The clouds and mists have dispersed, and everyone knows that I love you.

The autobiography is as follows:

23 years ago.

With a clear cry, I was born in Dongcheng First People's Hospital and came to this vast world.

I thought that since I was born in the Ying family, I could live a free and easy life like any other daughter of a wealthy family.

You can travel around the world, fly across the oceans, and be free.

But because I am a descendant of the "Little Goddess" clan, I am destined to bear a different fate from others.

I have a pair of grandparents who love and care for me, a pair of parents who cherish and pity me, and a brother who understands me and spoils me.

Six uncles and aunts who treated me like their own child, and three who were almost the same age as me, yet they were vying to be my older sister and protective best friend.

I was born without knowing the meaning of being a human being. It was they who taught me the truth and gave me the courage to go against the current.

At the age of 3, I started learning opera.

Walking on stage, practicing singing, martial arts competition, playing with guns... I accidentally saw a girl of my age from another family.

She doesn't need to learn to sing opera, and she can even act coquettishly with her parents and ask for a hug just because she is tired from walking.

I said to my grandfather: "Grandpa, I'm tired, can I stop studying?"

My grandfather also doted on me: "Get out! No, I won't want you if you don't obey me!"

Thinking of this, Shi Rong chuckled.

Finally, it was 9-year-old Shi Yang who saw through my little thoughts. He came over, picked me up, and coaxed me, saying, "Be good, I'll practice with you."

At the age of 4, I started to learn Chinese Kung Fu and practiced flying flowers and hidden weapons.

That year, I met a man with an extremely charming appearance. His name was Mais.

The first thing he said when he saw me was: "Little cutie, you are so beautiful, can I take you out to play?"

Max is very generous. No matter what I want, he will buy it for me without hesitation.

I saw a pair of dancing shoes at Patek Philippe, and I thought they were just ordinary styles.

When I asked, the clerk said, "68."

When I was 4 years old, I had no concept of money until Mais paid with a credit card.

I finally understood that you have to pay for buying things...

I know that Max is really kind to me and he likes me very much.

But because of the age difference, he had to reluctantly accept me as his apprentice.

He taught me to curse, beat, and even kill people. He told me: "A woman must learn to love herself before others will love you."

He is a competent teacher, but not a qualified partner.

When I was 6 years old, Shi Yang and I were sent to Yinglong Bay in Tianjin.

During the 10 years I was there, I experienced the bloody baptism of the Ying family and transformed from an ignorant child into a cold-blooded killer.

People often ask me: "Why would someone like you choose to be a killer?"

Regarding this question, I don’t have a particularly standard answer myself.

Perhaps it’s because I remember this ancient text engraved on the cover of the sword manual my grandfather gave me.

'The first page of the sword manual: kill the one you love first.

The second page of the sword manual: Swing the sword to cut off the worldly dust.

The third page of the sword manual, destroy the infatuated soul.

The fourth page of the sword manual: Kill the god of love with every strike of the sword.

The fifth page of the sword manual: Stay away from lust.

Page 6 of the Sword Manual: Don’t be a sentimental person.

The seventh page of the sword manual states that no man can enter the realm of the god.

Page 8 of the Sword Manual, angrily cutting the old lover.

Page nine of the sword manual: Pick up the sword and slay the demon.

Page 10 of the Sword Manual: If you meet your beloved, you will abandon the sword and enter the mortal world.

Page 11 of the Sword Manual: Don’t be a prisoner.

Page 12 of the Sword Manual: Close the Door to Your Heart in Seclusion.

The final page of the sword manual: Without a lover in my heart, I draw my sword like a god.

When you are unable to break free from all ties and ties by your own strength, then becoming a heartless killer, in my opinion, is the best help.

It will always remind you that you can love without any scruples, but everyone you fall in love with may become the target of your assassination in the future.

When I was 7 years old, my giant dog Titan was sent away by my grandfather, and I cried so hard.

Perhaps to fill the void in my heart, Mais sent Muman that same year.

He said: "Mewman is much more fun than a dog."

I actually wanted to slap him in the face. How can a dog be compared with a human?

The three years between the ages of 8 and 11 were a relatively comfortable time in my life.

Our grandparents would often come to Tianjin to see us, and our parents would secretly put delicious food into my and my brother’s pockets without their knowledge.

The mother said: "Although Shi Yang is not her biological son, she really likes this smart and well-behaved little boy. Shi Yang never calls her mother, but will affectionately call her the beautiful mother."

Thinking of this, Shi Rong couldn't help laughing out loud.

She looks so silly, and she's a beautiful queen mother...

As long as my mother is in Yinglong Bay, it is Chinese New Year for my brother and me.

Because she cooks with my dad every day and makes a lot of food that my brother and I like to eat.

One day, Shi Yang injured his side waist during training, which led to inflammation and high fever. Coincidentally, his father brought a private doctor from Yinglong Bay to the mountains to help the poor and distribute welfare.

The nearest hospital to Yinglong Bay was 38 kilometers away, but the mother didn't even think twice. She carried Shi Yang, who was a few inches taller than her, on her back and walked away in the night wind and frost.

That year, Shi Yang was 16 years old.

The mother said that when she was driving her brother to the hospital, the boy kept groaning and leaning on her shoulder. That was the fastest she had ever driven in her life.

She was afraid of losing her brother, and even more afraid of never hearing the vibrant voice of "beautiful queen mother" again.

She cried and comforted Shi Yang all the way. Fortunately, he was safe and sound in the end and was sent to the hospital in time.

That night, she lost 3 kilograms due to running back and forth. She said that this was the fastest weight loss she had ever experienced, but also the happiest time, because she saved her brother and she felt a sense of accomplishment.

I thought that our family of four would always be happy like this.

It turns out that the more you enjoy life, the more likely fate will deal you a fatal blow.

When I was 12, that was the most painful year of my life.

My parents died in a plane crash while on a business trip abroad.

When Shi Yang and I received this bad news, we were still working hard for the comprehensive trial in Yinglong Bay three days later.

We returned to Dongcheng and attended my parents' funeral. That was the most miserable time I have ever seen Shi Yang crying while holding his mother's body.

Perhaps, in his heart, he has already regarded his mother as his most important relative?

I often think that although Shi Yang looks unkind on the outside, he is actually much more loyal than I am.

At least that day, when I looked at the dead bodies of my parents, I couldn't cry no matter what.

After returning to my home in Tianjin, I spent three days in a daze. I don’t know how I managed to survive those three days of grief.

In short, on the night of the fourth day, when I finally pulled myself together and went into the bathtub in the bathroom to take a bath, an accident that could be described as a nightmare happened.

If Shi Yang hadn't just returned that night, I think my life would have stopped at the age of 12...