Reborn as the Cinnabar Mole of the Prince of Beijing's Elite Circle

She knew the answer perfectly well, but she still wanted to ask.

This sight is truly heartbreaking.

Shu Yunji could only pat An Cinian's head and say with a smile, "No, our little Nian is kind and will definitely be safe and sound."

I know Xie Yu'an is comforting me, and you are comforting me too. I really can't get better. I know my own body well, and it's because I know it too well that I feel panicked and scared. I love Yu'an, and I love you all.

In the following week, An Cinian became increasingly thin.

"Ayu, will you love me forever?"

"Wife, you must remember, I will always love you, and I will still love you until the end of my life."

An Cinian smiled at Xie Yu'an, but the next second, An Cinian rushed into the toilet and vomited. She felt extremely uncomfortable and vomited violently, as if everything in her body was churning.

In the end, he even vomited blood.

She was dying, and suddenly burst into tears. She was completely devastated and wanted to scream.

"Ayu, Ayu..." An Cinian was at a loss and felt helpless. She longed to see Xie Yu'an.

The door opened suddenly.

A figure knelt down and hugged An Cinian tightly: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here... Ayu is here... I'm here!"

He noticed early in the morning that An Cinian was not well; her face was unusually pale. An Cinian hadn't seemed sad these past few days and had been happy every day. He knew An Cinian didn't want him to worry, but how could he not worry?

An Cinian hugged him, crying, "I'm going to die... I don't want to die, Ayu, I don't want to die..."

Xie Yu'an's eyes reddened, and he shook his head. He wouldn't let An Cinian die. An Cinian would be alright, she would.

An Cinian was so sad, it hurt more than if her whole body was in pain.

God, can't you see how much I love Xie Yu'an? I don't want to die yet. I haven't spent Yu'an's birthday with him. Please, God, let me hold on a little longer.

"What's wrong? Why do you want to take wedding photos with me?" Xie Yu'an was on the verge of tears when she heard An Cinian suggest that they take wedding photos.

It wasn't until this moment that I realized I was really going to lose the girl I loved.

Later, they did go to the bridal shop, and An Cinian, led by Shu Yunji, put on a pure white wedding dress.

I'm afraid it will be too late.

"Ayu, am I pretty?"

"It's beautiful." Xie Yu'an said, holding back her tears, nodding vigorously. Shu Yunji and the others beside her were also holding back their tears; they couldn't cry on such a wonderful day.

"Ayu, if you only had one day left to live, what would you do?"

Ah Yu, I'm leaving now, this time for real. I'm sorry, I broke my promise.

"I will love you forever."

The bracelet on her wrist shattered, breaking into pieces, and An Cinian collapsed into Xie Yu'an's arms.

It's already the best ending. I was already dead, but because of you, I was reborn. I'm so glad I protected you, Ayu. I've always loved you, ever since I was little. You're the only person I want to marry. Xie Yu'an, I love you. So, I hope we meet again in the next life.

In the end, An Cinian died. Xie Yu'an was sorting through An Cinian's belongings when he remembered a box that An Cinian had kept.

Was that box the last thing An Cinian left for himself?

Thinking of opening the drawer and taking out the box, but the box was locked. What could the password be?

Recalling the time he spent with his wife, wondering if there were any important moments, a sudden inspiration struck him. He entered the password he had in mind and unlocked the door.

It turned out to be the time when they first met.

I opened it; it was a cassette tape. It was labeled, "My Love."

I took the disc to the TV, inserted it, and after a few steps, the video started playing.

What came into view was a hospital!

An Cinian sat on the hospital bed, with an IV drip attached, her hair disheveled, and her face haggard. But facing the camera, An Cinian managed a pale smile.

"Today, August 23rd, is my birthday, and also Xie Yu'an's birthday. I haven't slept in a long time, and my health is getting worse and worse. But my dear Yu'an, happy birthday!"

"Xie Yu'an, you don't know, do you? I'm sick. Will I die...? Yes."

An Cinian was there asking and answering herself, but Xie Yu'an's heart ached. An Cinian called his name. Was his name so sorrowful?

"Xie Yu'an, I have a terminal illness, and I can't get better. I'm in pain all over, but I want to see you more, I want to love you so much, and I want to be by your side."

