only two men in the world. Do you think I can only look for Xi Zirong besides you? Can't I look for someone else?"

"No one else will do!" Zhou Mochen's voice was cold and hard: "Don't even think about it, Xu Su, don't even think about anyone else."

The mere thought of her kissing, hugging, or perhaps even more intimate with other men filled Zhou Mochen with uncontrollable murderous intent. He nervously grabbed her, demanding, "Who else? Xu Su, besides Xi Zirong, who else?"

His appearance reminded Xu Su of the obsessive and morbid aspects of his past life…

I wasn't scared, but I couldn't help thinking to myself how domineering this person was!

Do you want to control other people's minds?

Xu Su was silent for a moment, then wrapped her arms around his neck, pressed her face against his, and inhaled his scent. The familiar, cool woody fragrance made her grip tighten uncontrollably; she just wanted to kiss him fiercely, to kiss him to her heart's content…

Gan!

She clearly likes him so much, how did she manage to refrain from touching him for days?

Barely suppressing her restless heart, Xu Su ignored his words and instead explained, "Zhou Mochen, I didn't intend to humiliate you just now. I made you drink that bottle of wine just to be petty and deliberately annoy you, because you've made me suffer these past few days, so I don't want you to have an easy time either."

Zhou Mochen was slightly taken aback.

"What I want to ask isn't what you did wrong today." Xu Su stared at him, pursing her lips. "Zhou Mochen, don't you think you've done anything wrong these past few days?"

She finally got a day off, but he left her at home for days without even calling. Isn't that emotional abuse?

Xu Su is a very proud person; she couldn't possibly complain directly to her boyfriend about his cold attitude...

So the anger grew stronger day by day, and the accumulated rage was bound to ignite a wildfire.

Actually, after what she said last night, Zhou Mochen had already vaguely understood. He explained, "I'm going back to the capital soon. Although there isn't much to do here, I've been here for three years, and I need to speed up what needs to be done. I've been quite busy these past few days..."

"So busy you haven't even made a phone call?" Xu Su looked at him with a half-smile: "Why won't you admit it? You're angry, aren't you? Angry that I didn't sleep with you that night, so you're planning to ignore me for a few days to give me a break, right?"

Why has Xu Su been angry these past few days?

Because she has experienced 100% perfect love, she will feel dissatisfied and be able to sense even 99% love.

This Zhou Mochen did not love her as much as the one from her previous life, even if the difference in their love was only slight.

Xu Su also knew that this judgment might be somewhat biased and hasty.

It's more likely that the two Zhou Mochens had different experiences in their past and present lives, which is why they expressed their love in different ways.

Perhaps Zhou Mochen never received a response from her in either of his previous lives. He was so obsessed with her that he had no interest in her. Because he never got her, he didn't care that she hadn't cherished his feelings.

But this time, he was different. The two of them fell in love with each other and had an equal relationship based on mutual consent. So he would worry about why she couldn't give him more in return for all he had given. He would be dissatisfied and want more.

Xu Su wasn't stupid; she understood that questioning Zhou Mochen's love would truly break his heart.

The truth presented to her was that Zhou Mochen in this life didn't give to her with the same selfless devotion and wholehearted tolerance as he had in the previous life…

Occasionally, Xu Su would laugh at herself, thinking how selfish she was. She wasn't even fully committed herself, so why was she always so demanding of him?

But aren't people inherently selfish?

The more you like someone, the more selfish and calculating you become…

Xu Su was very conflicted...

Zhou Mochen was amused by her words. He reached out and touched Xu Su's face, squinted at her for a while, and then suddenly sighed.

Xu Su glanced at him: "Why do you look so helpless?"

"What can I do? I've fallen in love with an idiot. Isn't that frustrating enough?"

Zhou Mochen stroked Xu Su's cheek, leaned in to kiss her, and pulled away when Xu Su became impatient, chuckling as he said, "Su Su, listen carefully, I'm not angry because you won't sleep with me, I'm angry because of what you said."