Reborn as the Cinnabar Mole of the Prince of Beijing's Elite Circle

It's absolutely impossible for me to let go!

The reason he has been able to live peacefully all these years and reach his current position is because he is ruthless. Just as Si Muxiao said, people have desires, and as long as they have desires, they can make any sacrifice.

Si Qiyan is driven by desire, and An Cinian is his obsession. As long as An Cinian is by his side, what's wrong with sacrificing anyone?

An Cinian didn't want to waste any more words with this person. She sat down on the edge of the bed, looked at the bowl of lean meat porridge, picked it up and ate it in big mouthfuls, glaring at Si Qiyan as she ate, expressing her intense dissatisfaction with him.

After Si Qiyan left, An Cinian threw the entire lunchbox into the trash can. It was disgusting.

Looking at the hospital she was in, on the second floor, she wondered if she could escape by jumping.

Ah Yu, are you really dead? Even if you are dead, I want to see you one last time. I will not repeat the same mistake and leave you again.

Thinking of how she didn't even get to see Xie Yu'an one last time in her past life, it was her lifelong regret, a regret that kept her from dying in peace. "Yu'an, wait for me, I'll be here to be with you soon. On the road to the underworld, I will never let you be alone!"

"Miss!"

A knock, a knock, a sound suddenly rang out behind An Cinian.

"Xiao Gu, what brings you here?"

An Cinian was surprised to see the boy walk in. She quickly glanced outside, locked the door, and pulled Xiao Gu to a place where they couldn't see the door.

Before An Cinian could speak, Xiao Gu spoke up again: "Miss, you've suffered so much, you've even lost weight~"

Seeing how thin An Cinian was and how she had miscarried, he felt heartbroken. It had only been a short time since they last met, and such a big thing had happened. Si Qiyan was no human being!

"How did you find this place?"

It's unbelievable. She's tried everything for so long but to no avail. Not only can she not get out, but not even a fly can get in.

"It's a long story, but Miss, I have good news: Xie Yu'an is not dead, so you don't need to worry."

"real!"

Hearing Xiao Gu's words, An Cinian's mood instantly improved. The knife hanging over her heart finally disappeared at this moment. A Yu was not dead. Si Qiyan was deceiving her, trying to make her give up.

It's a pity that Si Qiyan is dreaming. Even if Xie Yu'an really died, I would still go to be with him. I only have Xie Yu'an left.

Xiao Gu nodded, and then began to explain their plan. An Cinian listened attentively, determined to follow their plan carefully.

"An Cinian, An Cinian, what are you trying to do by locking the door!"

I was shocked; I never expected Si Qiyan to be back!

An Cinian pulled Xiao Gu along, saying there wasn't a good place to hide in this hospital room!

Si Qiyan's roar grew louder and louder, and he even ordered Asheng to get the key to open the door. An Cinian was so frightened that she didn't know what to do.

Looking around, they finally saw the curtains by the window. They had no choice but to let Xiao Gu hide in the corner by the window and let the curtains cover her body. Fortunately, Xiao Gu was very thin, so it was not obvious that there was anything wrong with her.

Si Qiyan pushed open the door and entered at that moment: "What exactly are you doing in the ward?"

What I do is none of your business.

An Cinian retorted without hesitation, which was quite hilarious.

Si Qiyan looked around and saw that he was the only one besides An Cinian. His gaze fell on An Cinian again, and he pulled her onto his lap.

No matter how much An Cinian makes a fuss, she can't escape.

"This is a hospital, do you believe I'll scream?" There was no escape, so she looked directly into her superior Qi Yan's eyes.

These eyes aren't pretty either; they look so much like mine.

"Then go ahead and yell. These are all my men. Do you think they'll come to rescue you if you yell?"

Seeing the man's cunning eyes, An Cinian knew that people were definitely everywhere here. It seemed that she had to be more careful. The window was not locked. She would lure the people downstairs away and then jump down from here.

"Don't do this, Si Qiyan. I told you, I won't even look at you."

I looked away, not wanting to look at Si Qiyan, because he was so stubborn.

“But you are by my side, in front of me, An Cinian. I will not do anything to you. That is my last respect for you. I hope you will not always test my patience.”

Seeing that An Cinian had stopped struggling, he kindly offered the same suggestion once again.

"Si Qiyan, do you even understand love? Love isn't something you can be so selfish about!"

It was rare for An Cinian to offer such kind advice, so Si Qiyan was naturally willing to go along with it.

“Then teach me. I’m willing to learn if you teach me. As long as you’re by my side, I really will listen to anything you say.”

Other things may not be true, but this sentence is true: as long as Qingqing is willing, he is willing. He has lived for twenty-nine years, and he truly has no other desires but Qingqing.

"Do you ask for nothing more?" An Cinian shook her head in denial.

"But you will never learn that letting go is also a kind of love. You only want me to stay by your side, but I want to leave. You have done so much to prevent me from leaving, Si Qiyan. This is the chasm between us that we can never cross. There is no trust between us. I can't even remember those things you mentioned when we were young. There is no affection between us. How can you expect me to stay by your side?"

Looking at this person in front of me, who always says we met when we were little, and everyone does that, is childhood really that important? Why does it always come to mind when I see her?

Why doesn't anyone ask you if you want to think about the past? Even if just one person asked, no one did. These people care about the old Si Qing, not An Cinian.

The rift between them is so deep, and now there's the added barrier of having a child; An Cinian won't willingly stay.

Yes, how did things turn out like this between them?

Where exactly did things go wrong? He's done so much, and all he wants is An Cinian. Is he being unreasonable?

"Rest well here, we'll go home tomorrow."

An Ci read it stubbornly, and Si Qiyan just sighed in his heart. He left the ward with those words, because the topic could not be discussed any further, and Si Qiyan did not want to continue the discussion. He was afraid that he would become angry again.

He closed the ward door and said to Ah Sheng, "Keep an eye on this place, I'm leaving now."

Ah Sheng nodded, not knowing where Si Qiyan was going, but he had no choice but to stay here for now.

After Si Qiyan left, Asheng also dismissed the two bodyguards at the door, as he would personally guard the place.

“Xiao Gu.” An Cinian quickly pulled Xiao Gu out again, “If I can’t escape, I’ll jump from here. You just need to send one person downstairs to meet me.”

"But Miss, this is too dangerous."

Just thinking about it made Xiao Gu feel that jumping down would be very dangerous. An Cinian had just miscarried, let alone actually doing it.

An Cinian shook her head. There was nothing she could do. To get out, she always had to make sacrifices. Now that she didn't have any children, the worst that could happen was that she would break a bone if she jumped. It wasn't a big deal.

"You should leave now while Si Qiyan is gone."

She opened the ward door herself and saw Ah Sheng as soon as she opened it.

"follow me."

Xiao Gu was a little reluctant to part with her, as she had finally managed to see her mistress again.

"Listen to me, when we get back, please tell Xie Yu'an that I love him, so I'm waiting for him."

Ah Yu, I will wait for you forever.

Ah Sheng quickly pulled Xiao Gu away through another passage.

Although Si Qiyan has people in the hospital, he can't possibly control the entire hospital. The hospital is still operating normally. As long as you pretend to be a patient and no one finds out that you've seen An Cinian, there's nothing to worry about.

Asheng led Xiao Gu upstairs, but at the top of the stairs, Asheng stopped Xiao Gu again.

"Little Gu'er, do you like An Cinian?"