Reborn as the Cinnabar Mole of the Prince of Beijing's Elite Circle

The Secret That Cannot Be Pronounced

Does saying goodbye mean I can no longer miss you?

If we part, will we never be able to touch each other again?

I've developed delusions, and am forever trapped in our shared world.

Surrounded by empty darkness, I curl up, hugging my knees, and a voice in my quiet heart seeks help.

I've walked alone in the darkness for years, hoping to find the boy I lost.

Those were all illusions; I live in distant memories.

In the long river of time, I am both dreamy and lucid.

The beautiful moment, your fragrance, I will cherish forever and never forget.

The memories will forever remain; I was addicted, and I was once consumed by a secret I could never reveal.

I miss you so much. I send my cherished memories to the distance, hoping they will reach you.

Those moments of confusion will eventually give way to a clear tomorrow.

Embraced by the gentle breeze, I welcomed spring.

As the kite soared in the blue sky, I felt as if I too were drifting towards freedom.

We embraced at sunset, freezing this beautiful moment in time. I held you in my hands, as if holding the last rays of light.

Throughout the long river of time, you are the eternal harbor of my heart.

You are a memory for my entire life, and will forever remain beautiful in my heart.

I'll let you in on a secret: I will love you forever.

As darkness fell, An Cinian felt a deep loneliness in her heart, chilled by the night wind. Xie Yu'an, just like the lyrics of this song, I will love you forever. Grandpa has passed away, and I truly feel that you are the only one left in this world.

However, An Cinian suddenly felt a strange smell in the air, and she immediately realized that someone was following her.

Without having time to think about who it was, An Cinian quickened her pace, took out her phone from her shoulder bag, opened her call log, and found that Xie Yu'an was the person she was contacting the most right now.

Just as her finger was about to press the number, her phone was snatched away, and she was dragged into a dark alleyway.

"Long time no see, my farewell."

Accompanied by a tone that was both familiar and somewhat eerie, An Cinian suddenly raised her head, her eyes filled with disbelief. She never imagined that this man would appear before her again after so many years.

His appearance and his words reminded her of her unbearable past, as if time had turned back and everything had returned to that painful moment.

An Cinian's heart was filled with repulsion and doubt. She didn't understand why this man would suddenly appear here, let alone how he knew her whereabouts.

"Ci Nian, have you missed me?" Her tone was tinged with a hint of mockery. "I've missed you terribly, for eight whole years! Every day and night, I've spent in longing and resentment!"

An Cinian is a woman who is cruel to everyone, no, except Xie Yu'an. For Xie Yu'an, she was willing to pay any price to send herself to prison, to be ruthless to herself, and to stab herself in the back.

"Luohe!"

Faced with this man, An Cinian felt completely unable to break free. His strength was simply too great. Compared to Xie Yu'an's gentleness, this man's brutality left her feeling helpless.

"Ci Nian, I heard you're with Xie Yu'an. Does he know what you did for him?"

An Ci Nian's heart pounded violently. No, Xie Yu An couldn't see Luo He!

"I don't understand what you're saying, let me go!"

Just then, An Cinian's phone rang. Luo He glanced at it and saw that it was Xie Yu'an calling.

Looking at An Cinian's phone, he chuckled, "Want to answer the phone? Be good. I think you know in your heart that you don't want him to see me, do you?"

The call was then connected.

"Honey, why aren't you home yet, it's so late?"

Xie Yu'an's gentle voice came through the phone, but to An Cinian, who was being pinned against the wall by Luo He, it was a voice of pain.

"Xie Yu'an, I'm on my way. Wait for me a moment, okay?"

"I'll pick you up."

"No need!" An Cinian's heart skipped a beat, but she realized she was being too emotional. "Honey, I'm fine, don't worry, I'll be back soon."

After comforting Xie Yu'an, I hung up the phone.

I wonder if Xie Yu'an had any doubts about himself.

"My baby is so good."

"Don't call me that! Luo He, I don't know how you got out, but you should know who Xie Yu'an is now. Do you dare to mess with him?"

He roared loudly, his face fierce, trying to instill fear in Luo He with his domineering aura.

Luo He, however, remained nonchalant, chuckling softly. The only person in the world who wasn't afraid of him was the woman in front of him. How interesting that these two people both had an extremely strong protective instinct towards each other.

It's a pity that I was able to get out, which means I'm not afraid of him.

“An Cinian, what is wrong with me? From the first time we met in college, you have been so distant from me. I like you so much, I can give you anything you want.”

Thinking about how An Cinian had always been afraid of him and wanted to stay away from him, he got angry, really angry! What had he done wrong that made An Cinian look at him with such disgust?

"But Luo He, I don't like you. Even if you had power and influence in the past, I still wouldn't like you. Let alone now, you've hurt the person I love most, and you still expect me to like you? You're delusional, you're dreaming!"

An Cinian bit Luo He's arm, showing no mercy.

Luo He was in so much pain that his face contorted in agony. He slapped An Cinian across the right cheek. As always, no matter what he said, An Cinian would not believe him. Was he some kind of monster?

Luo He was very strong. An Cinian felt stunned by the slap. Her head was spinning, and she not only had a red handprint on her face, but also felt a burning pain on her face.

She treated him the same way years ago, and she still does now. Luo He was furious. It seemed that he was too soft-hearted and always let An Cinian go, which made this woman look down on him.

He grabbed An Cinian's hands with both of his and pressed her against the wall, making her unable to move.

“Let me tell you, An Cinian, I’ve been to prison before. I’m not afraid of anything. Xie Yu’an? Do you think a madman like me would be afraid of Xie Yu’an? You don’t even dare to tell Xie Yu’an that I exist.”