Xie Yu'an couldn't control himself and knelt on the ground upon hearing An Cinian's words.

The scene shifts to An Cinian at the seaside.

"Xie Yu'an, I've come to see the sea. They say if someone asks you what you're doing, it means they miss you. I miss you. Look at these watches, one for you and one for me, we'll never be apart~"

"Xie Yu'an, you must be blaming me. I'm a liar. I made a promise to you, but I didn't keep it. But, but I didn't mean to. I don't have long to live, and I don't want you to be sad."

Xie Yu'an cried her heart out. It turned out that the person An Cinian loved had always been him, and had never changed.

I always wanted to give you the best of everything in the world, so you would be happy and want to stay by my side. But now I realize that the best thing in the world is you. I was blinded and unaware. Before, I couldn't even believe that you loved me.

With you by my side throughout my youth, I, Xie Yu'an, must have done something incredibly good in my past life. My wife, my dear Niannian, nothing in this world compares to you. I will love you forever.

You said you wouldn't let me stay with you, but I love you. Xie Yu'an is the kind of person who would give his life for you. Without you, what's the point of my life? What's the point of everything I've done?

I know that if I die, I will be letting down my parents. They only have me as their son. I don't ask for their forgiveness, but please understand my selfishness. Without An Cinian, there would be no Xie Yu'an.

Niannian, my dearest wife, I've come to find you.

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"Waaah...waaah..." The childish voice echoed around the lawn. The little boy sat on the lawn, tears welling up in his eyes. He kept wiping them away with his little hands, which was heartbreaking to see.

There were several other children around, who were playing on the playground next to the school. However, they were only concerned with themselves, making a series of crisp bell sounds, laughing and giggling, and immersed in their own happy world. They completely ignored the little boy who was crying loudly.

He was abandoned!

There was a small dog in front of the little boy, barking incessantly, which frightened the boy and left him bewildered.

Just then, a figure quickly blocked his way. From behind, the figure looked very small. The little girl was holding sticks in both hands and quickly chased the dog away!

"Don't cry, I'm here." The girl turned around, looked at the little boy sitting on the lawn in a daze, threw down the stick, and ran to him with tenderness in her childish voice, hugging the little boy's neck tightly with both hands.

The sky was clear and blue; it was summer, and the warm sunshine shone down on the two children.

The light took shape at this moment, a beautiful and unique shape.

The little boy's pupils dilated as he sobbed as he looked at the girl, who was a head taller than him. He had never seen her before, and he wondered where she had come from. Why was she hugging him like this?

The other children ignored him and even mocked him, saying that he was a boy who acted like a girl, crying all the time, and that he wasn't brave or strong at all.

They then became unwilling to play with him.

"I can't find my way home! Waaah! Waaah!" The little boy wiped his tears with his sleeve, sobbing all over. He was so panicked; where was home?

The little bundle of joy had a very childish voice, tinged with grievance.

"Sweetie, I'll take you home."

The little boy finally raised his head, tears still glistening in the corners of his eyes. He suppressed a sob, his eyes filled with confusion, as if he were doubting something.

"Xie Yu'an, your name is Xie Yu'an, and you live at No. 520, Building 23, Lane 08, Phoenix Garden, Beicheng." A clear voice rang out.

He could easily tell me his real name, the direction of his home, and even the house number—in such detail, without missing a single word.

Xie Yu'an stood still, while the girl simply stopped and replied sincerely, "We've known each other for a long time, I know everything about you, Yu'an, we'll become very good friends~"

Really? Will they really become good friends? Xie Yu'an thought to himself that if they could become good friends, he would be extremely happy, even happier than if he had eaten a lot of chocolates.

Those bright, blinking eyes are so captivating! He really loves this little girl's eyes; they're so beautiful. Mom says the eyes are the windows to the soul, the most beautiful thing.

The eyes of An Cinian before him were the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen; Xie Yu'an liked them the most.

"Sister, I will never leave you."

Looking at An Cinian, who was a head taller than him, Xie Yu'an held An Cinian's right hand tightly and looked up.

Let's start over. This time, I'll protect you.

Xie Yu'an, let's start over. No matter what happens, no matter what our ending is, I will never leave you, I really, really will never leave you~

Xie Yu'an, I love you. For all eternity, you will always be the only one I love, and I will always be with you.