What should I do if the protagonist of every world I travel to is sick?

More than two years passed slowly like this.

Although Lu Xingming had already obtained a place in Baoding for a 211 university before the college entrance examination, he still took the college entrance examination for some reason.

Although the results were similar, he became the top scorer in this year's college entrance examination with a score close to full marks.

When his father asked him if he wanted to study abroad, Lu Xingming refused. He was afraid his brother might leave him at any time.

He has been having nightmares recently, dreaming that he is dragging his brother to die together.

When he woke up, he always called Lu Jinan first to make sure he heard his voice before he felt relieved.

Although his brother refused treatment, he still contacted many medical teams and now he has the ability to contact more precise technicians.

Lu Jinan also cooperated with him and did various tests, but the various test reports told Lu Xingming that there was nothing abnormal, the cancer cells were temporarily suppressed well by the drugs, and Lu Jinan's mental state was also normal.

Sometimes Lu Xingming felt that he might be too nervous. He suppressed his anxiety and tried to spend as much time as possible with his brother.

But Lu Jinan seemed to be taking him to various activities, intentionally or unintentionally. A few days ago, he went to teach at the orphanage, a few days later, he went to watch the fire brigade respond to an emergency, and a few days later, he went to visit an elderly orphan...

Lu Xingming would be shocked every time. The past two years had been more exciting than his entire life. This was a life he had never experienced before, but he looked at Lu Jinan very familiarly, as familiar as if he had been there many times.

Lu Jinan always told him that there were many people in this world, each struggling to survive with their own tenacity. Life could be hard at times, but if you thought about it, there were still many people whose existence was meaningful. The cleaners were sweeping the streets at four or five in the morning, the nurses were responsible for everyone's health, and even the capitalists had the ability to mobilize the masses for better material things... Everyone had their own responsibilities and missions, and the most basic responsibility was to be responsible for their own lives. People had to learn to love themselves before they could love others. When you want to love someone in the future, think about how to love yourself.

Some people are more unscrupulous with those close to them, while others are more timid around their loved ones. However, the distance between people cannot be shortened simply by wishing it. Cherish and cherish those around you, and express your feelings boldly to those you like. Don't wait until you miss out to regret it.

Missing it is not a mistake, it is a passing

Mistakes can be corrected, but past mistakes cannot be reversed.

It is not shameful to say out loud that you like someone. Liking someone is appreciation and the best evaluation of a person. I like you because you are good.

So, Lu Xingming, I want you to like yourself because I want you to be well.

Lu Xingming fell silent again, but his heart had changed.

He will gradually become better and better, so good that he can stand shoulder to shoulder with this person who is also so good.

There is another kind of love that Lu Jinan did not mention because it is unspeakable.

because,

I like you too, brother.

……

At this moment, Lu Jinan felt a little emotional as he watched the countdown change from days to hours, minutes and seconds.

But he could leave with peace of mind now. Lu Xingming's condition had recovered better than he expected, and he only had one last thing left to do here.

In the president's office, Lu Xingming, who was still processing documents, suddenly received a call.

"Mr. Lu, Mr. Lu..."

Before he could finish, Lu Xingming ran out without even waiting for the elevator and rushed straight into the emergency corridor. When he finally got into the car, he realized that he still didn't know where he was.

He held down his trembling hands and called the person back, trying to calm down and drive calmly.

When he arrived at the hospital, the lights in the operating room had just gone out, and he was not as anxious as before.

When the doctor came out, Lu's father and mother sobbed when they heard the result, while Lu Xingming stood there in a daze.

The doctor asked who Lu Xingming was

He then looked up at him and he handed him a few pieces of paper.

Lu Xingming had never felt that the words written on paper were so powerful.

Posthumous organ donation

Signed by: Lu Jinan

He scrolled to the end and saw another line of words, written by him: Don't be sad, my eyes are left to that child. If you really miss me, go visit him more often. They like you too~ (with a mischievous smiley face)

He saw the child being pushed out of another operating room. It was the child who was with the dean at the beginning.

Inside the morgue, Lu Xingming knelt on the floor, clutching his hand. He pictured him with his eyes, as if trying to engrave his image in his heart. His face remained strong yet gentle, and the slight curl at the corner of his lips seemed to tell him he was leaving without regrets, without pain. But that person would no longer look at him with a constant smile, nor would those hands reach up to touch his head, muttering his profound truths.

He put his ear close to his, moving cautiously as if he was afraid of waking the person up.

Brother, I like you.