Locking away my heart and love! Going back to 2000 to be a top student again.

“You can try to see if I did that now.” Xu Su glanced at him sideways and smiled provocatively: “Men and women are different, you know that, right?”

"Don't upset me, Su Su. I feel sorry for you and want you to enter the exam room smoothly."

Zhou Mochen gently kissed Xu Su's forehead and said calmly, "Don't overestimate my self-control. If I really start kissing, I'm afraid I won't be able to stop myself, understand?"

Xu Su: "..."

She tried to shake off some of the memories in her mind.

"Besides revenge against me, all that's left is affection for him, right?"

Zhou Mochen brought the topic back, his tone extremely indifferent: "Tell me, what was the most intimate thing you did that year? Tell me the truth."

“…A kiss…” Xu Su was afraid he wouldn’t believe her, so she held up three fingers: “It really was just a kiss.”

Isn't this just asking for trouble? Why are they still asking about these details after a year? Xu Su felt both annoyed and guilty.

A hand reached down to her waist, slowly moving upwards. "Has he moved here?"

Xu Su hesitated for several seconds before clenching his fist slightly and whispering, "Tell me the truth. I only want your honesty. I won't get angry!"

“…Be gentle, it hurts.” Xu Su really believed he wouldn’t get angry, so she reached out and grabbed his wrist, honestly confessing, “I kissed your heart, just once, only once.”

I remember the classroom last summer, and the boy's tear-streaked face...

Xu Su closed her eyes, her breathing a little unsteady: "Zhou Mochen, don't hold it against me anymore, really, you've already won, you've won big, what more do you want?"

What more do you want?

She was willing to give him her whole heart and soul, and Xi Zirong received nothing in return.

Xi Zirong had nothing...

Why dwell on things that have already happened?

Xu Su grasped Zhou Mochen's arm, firmly pulled his hand away, and simply confessed completely: "That year, I kissed him many times, under the trees by the school road, in the corner of the teaching building, on the playground, in the grove, outside the dormitory. Sometimes he took the initiative, and sometimes I did. The breakup was also my fault. I fell in love with someone else, and I was fickle."

Xu Su felt an overwhelming sense of guilt welling up inside her, and all the memories she had deliberately tried to forget came flooding back into her mind.

She looked at Zhou Mochen with almost direct anger: "Is there anything else you want to ask? Just ask it all at once!"

Zhou Mochen's face had turned pale at some point. He stared blankly at her, his lips moving slightly: "And now? Do you still like him now?"

"...I don't like it anymore!"

Xu Su had just lowered her eyes when Zhou Mochen reached out and grabbed her chin, lifting it back up: "Look me in the eyes and tell me, Xu Su, I want to hear the truth."

"Zhou Mochen, I know very well in my heart that I like you." Xu Su met his gaze, her eyes open and honest.

“I still believe that, Xu Su, I believe you like me.” Zhou Mochen looked at her expressionlessly: “What I want to know is, do you only like me?”

"Yes!" Xu Su said decisively, "I only like you now. It's over with Xi Zirong. I can tell you all the details you want to know today. If you still can't accept it, then there's nothing I can do. What's done is done, and there's no going back."

Zhou Mochen nodded slightly, leaned closer, and continued to ask in a self-deprecating manner, "Have you ever thought about doing it with him? Like when he held me tonight."

A delicate and beautiful young girl, her heart and eyes are filled with you, she acts coquettishly towards you, wanting to be closer to you, wanting more, completely wanting to possess you, trustingly begging for your company…

Has she done this to anyone else?

Seeing Xu Su's bewildered expression, Zhou Mochen gritted his teeth and pressed, "You said before that seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys are more likely to lose control of their reactions. Where did you get that experience? What did he do to you that he couldn't control himself?"

"..." Xu Su was completely stunned. She had forgotten when she had said those words!

Zhou Mochen's expression clearly wasn't a joke; his eyes were practically spitting fire, showing how long he had been holding these questions in and how desperate he was to finally ask them.

Before Xu Su could speak, her lips trembling, Zhou Mochen suddenly shouted sternly, "Answer me! Tell me everything!"

"I really didn't do anything. I only kissed your heart once, that was the most intimate thing we did. There was nothing else." Xu Su hugged him in a panic, trying to comfort him: "Don't be like this. Zhou Mochen, I only love you now. He and I are all in the past."

He remained stiff as she held him, without uttering a word.

Xu Su felt both angry and pained, unable to understand why he could hold onto this matter, which should have been over long ago, for a year and still be so resentful!

"I never thought about doing those things with Xi Zirong. We're not that old, so please don't project your own ideas onto us, okay?"

Xu Su patted his back: "I only have desire for you, really, I'm not kidding you, I just want to do it with you. Be more confident in yourself, Zhou Mochen. You're so handsome, you have a great body, and you're so good at kissing. Every time you kiss me, I feel so good, really."

Xu Su showered him with sweet words, completely disregarding any embarrassment: "If I had a time machine, I would go back to two years ago, but I don't now. So Zhou Mochen, I can only say I'm sorry. It's my fault, okay? My mistake has caused you both pain."

Zhou Mochen had already witnessed her skill in coaxing people. When the young girl coaxed people, the words she said were truly comforting. As long as she was willing to patiently coax you, even the greatest pain seemed to be relieved.

He closed his eyes, reached out and hugged the person tightly: "What's the difference between me and him? Why did you choose me and break up with him?"

"..." Xu Su choked. This person was really determined to get to the bottom of things. "Let me think about it. I don't want to lie to you, but I haven't figured it out myself. Let me think about it carefully."

"Think it over carefully." Zhou Mochen stroked her earlobe. "No rush."

“Xi Zirong pursued me for a long time. At first, I said a lot of harsh words to reject him, but as he got better and better, I became more and more soft-hearted and couldn’t reject him decisively. At that time, I thought that being soft-hearted towards someone meant that I liked him.”

Xu Su paused for a long time before slowly speaking: "Until later I realized that I liked you, it was because it hurt me..."

She still can't forget the excruciating pain she felt in her soul state; she had never experienced such pain before.

Xu Su took a breath: "After being with you, I slowly realized that liking someone is not just about being soft-hearted towards them, but more about wanting to hold you, wanting to be close to you, wanting to be close to you all the time, just like having a skin hunger syndrome."

At this point, Xu Su paused, this…

Isn't this the same symptom Zhou Mochen had at the beginning?

Zhou Mochen nudged her shoulder: "Continue."

The sounds of joy and anger were completely inaudible...

Xu Su pursed her lips, unsure of his attitude, and simply continued, "You asked me if I've ever thought about sleeping with Xi Zirong, and the answer is really no."