The President's Tender Trap

Chapter 36 Inner Struggle

As time went by, Su Wan's feelings for Lu Ming grew increasingly complex. She understood his past, yet also felt uncertain about his future. Whenever she saw Lu Ming diligently working, she felt admiration and pity, but at the same time, she also felt an indescribable fear. She began to reflect on the gap between her expectations of this relationship and her reality, feeling conflicted.

At work, Su Wan and Lu Ming's collaboration grew stronger, projects progressed smoothly, and many colleagues began to notice the changes in their relationship. However, in private, Su Wan felt an invisible distance. Although their communication gradually increased, there were always some topics that she felt she couldn't touch upon, especially discussions about relationships and the future.

One weekend, Su Wan and Lu Ming made plans to attend a friend's party together. Everyone was chatting and laughing, and the atmosphere was relaxed and cheerful. Su Wan was relieved to see Lu Ming getting along well with his colleagues. However, as time went on, a sense of unease began to creep in.

At the climax of the gathering, everyone began sharing their future plans. A colleague excitedly shared the news that she would soon be studying abroad, and everyone offered their congratulations. Su Wan's heart stirred, and she recalled her old dreams. The urge to explore the wider world surged back.

"I hope to go abroad one day and experience different cultures and lives," she said involuntarily, with a hint of anticipation in her voice.

"You have the ability and you will definitely be able to achieve it." Lu Ming's voice was gentle and firm, with an encouraging glint in his eyes.

However, Su Wan continued, "But I'm also a little worried. If I go so far away, will I gradually become alienated from my work and friends here?"

"I think pursuing your own dreams is the most important thing. Even if we are separated temporarily, we can get back together." Lu Ming responded seriously, his eyes revealing his longing for the future.

At this point, another colleague chimed in: "But sometimes, dreams and reality conflict. We always have to choose between certain things."

Su Wan's heart tightened, as if a sore spot had been touched. She couldn't help but think of her feelings for Lu Ming, wondering if this relationship was becoming a burden on her pursuit of her dreams. She frowned slightly, her inner conflict becoming more apparent.

"I think sometimes choices are inevitable, but we also have to learn to weigh the pros and cons." Su Wan said in a low voice, feeling a little uneasy in her heart.

"Do you think pursuing dreams will necessarily conflict with feelings?" There was a hint of doubt in Lu Ming's voice. He seemed to have noticed Su Wan's emotional changes.

"No, I just think... sometimes we may need to make a choice." Su Wan sighed slightly, her heart full of struggle.

"This is not a question of choice. Pursuing one's own dreams is everyone's right, and feelings should not become a shackle." There was a hint of firmness in Lu Ming's tone, and his eyes were full of confidence.

The argument between the two escalated, drawing the attention of their colleagues. Su Wan felt awkward and uneasy. She didn't want to argue in front of everyone, but the inner conflict made it impossible to escape.

"I'm not saying that pursuing dreams is bad, it's just... I hope that while pursuing my dreams, I can also take my feelings into consideration." Su Wan's voice trembled a little. She tried to appear calm, but her inner anxiety was hard to conceal.

"Do you think I don't support you in pursuing your dreams? I always hope that you can achieve your goals." There was confusion in Lu Ming's voice and anxiety in his eyes.

"I know you support me, but I always feel that our relationship and future plans are somewhat inconsistent." Su Wan's voice gradually became louder, and there was an uneasy light in her eyes.

"We can plan our future together, why do we have to choose?" Lu Ming's tone was anxious. He hoped to dispel Su Wan's concerns, but his words failed to calm Su Wan's inner struggle.

The atmosphere around them gradually became solemn, and other colleagues began to whisper, and the atmosphere became a little awkward. Su Wan felt a sense of loss, secretly regretting why she could not control her emotions at such a casual gathering.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make the atmosphere awkward." Su Wan lowered her head, with a hint of helplessness in her voice.

"Me neither, I just hope you can understand my thoughts." Lu Ming's tone was full of concern, but he also felt confused in his heart.

After the party, Su Wan and Lu Ming walked home alone, their hearts filled with a heavy atmosphere. Neither of them spoke, as if the argument had created another layer of distance between them.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't control my emotions today." Su Wan finally couldn't help but break the silence and said softly.

"I was a little too excited and may not have considered your feelings." Lu Ming's voice was low, with a hint of apology in his eyes.

"I just hope that I won't lose you while pursuing my dreams." Su Wan bit her lip, her heart filled with complicated emotions.

"I don't want to be an obstacle to your pursuit of your dreams. Instead, I hope to be your supporter." There was sincerity in Lu Ming's voice and a firm light in his eyes.

"But sometimes I really don't know what the future will be like, and whether our direction will be different." There was a hint of helplessness in Su Wan's voice, and her heart was full of confusion.

"The future is unpredictable, but we can face it together." Lu Ming's tone was firm. He reached out and gently held Su Wan's hand. "No matter what the future holds, I will support you."

Su Wan felt Lu Ming's warmth and was deeply moved. Although she was still confused about the future, Lu Ming's support comforted her. She knew that facing the uncertainties of the future, only mutual trust and support could help them go further.

"Thank you, Lu Ming. Your words make me feel at ease." Su Wan smiled slightly. Although she still had doubts in her heart, she was willing to explore the possibilities of the future with Lu Ming.

Over time, Su Wan and Lu Ming became more attentive to each other's feelings, both in their work and personal lives. They began to discuss their future plans more openly, striving to find a balance between their feelings and their dreams. Although their inner conflicts persisted, they understood that only by supporting each other could they remain more determined on this path.

In the days that followed, Su Wan and Lu Ming's relationship grew deeper. They faced work challenges together and discussed their future dreams. In the process, they gradually found their rhythm and the distance between them gradually narrowed.

However, the inner struggle has not completely subsided. Su Wan often ponders how to pursue her dreams while protecting this precious relationship. She understands that the road ahead is full of unknowns, but she is willing to try to walk it together with Lu Ming.

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