The clouds and mists have dispersed, and everyone knows that I love you.

If I say that the special training I experienced in the Ying family was an inhumane torture, it was because Yang was always by my side.

At least, I can still be a little woman with mixed joys and sorrows, feeling the warmth and coldness of the world.

Then when I arrived at Jishan in southern China, I really wasn’t even a human being.

The three years from the age of 18 to 21 were the darkest three years of my life.

Huo Jiuzhou personally deprived me of the right to transform from a girl into a woman.

Even my title turned into a string of cold, mechanical numbers: 197.

It was as if someone suddenly pushed him off the altar and into an endless abyss.

Humiliation, trampling, beatings, and cursing have become almost a daily routine.

I remember clearly all the pain I endured in those three years and 1096 days and nights.

Some are heart-wrenching, some penetrate deep into the bone marrow.

Do you believe in light?

I used to ask myself this question often.

How I wish that whenever I feel discouraged, there is someone who can come before me like a god, shelter me from the wind and rain, and be the shade of my mansion.

But in fact, no one was willing to help me except Su Lu.

In a sense, I knew that she was the person sent by Huo Jiuzhou to protect me.

But I don't think this is a particularly clever approach.

It just means that from now on, there will be one more person in Jishan, South China, to share my sufferings.

Maybe if time goes back 7 years, I would say without hesitation: "I believe in light."

Because no matter what I am going through, Shi Yang will appear in time when I can't hold on anymore.

But the three years I spent in Jishan in southern China taught me a lesson.

The light is real, but it does not belong to me.

How can there be light for people who are in hell?

All she could feel was endless darkness.

Just as he deprived me of more than just my right to grow up.

22 years old, released from prison.

I thought I had finally regained my freedom and was able to escape from Huo Jiuzhou's control.

It turns out I was overthinking it.

After escaping death for three years, I have already lost the courage to love him.

I was even afraid to see his handsome face. His magnetic and pleasant voice was an invisible threat to me every time it reached my eardrums.

How can a person be so cowardly?

That's because you have never experienced the viciousness of the Thorn Mountain in South China.

Maid, nanny, cleaner, personal secretary, these words, which I had never seriously respected before, suddenly came to me in the form of positions.

I just feel that it is a nightmare that plays out one after another, a game for the rich, and an interest unique to them.

It was as if the fact that I was born as the legitimate daughter of the Ying family had already become an honor from my previous life.

what is love?

I don't know, but it wasn't a hit.

I have to thank Huo Jiuzhou for the slap he gave me, which woke me up completely on that unforgettable night.

I used to think that wealthy and powerful people would never bother to lay hands on women.

Or maybe my life has always been defeated by my repeated "I thought".

'What do you think?

who do you think You Are?

Do you think love can change everything?

Do you think the God of Luck will always favor you?

When someone asked me these fatal questions, I was speechless.

Because they were right, I was thinking too much after all about my acquaintance with Huo Jiuzhou.

Mistakenly taking reluctance as love, and wasting time.

"If you make a mistake, you must atone for it; if you hurt someone, you must compensate them." This is an eternal truth in the world.

But they all forgot one thing.

Kakinai said: "Human hatred is stronger than love. If I say something that hurts someone, no matter how many good things I say to him, it will be of no use."

Once the seeds of hatred take root in my heart, even if I try hard to forget them, I cannot change the fact that I have been seriously hurt.

in other words.

Once there is a gap between people, there is really no going back.

Only those who have experienced it will understand that helping someone in need is far more precious than adding icing on the cake.

When I need you, you are there, and that gives me the sense of security I need.

Instead of asking me why I can't forgive Huo Jiuzhou.

Why not tell me directly: 'A rose that has been trampled into the mud, what should it do? To return to its noble branches?'

until today.

I still can’t figure out what fate has given me?

Noble birth, beautiful appearance, unparalleled talent, and the courage to ride the waves.

But no one knows that what I really want is never these.

There are three kinds of unfilial piety, and no one is the greatest.

Since it is destined in this life, I am a traitor.

If I could live my life again, I would rather give up the surname "Ying" and be an ordinary woman again.

Three meals a day, simple meals, taking care of the husband and children, and living in harmony.

Thinking of this, a brief trace of sadness finally appeared on Shi Yan's beautiful face, which had always been calm.

……

What does this mean?

What does "There are three kinds of unfilial behavior, and the worst is to have no descendants" mean?

What does "traitor" mean?

Although they could understand Shi Rong's thoughts, they could not see through her heart.

"What do you mean?"

Asking when one doesn't understand is not Huo Jiuzhou's usual character, but at this moment, Chu, Xing and Song are not by his side.

Without someone who could analyze things for him in a timely manner, he naturally had to rely on Xie Yixiu, besides Shi Yang, for the parts he didn't understand.

When the latter heard this, he didn't think much about it and blurted out the decision that Shi Rong had made.

"Ah, she said before that she has no plans to marry anyone in her life and wants to live alone because..."

Before he could finish his words, Shi Yang, who was standing next to him, raised his elbow and hit him hard with a stick.

He cried out in pain.

Thinking about Xie Yixiu, he really can't read people's expressions. His eyes are almost twitching from blinking, as if he can't see.

Nothing.

Huo Jiuzhou, Huo Qiye, Chu Xing and Song in the reception room went berserk after hearing what Shi Yang said.

No plans to get married?

Haha!

Ying Shirong, this is not up to you!

……

Several of them had also decided to marry Shi Rong.

Over there, the little woman they had been thinking about had successfully reached the top.

And sat down in front of a simple stage that was a little shabby but spotless.

At first glance, I saw that Bo Fan and Bian Fei had changed into two sets of tailor-made costumes embroidered with dragon and phoenix patterns, which were dazzling and colorful.

Bo Fan: "Fairy, the play we are performing is an imitation of 'The Goddess of Luo River', which was performed by Mr. Ying and Miss Shen on the Ying family stage back then."

"It's said that this is a masterpiece that General Ying arranged specifically for you. Hehe... Grandma Ying had someone train us for three months."

"Although it's not long, it's not short either. I don't ask to sing with the charm of the eldest son and daughter of the Ying family, I just hope not to make a fool of myself."

Bian Fei: "Yes~ This is the first time I've sung opera for others since I was a child! I hope Fairy Sister won't be disgusted."

"If Mr. Ying and the eldest lady hadn't been unable to enter, and if Yuqing and Du Wu hadn't just happened to have met on the stage, we wouldn't have had the honor of imitating them. Just listen to it for fun~"