"What do you think?" Pei Qingfan smiled, his eyes curved, and he looked exactly like his brother Qingfei.

But the impressions given by the two people are very different.

If Qing Fei is simply stupid, then Pei Qingfan gives people the feeling of being dangerously kind.

It is undeniable that Pei Qingfan still has a kind heart to cure diseases and save lives, but it is impossible for him to retain his original innocence after escaping death and carrying the hatred of genocide.

How can we ask such a hateful person to lay down his butcher knife when he has no one to kill?

Yingyi chuckled and apologized: "Sorry, I was blinded."

I just thought that as Pei Qingfan was Qingfei's biological brother, he shouldn't have his hands stained with blood and defile Qingfei.

But Pei Qingfan is not Qingfei after all.

Qing Fei did not witness the tragic scene of the Pei family's genocide. He returned home to find the family compound burned to the ground, leaving in despair.

On the way out, he met He Qianzhao and was taken back to the Regent's Palace.

But Pei Qingfan was different. He had experienced this brutal massacre and survived with hatred. Having experienced such drastic changes in just half his life, it was a blessing that he hadn't resorted to direct retaliatory poisoning. How could he be expected to abandon evil and embrace good? Besides, he harbored good intentions.

Saving a life is better than building a seven-story pagoda. Pei Qingfan has not only built seven-story pagodas, but the pagodas he built have already atone for his sins.

"I thought you would also say that doctors shouldn't kill people." Pei Qingfan laughed self-deprecatingly, "But if a doctor doesn't have the ability to protect himself, he will only be at the mercy of others."

Yes, the lessons of the past are right in front of us. Aren’t the lives of hundreds of people in the Pei family unfair?

Compared with his own sins, what are Pei Qingfan's sins?

We are all executioners, so why mock others?

The medicine furnace was bubbling, and the steam pushed the lid up and down, hitting the furnace mouth and making an unpleasant crisp sound.

For a while, the two of them stopped talking.

Perhaps the topic was too heavy, weighing on both of their hearts, making it hard to breathe.

Pei Qingfan avoided Ying Yi's gaze, turned his head, and asked, "Is my brother in the palace?"

"Yeah." Ying Yi became a shadow guard who was very frugal with words again, as if he was not the one who was emotionally unstable today.

"Then I'm relieved. They say the Regent values ​​talent as much as his life, so he will certainly not treat my brother unfairly. This way, I have no regrets."

Without looking up, Yingyi opened his thin lips and asked, "Are you going to rebel?"

"Maybe." Pei Qingfan didn't know why, but for the first time in his life he wanted to talk to someone, even though this person was not right.

He said, "I don't actually know who massacred my Manchu people. It was too dark and the blood blurred my eyes. I vaguely remember they were wearing black clothes with anacondas embroidered on the corners. They rushed into my tribe with knives in hand and attacked anyone they saw."

Before anyone had a chance to react, the doctor and the patient seeking treatment died on the rainy night.

Pei Qingfan was stabbed twice and survived thanks to a pill newly made by his ancestors.

It was obvious that he took the pill to show off to his parents.

Since his elder brother was not in the clan, the ancestor only refined a pill and gave it to him as a birthday gift.

The old man said at the time: "Fan'er, I'm old and can only refine one pill. There are not enough pills to share, but Xiao Fei is not here. You can secretly keep them for yourself and don't let him know. Otherwise, if Xiao Fei hits you, I won't be able to stop him. It's my old age~"

"Our ancestors said that elixirs can save lives. When my life was hanging by a thread, I put the elixir in my mouth. It melted in my mouth. It was not bitter at all, but sweet, as if it sweetened my heart.

I fell to the ground, my heart gradually fading, but my mind was wide awake as I watched my ancestors and my parents fall one after another...

A quarter of an hour ago, they were still warm..."

The old ancestor's mischievous appearance has always lingered in Pei Qingfan's heart. Whenever he kills someone, he will be awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night.

The old ancestor would always question him in his dreams: "A doctor's hands are used to save lives. How can you use them to kill people? You are a rebellious son with a tarnished reputation! From now on, you are expelled from the Pei family! You are not worthy of being a member of the Pei family!"

As Pei Qingfan spoke, he finally started to sob.

"The ancestor must have blamed me for wasting his cultivation, so he blamed me in the dream."

"If your clan's ancestors were alive, they would definitely not blame you."

He was the one who had personally nurtured this youngster, so how could he watch him being bullied?

It was just that the death of his relatives in the clan was too much of a blow to Pei Qingfan, which led to his heart disease.

He was not afraid that the ancestor would blame him, but he blamed himself. Why didn't the ancestor take the pill, and he was the one who survived?

"But I don't know what the meaning of my life is?" Pei Qingfan said, "I want to avenge my clan, my parents, and my ancestors, but that man is now the emperor. What can I do? Gathering everyone and hiding in the mountains, if we enter the capital, we'll be like sheep walking into a tiger's mouth. Facing the Imperial Guards, I'm afraid we'll be like a mantis trying to stop a chariot."

"Have you ever thought about what would happen if he was not the one who did it back then?" Ying Yi was not speaking for Emperor Xuan. After all, as He Qianzhao's shadow guard, he had long been standing on the opposite side of Emperor Xuan, and speaking for him was just out of intuition.

I have a feeling that this matter is strange.

But Pei Qingfan didn't believe it and retorted, "Impossible! If it wasn't him, who else could it be? The black robe and green anaconda were the uniforms of the rebels! Who else but him at that time could have commanded the rebels? Even if it wasn't his order that the Pei family be exterminated, it must have been related to him!"

Ying looked up and met Pei Qingfan's red eyes, and suddenly lost her voice.

Just shut up and stop trying to persuade her.

A doctor should not treat himself, let alone this is a mental illness.

Perhaps the only thing that has supported Pei Qingfan to this day is his hatred for Emperor Xuan.

If someone suddenly tells him that he may hate the wrong person, you can imagine how severe the blow will be to him.

So Ying remained silent and focused on decocting the medicine.

"You boil the medicine here. You can give it to him in a quarter of an hour."

Pei Qingfan walked out of the stone chamber, and Yingyi did not ask him where he was going.

The medicine furnace continued to gurgle, but it didn't wake the person in bed. However, without the chattering, the stone chamber felt a little empty.

As soon as Pei Qingfan came out of the stone chamber, he heard unusual movements coming from the dark room on his left.

"It happened!"

He thought to himself that it was not good. He forgot to trick the person in and had not released him yet. He wondered if his treasure was destroyed!

Pei Qingfan quickened his pace and rushed towards the dark room. The sadness in his heart was instantly diluted, and he only wanted to stop the person in the dark room.

The moment he opened the door of the dark room, a dagger flew towards his face.

Pei Qingfan quickly dodged to the side, but the next second, a long whip was tied around his waist and he was dragged into the dark room.

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