The leader is my girlfriend

Wang Yiming, who was changing clothes in the house, heard the noise and casually replied, "Right away."

Then, he walked quickly to the door, opened it, and saw Wang Yuantao again. Wang Yiming was slightly stunned and spoke in confusion.

"What's wrong? Is something wrong?"

Wang Yuantao was seen standing at the door, looking a little uneasy. He opened his mouth several times but didn't utter a word for a long time.

Wang Yiming let him into the house. After a while, he finally mustered up the courage and spoke haltingly.

"Um, Yiming, I... came here today... to say... well..."

Seeing Wang Yuantao hesitating and hesitant to speak, Wang Yiming instantly had a rough guess in his mind. He was probably afraid that he would leak out the things he had seen before.

"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."

After hearing Wang Yiming's words, Wang Yuantao breathed a sigh of relief, but his face was still full of worry. After a moment of silence, he took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, and slowly spoke.

"I know. I wanted to tell you that I broke up with him."

Wang Yiming, “…” You don’t actually need to tell me this, but if you really want to, I’m not against listening.

"I don't regret it, I really don't regret it at all! And I've been very happy during this time together. A while ago, I was very seasick, and he brought me food and drinks. When I couldn't help but vomit, he didn't despise me, but patted my back to comfort me."

Wang Yiming continued, "......"

Wang Yuantao paused for a moment, then spoke.

"He would kiss the back of my hand, my neck, my forehead, my ears, and my hair from time to time. To be honest, it seems like I haven't experienced this feeling of being held in someone's hands and cared for so well in a long time.

My mind tells me that all this is wrong, so I don't plan for anything to happen. We came here together, representing not just individuals but the image of an entire country. So don't worry, when we arrive at the new port tomorrow, he'll disembark, and we won't have any more contact.

Wang Yiming once again, “…”

Wang Yuantao paused, as if trying to calm down. "I know my behavior is hard to understand, but for some reason, I inexplicably feel that you can understand me."

Hearing this, Wang Yiming quickly waved his hands and shook his head in response, "No, no, no, I respect your approach, but to be honest, I don't understand. After all, I heard you have three children."

Wang Yuantao was slightly stunned, a trace of barely perceptible sadness flashed in his eyes.

"Actually...back then, I didn't plan to get married. I already had a lover at that time, but then too many unexpected things happened, and I ended up at this point today."

At the end of his speech, his voice became softer and softer, as if the memories were too heavy.

originally?

Wang Yiming originally wanted him to leave quickly, but at this moment, the gossip fire in Xiao Ming's heart burned fiercely, and he suddenly wanted to eat melons!

"Well, go ahead."

Wang Yiming sighed helplessly and acted like a close brother.

Wang Yuantao took a deep breath and slowly recounted the long forgotten past.

"We were together when we were in school. In the beginning, he was the first to treat me well. He made my bed, fetched me water and food, and brought me an umbrella when it rained. We went to class together, went to the library together, and did many things together. Later, he even helped me with that... I also gradually accepted him from being embarrassed at the beginning.

Later, the things that were supposed to happen between us happened naturally, but unfortunately, one day, my family accidentally found out. He was worried about losing his job because of this, so he chose to back down and give up. Not long after, he was transferred.

Hearing this, Wang Yiming couldn't help but interrupt, "So, you were turned gay?"

"What do you mean?"

"That's right, you originally liked lesbians, but later on, for various reasons, you started liking this person. At the same time, you don't dislike lesbians."

Wang Yuantao nodded gently, "Yes."

Wang Yiming nodded thoughtfully, "Oh... and then you got married?"

"Correct."

After receiving a positive answer, Wang Yiming felt that they were both in the same boat. "So... didn't you choose to give up like him?"

When will eternity end? Turn around and move on to the next person.

Wang Yuantao defended himself somewhat aggrievedly.

"No, that's when I bought a ticket to visit him in his hometown. That's when I suddenly found out that he already had a girlfriend back home, and they had been together for a long time. Not long after he was transferred back to his hometown for work, they got married.

When I found him, he actually knelt down and begged me. He said he didn't love that woman, and that I was the only one he loved in his heart. He had to compromise in the face of worldly circumstances. No matter what, he had to give an explanation to his family and leave some roots behind.

"But this has nothing to do with your marriage!" Wang Yiming was not led astray, but he agreed with one thing, that is - even if they are gay, it cannot hinder his desire to pass on the family line and reproduce.

Wang Yuantao sighed deeply and replied in a heavy voice, "Ever since that incident, I've completely lost trust in relationships. So, what difference does it make who I live with? My family even made me secretly drink Chinese medicine for six months to help me."

After a moment of silence, Wang Yiming slowly spoke, "...So, according to you, you are having a relapse now?"

At this moment, Wang Yuantao could no longer suppress the pain and depression in his heart. Tears welled up in his eyes and he choked with sobs.

"I have been suppressed for too long. I also want someone to care about me and love me. I also want someone to hug me and coax me!" Wang Yuantao shed tears as he spoke.

Looking at Wang Yuantao crying, Wang Yiming felt no pity at all, but still tried to comfort him.

"...Your wife can do these things too!"

Wang Yuantao shook his head and continued with a tearful voice, "You don't understand. I also want to be that little bird-like person."

Wang Yiming opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he swallowed the words back.

He wanted to say that he understood, he really understood. He had always been very dependent on his wife, and it was his wife who coaxed him to sleep before he got on the boat.