Legend of the Embroiderer
Chapter 146 The Destination of Emotions 2
The sunlight shone through the window onto Su Mengyao's delicate body. She sat quietly, gazing at the prosperous and colorful scene outside the window.
In stark contrast to this beautiful scenery, her heart, which should have been filled with joy, was now filled with heavy self-doubt and uneasiness.
Ever since the ups and downs of her love life with Li Zhao, Su Mengyao has been like a boat that has lost its direction, drifting aimlessly in the vast sea of love.
She couldn't help but ask herself repeatedly: Am I really unworthy of being truly loved? When will I be able to find the true love that belongs to me and finally reach a warm harbor?
"Am I really worthy of being loved?" Su Mengyao murmured, a slight tremor in her soft voice that was difficult to conceal.
As he asked this question, all the memories of his past time with Li Zhao came flooding back to his mind.
Those sweet moments that once intoxicated me and the memories that were filled with the light of happiness have now gradually become hazy and blurred.
She couldn't help but reflect on her performance in this relationship - Am I a competent partner? Can I give him enough love and firm support?
These questions were like little bugs, constantly gnawing at her fragile mental defenses.
In the most secret corner of Su Mengyao's heart, worries and fears about the future have long been tightly intertwined.
She was deeply afraid that she would never be able to completely get rid of the shadow left by her past relationship, and she was also worried that she would never have the courage to bravely embark on a new relationship journey.
What's even more terrifying is that if I accidentally fall into that whirlpool of emotions again, I'm afraid this time I won't be able to escape, and I will only sink deeper and deeper until I completely lose myself...
This self-doubt was like a heavy burden that made her almost breathless and plunged her into endless pain and difficult struggle.
Su Mengyao knew very well that if she wanted to get out of her current predicament, she had to overcome the self-doubt that followed her like a shadow.
Only by finding the self-confidence that comes from deep within her heart can she firmly believe in her own unique value and charming charm. Only in this way can she hope to find the emotional harbor that belongs to her alone and where her soul can rest.
This road is destined not to be smooth, and it is full of thorns and bumps. She needs to work hard and persevere to fight and explore, so that she can break free from the shackles of the invisible net of self-doubt step by step.
At this moment, Su Mengyao was walking slowly alone in the bustling and lively market.
Looking at the endless stream of people coming and going in front of her, she couldn't help but feel a strong sense of confusion in her heart, as if she was in a foggy forest and couldn't find the direction to move forward.
The extreme desire for sincere emotions was like a raging fire, burning wildly in her heart.
Just when Su Mengyao's thoughts were in a mess, suddenly, a clear, pleasant and melodious voice of reciting poetry came from a distance, instantly grabbing all her attention.
Following the sound, I saw Wu Chen, who looked energetic, sitting quietly in a corner of the street, holding a slightly yellowed ancient poetry collection in his hand.
At this moment, he was reciting aloud a touching poem about love with all his heart:
"Love is like wine; it becomes more fragrant with age; love is like tea; it becomes more mellow with each sip. True love is not just a momentary burst of passion; it lies in the interweaving and fusion of endless tolerance and deep understanding between each other..."
Wu Chen's soulful chanting was like a clear gurgling stream, flowing silently into Su Mengyao's originally dry and desolate heart, nourishing her heart that was slightly anxious due to confusion.
Su Mengyao seemed to be under a spell of immobilization, with her feet firmly nailed to the spot.
The noisy world around her seemed to quiet down in an instant, and only the faint sound flowed slowly into her ears like a clear spring.
She narrowed her eyes slightly and listened quietly, her expression focused and intoxicated.
Gradually, a bright light quietly emerged in her eyes, like the twinkling stars in the night sky.
"It turns out that love requires not only passion, but also tolerance and understanding..." She parted her red lips and murmured to herself.
Those gentle words seemed to be a trickle flowing slowly from the depths of her heart, carrying with them traces of sadness and enlightenment, like a breeze, gently drifting in the air.
It was just such a gentle whisper in the wind, yet it was deeply imprinted in her heart which was once confused but now gradually becoming clear.
There seemed to be a subtle sense of relief in her gentle and low voice.
This kind of relief is like the sky after a storm. Although there is still some haze, the bright sunshine has penetrated the clouds and casts warm light.
At the same time, it is mixed with an unprecedented firmness, as solid as a rock and unshakable.
It was only then that she suddenly realized, as if waking from a dream: the so-called perfect love she had been pursuing for a long time was not as illusory as an unattainable dream bubble.
It has always been there, silently accompanying her, like a bright light, quietly waiting for her return.
It's a pity that she was too stubborn and too blind in the past. She only saw the ideal love that she had outlined in her heart, and thus ignored the sincere and deep emotions around her.
For Su Mengyao, this sudden realization was like a dazzling flash of lightning that instantly cut through the dark night sky.
In an instant, the whole world was illuminated, and the emotional world deep in her heart, which was originally hidden in the dark corner, was also displayed before her eyes without reservation.
At this moment, all the confusion, doubts and pain disappeared, replaced by a sudden clarity.
This unexpected awakening undoubtedly became the most critical and crucial turning point in her long journey of life, leading her to a new path to explore the true meaning of happiness that truly belonged to her.
She slowly closed her eyes, her mind constantly recalling every moment she spent with Li Zhao.
Those contradictions that she once considered irreconcilable and misunderstandings that were difficult to overcome now seemed to be caused by a lack of sufficient tolerance and understanding between the two parties.
Thinking of this, Su Mengyao suddenly opened her eyes, with a look of determination in her eyes.
She took a deep breath, as if to draw all her courage and determination into her body.
Then, she secretly told herself: She must let go of all the prejudices of the past, re-examine her relationship with Li Zhao with a new heart, and bravely embrace this hard-earned relationship.
As the confusion and uneasiness in her heart gradually dissipated, Su Mengyao felt as if she had been reborn.
She firmly believes that as long as she feels the other person's joys, sorrows, anger and happiness wholeheartedly and embraces everything with love without reservation.
Then one day, she will surely find the warm harbor that belongs to her alone and reap the happiness she has always dreamed of.
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