Soul swap tyrant always wants to have a baby

Chapter 210: Only Wanting Death

Without waiting for Leng Qing to answer, Yan Ruju started talking to herself.

"Your Majesty, everything seems to have changed since the day you allowed Concubine Yi to stay in the Yangxin Palace."

Leng Qingyi seemed to have guessed something, but he remained calm and waited for Yan Ruju's next words.

Yan Ruju did not speak directly, but looked into the distance with a somewhat empty look, as if she was thinking about something.

Leng Qingyi was not in a hurry. He sat there quietly drinking tea and waiting.

It was unknown how long it took Yan Ruju to wake up from her memories.

"Your Majesty, have you known about this matter between me and the Prince of Qi?"

Leng Qingyi picked up the teapot and poured a cup of hot tea for each of them without saying a word.

Yan Ruju spoke again without waiting for Leng Qingyi to answer.

"I think the Emperor has long known about what happened between the two of us, and also knows about the plans of the Prince of Qi and my father."

"It's a pity that they were too stupid and ultimately lost to you."

After saying this, Yan Ruju laughed at herself a few times.

"I am not stupid either. I am immersed in the beautiful fantasy that the emperor has woven for me and cannot extricate myself."

Leng Qingyi raised his eyebrows slightly, as if he had foreseen what Yan Ruju was going to say next.

"Your Majesty, I do not blame you. It is we who are wrong."

"On the contrary, I should be grateful to you. You pulled me back from the wrong path. Even though there were lies and exploitation, you truly saved my life."

Leng Qingyi was a little surprised, but it was also expected.

After all, Yan Ruju was a lady from a wealthy family, so she was naturally sensible.

I think she once resented and hated this emperor.

It took a long time to figure out the deeper meaning.

"Your Majesty, I am lucky."

"It's unfortunate again."

"Luckily, I didn't follow the same path as the King of Qi and my father, who made a huge mistake and died despised by everyone."

"I am even more fortunate to have the Emperor's care. Even without my mother's family's support, I can still live a peaceful life in the palace."

When Yan Ruju said these words, there was gratitude and relief in her eyes, but no love.

Leng Qingyi kept observing Yan Ruju's expression, watching her change from gratitude and relief to pain and regret.

"Since this life has changed the trajectory of my development, why doesn't God let me live a peaceful life?"

"Why do you want me to dream about my past life?"

"Your Majesty, do you know?"

"I started having dreams a few days after you left for the war."

“The scenes in the dream were very real.”

"In my dream, you killed Concubine Yi that night, and then you executed the Prime Minister and many of his disciples on the charge of Concubine Yi murdering the emperor and treason."

"After that, your relationship with my father grew closer and closer, and you also trusted your uncle, the King of Qi, very much."

"It's a pity that they had evil intentions and conspired with me to kill you and eventually seize the Zhongli family's kingdom."

After Yan Ruju finished speaking, she turned her head and glanced at Leng Qingyi's expression.

I thought I would see the emperor's astonished expression, but Leng Qingyi looked as usual.

Then Yan Ruju laughed at herself again.

"I think the emperor also knows this."

"Your Majesty, do you know what happened in your previous life after we conspired to murder you?"

Leng Qingyi knew the temptation in Yan Ruju's words.

Seeing that he had made it clear, he no longer pretended and answered Yan Ruju's questions frankly.

"I wasn't reincarnated, nor did I dream about my past life, but I did have some opportunities to learn about some of the things that will happen in the future."

After hearing this, Yan Ruju finally got an answer to her guess.

"If that's the case, why didn't Your Majesty punish me like he did the Prince of Qi and my father?"

Yan Ruju felt a little nervous while speaking, and she didn't know what she was still thinking about.

"They were punished because they had indeed done something wrong. I don't think it's appropriate to punish all those who haven't done anything wrong just because they received some vague instructions."

"Although you did some excessive things in the harem, your crimes are not punishable by death."

"What's more, you manage this harem in an orderly manner. Even if you have no merit, you have worked hard. I don't mind sparing your life."

Although she had anticipated the emperor's answer, Yan Ruju's heart still ached slightly.

Leng Qingyi noticed the bitterness in Yan Ruju's eyes and slightly shifted his gaze away.

I feel a little guilty.

I always feel like I am a scumbag who takes advantage of others and deceives their hearts.

Yan Ruju seemed to see what Leng Qingyi was thinking.

"Your Majesty, there is no need to blame yourself. You have done well enough. If this happened to any other emperor, I would not have gotten any good results no matter what I did."

"Your Majesty, you are right."

"Ok?"

"Your Majesty, although my father is a brave warrior, he is not familiar with state affairs."

"Maybe it was a past life, or maybe it was just a dream, but it is a reflection of reality."

"If Your Majesty gets close to the Prince of Qi and my husband as he did in the dream, they will kill him."

"And after your death, the Dongxia kingdom was not ruled by Zhongli He. He claimed to be devoted to nature, but he was a selfish man. He didn't care about the safety of the people of Dongxia, or the safety of the people of the world. He doesn't deserve the surname Zhongli, nor does he deserve to be a royal son."

"My father, in charge of government affairs, favored villains and alienated virtuous officials. Dongxia gradually declined, and the Three Kingdoms seized the opportunity to send troops to divide Dongxia up."

"The entire Dongxia region is plagued by starvation and the people are living in dire straits."

"All of this is caused by the affair between me and the King of Qi."

"Your Majesty, the King of Qi deserves to die, my father deserves to die, but I am the one who deserves death!"

"If I had refused the King of Qi, if I had not followed the King of Qi in his reckless behavior, then Your Majesty would not have died, and those disasters would not have happened."

Yan Ruju said this and suddenly stood up and knelt beside Leng Qing.

"Your Majesty, even if you have nipped all the disasters of this life in the bud, wrong is wrong, and guilt is guilt."

"Your Majesty, do you know that I have nightmares every day, and all I see in my dreams at midnight are the tragic deaths of the people."

"I am deeply troubled, so I donated my dowry and all the gold and silver I have accumulated over the years to temples, charity organizations, and the poor."

"But it's of no use. I think God made me dream those things because I have committed too many evil deeds. Even reincarnation cannot wash away the karma of killing so many people."

"Your Majesty, I come to you today only to ask for death. I beg Your Majesty to grant my wish."

Although Yan Ruju's words were incoherent, Leng Qingyi still understood what she meant.

She couldn't help but groan in her heart. Didn't she want to deal with Yan Ruju as well?

Asking her to kill the girl of destiny, isn't that like asking her to be struck by lightning?

When she was killed by Zhongli He, Tiandao almost struck her to death.

If he kills another girl of luck now, Heaven will surely send down ninety-nine and eighty-one thunderbolts to strike her to pieces.

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