The screen, which had finally gone out, began to vibrate again, and text messages came in one after another, eagerly and quickly:

'Shanbao, are you at work?'

'Why can't I call the previous phone number?'

"You're not a good boy. You actually changed your phone number without telling your parents."

"Mom said that people outside are all bad people and will lead you astray! See, Mom was right, wasn't she?"

'Shanshan, why aren't you talking? Are you really with another man?'

'Why don't you go back to Mom and Dad?'

'Shanshan!'

"Lin Shanshan——!"

Lin Shanshan looked at the text messages flashing on the screen, her eyes gradually becoming empty.

All the past events kept appearing before my eyes.

She covered her ears and closed her eyes, but the images were like a nightmare that could not be shaken off.

Until she picked up her phone and a new round of nightmare began to cover her.

She replied softly:

"Sorry, Mom and Dad, this is the company's business number..."

……

……

The sun is shining in the sky.

The bedroom was dark and quiet.

The inevitable sound of chatting came from outside the window.

Yu Lingling's head was groggy. She turned over and heard the "ding-ling" sound of her Weibo special attention. Her body was faster than her mind. Without even opening her eyes, her hand had already touched the mobile phone on the bedside.

Then double-click it skillfully to open it.

When I saw Chen Shuo’s Weibo post, I reflexively liked it first and then commented on it.

What is she doing?

Yu Lingling, who had just written the comment and was about to send it, realized it later.

The scene of being rejected last night kept replaying in my mind.

The screen in his hand emitted a cold and bright light, which made his eyes, dry and swollen from crying, feel uncomfortable again.

She narrowed her eyes and slowly deleted the comment, then went back and cancelled the like.

habit.

It's just a habit.

Yu Lingling told herself softly.

You just need to break the habit now.

Change it from now on.

Yu Lingling ignored the dull pain in her heart and began to tell herself over and over again that Chen Shu was already with Su Qingwan, that they were each other's first love, that they liked each other, that they were made for each other, that they...

Forget it. Forget it.

Don't let Chen Shu hate her when she sees her.

Just stop here, that's enough.

Even so, she will always have a place in Chen Shuo's heart.

Regret is a normal part of life.

The skirts she didn't get as a child, the candies she didn't eat, the school hunk she had a crush on, the failed tests and the lost friends; each of these seemed like a disaster at the time, but now they are just ordinary things.

What's more, love is not everything in life.

At least, not all of your Yu Lingling.

Except for the time when she mustered up the courage to bring Chen Shuo home, Yu Lingling was just an ordinary person throughout her life.

I would fantasize about marrying a prince on a white horse, I would fantasize about a domineering president falling in love with me, and I would wonder if I was Cinderella.

But in the end, it will only succumb to reality——

The person should have a car, a house and a stable job.

Love is not just about romance, it is also about money and daily life.

After the initial excitement, everything will eventually become dull.

Yu Lingling knew that she was a realistic and materialistic person.

She would worry about whether Chen Shuo had someone else in his heart, whether he had time to accompany her, and whether it would be embarrassing to take him out...

She is like a prudent buyer. Even if she likes something very much, she will still compare prices from different stores.

Then she found that when someone directly took away her favorite piece, she began to hesitate and regret.

Therefore, people like her will never be able to make a firm choice just because of his statement.

It's normal that I can't compete with Su Qingwan.

It's normal to say that Chen Shu doesn't like her.

It's normal for her to be rejected.

just.

She forgot that statements are not commodities, and she is not a picky businessman.

My heart aches.

The eyes will tear up.

I would want to curl up and hide myself, trying to repair the cracks in my body with what I think are beautiful memories.

She doesn't know when she will get better.

Wounds always cause pain, and scabs make people feel unbearable, trying to open the injured area again.

But it will be okay.

It will definitely be fine.

The thick curtains blocked the sunlight outside the window, and seemed to block the flow of time. The huge bedroom was dark and silent.

wow-

Yu Lingling put down her phone.

Stand in front of the window and open the curtains that block the sunlight.

My eyes, which had adapted to the darkness, suddenly squinted uncontrollably when they were exposed to the sunlight.

See it.

Just draw the curtains and the darkness will disappear.

Given enough time, she will give up her statement completely.

"I rely on!"

Yao Shiyun had stayed up all night taking care of Yu Lingling. She was now soundly sleeping, and it was as if someone had turned on a searchlight in her eyes, and she instantly became very irritable when she woke up.

Yu Lingling heard Yao Shiyun's voice and turned back to smile at her with relief:

"look--"

"The weather is nice today too."

Better than yesterday.

Yao Shiyun stood up quickly, and the anger on her face froze the moment she saw Yu Lingling.

She stood in front of the window, and the bright sunshine outside seemed to have given her a layer of gold.

Yao Shiyun narrowed her eyes and stared at Yu Lingling's smiling face against the light, as if she saw -

"You idiot!"

"Do you know how long you tormented me last night after drinking?!"

"Qiu Cheng'an and I just coaxed you to sleep for a while, and I was just about to have a good sleep. Why are you pulling the curtains at this time——!"

He even cosplayed as the Releaser with me!

You just woke up now.

Try it at midnight!

If I weren’t emo, I’d take your surname, Yu Lingling!

Yao Shiyun understood her best friend's stubborn personality very accurately and in detail. Besides, how could one really let go of someone just like that?

Even if it's mixed with other things.

If silver is mixed into gold, does that mean it is no longer gold?

Yu Lingling's love is mixed with considerations and reality, but who can guarantee that love is absolutely pure?

Yao Shiyun fell back onto the bed with a thump.

No one can guarantee it.

"What did you say?"

Yu Lingling was stunned. She stopped standing on the balcony and looked at the dead body of Yao Shiyun in horror.

"You said Qiu Chengan was here yesterday?"

"What is he here for?"

"No, who asked him to come?"

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