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"Brother Lin..."

Jiang Yan's voice trembled slightly.

Lin Huaian still didn't reply to him, but moved his hand.

……

Realizing that Lin Huaian's other hand was sliding down along his tailbone, Jiang Yan finally reacted. With red eyes, he turned his head and reached out to hold Lin Huaian's hand. His voice was weak and slightly tearful:

"Brother Lin..."

Lin Huaian finally stopped and let the man go.

Jiang Yan had not yet recovered from the afterglow, and he leaned against the wall, breathing softly. He turned to look at Lin Huaian.

The man seemed to have done nothing, his face still expressionless.

Jiang Yan's heart, which had been pounding like a deer, suddenly turned cold.

He twisted his fingers, seemed to be about to say something but stopped himself, and finally turned around to take a shower.

Lin Huaian's clothes looked a bit messy, especially the buttons at his collar, which had somehow all come undone, revealing a large area of ​​skin. He was standing at the bathroom door, his eyes fixed on Jiang Yan's back as he showered.

This close observation of a man's body was a first for Lin Huaian. Yet, strangely, he felt no discomfort or disgust at all. Instead, an indescribable feeling welled up within him. This feeling, both unfamiliar and novel, compelled him to continue observing, as if an invisible force were drawing his gaze.

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Jiang Yan hadn't been close to Lin Huaian for a while, but he still brought him meals every day.

After what happened in the bathroom that day, he didn't know how to get along with Lin Huaian.

It's so strange and so uncomfortable.

My heart is hanging in the balance, neither up nor down. I want to get close to him, but my reason won't allow me to do so.

After all, Lin Huaian doesn't like himself.

It's so embarrassing and shameless that he is so eager to be fucked by others. He is like a duck asking for sleep. How despicable.

Lin Huaian has clearly noticed Jiang Yan's alienation in the past few days.

He actually didn't understand. Didn't Jiang Yan like him? Shouldn't Jiang Yan be very happy if he did that? Just like his mother.

Lin Huaian doesn't understand feelings.

The only emotion he had ever seen and his only emotional enlightenment was his mother's wishful thinking for his father, a shameless wishful thinking.

Abnormal emotional enlightenment will naturally not produce any good students, and Lin Huaian is an example.

"Are you hiding from me?" Lin Huaian blocked Jiang Yan at the dormitory door.

Jiang Yan twirled the corner of his school uniform jacket with his fingers, pursed his lips, shook his head and denied it: "No."

Lin Huaian looked at him: "We haven't said a word in the past five days."

Jiang Yan didn't expect that Lin Huaian would actually notice this. After all, in the past, Lin Huaian would not pay attention to these things at all.

In other words, Lin Huaian's attention is not on himself at all.

Seeing that Jiang Yan didn't say anything, Lin Huaian continued: "Is it because of what we did in the bathroom last time?"

Jiang Yan didn't expect Lin Huaian to suddenly bring this up, and his ears turned red with shame.

Lin Huaian wouldn't let him get away with it: "Am I right?"

Jiang Yan could only nod with red ears.

"Is that why you're hiding from me?"

Lin Huaian was puzzled: "Don't you like it very much?"

"Yes, I do," Jiang Yan said, suppressing his shame, "but you don't like me."

Lin Huaian frowned: "But I like doing those things with you, don't you want to? Then forget it."