After rebirth, I gave up Bai Yueguang

After school, Su Jing suddenly felt a rare sense of melancholy. Three years of high school were already over? How could it be as if nothing had happened at all? Time had flown so fast, so fast that she hadn't even had time to write it down.

After next week, all the classmates she had spent three years with but didn't know much about would go their separate ways, and some might never see each other again. She didn't know what the other classmates thought, but for her, who had already experienced many separations and deaths, such feelings were indelible.

"Call Xu Meijuan and Song Ning, let's go eat hotpot tonight?" Su Jing said.

"You want to eat hot pot?" Jiang Yi asked curiously, "Don't you need to go back early to review?"

Su Jing, who had been studying like crazy recently, suddenly made this request in the last two days. Jiang Yi really found it a little hard to believe.

"Ah, have a big meal today. If you have diarrhea, you can rest for two days." Su Jing said with a smile.

"What kind of logic is this?" Jiang Yi was even more confused. "You're planning to have a bowel movement before the exam?"

"Tsk, I just feel tired after such a long time, I need to have a good meal. If I fail the exam, I won't be in the mood to eat." Su Jing smiled bitterly, "Just like those death row prisoners, they have to eat a good meal before going to the execution ground."

"Haha, you're still in the mood to joke around. I think that's fine." Jiang Yi said with a smile, "Okay, I'll call them three when I get out."

"Three?" Su Jing asked, "Who else?"

"Boss, please!" Jiang Yi laughed, "It would be unreasonable not to eat him at this time!"

"Yeah, that's right. He is the boss." Su Jing nodded.

"Besides, what if you, uh, forget it, it might be a bit difficult for you." Jiang Yi smiled and stood a little further away before continuing, "What if Song Ning gets the top score in the exam? He'll have a free advertising spokesperson!"

"Uh... well, it's really impossible for me to get the top spot." Su Jing didn't retort this time.

After leaving the school, Jiang Yi sent messages to three people on the public phone at the entrance. He bought Su Jing an ice cream. He smoked and ate the ice cream while the two of them waited by the phone for the three people to call back.

Needless to say, Boss Rao called back in less than a minute, "Young Master Jiang, how come you still have time to look for me? Aren't you going to take the imperial examination?" Rao Jian's teasing voice came from the phone.

"Yes, this top scholar is going to your house to eat hot pot today, and I won't pay." Jiang Yi's voice was also particularly arrogant.

"Oh, the number one scholar is here to eat hot pot, so the restaurant needs to paint the floor red!"

"Fuck you!" Jiang Yi laughed. "No kidding, we'll go to your store in a minute." He turned to Su Jing and asked, "What kind of hot pot base do you want?"

"Of course I want Chongqing hotpot, the spicier the better." Su Jing licked the half-eaten ice cream in her hand and said, not noticing that when she stuck out her tongue, Jiang Yi closed his eyes.

"Hey, put more butter in it!" Su Jing thought of this again and stretched her neck to shout into the phone.

"Okay, how many people come?" Rao Jian said straightforwardly.

"I don't know now." Jiang Yi said, then hung up the phone.

There was only a little bit of Su Jing's ice cream left on the stick. She didn't notice Jiang Yi's expression. She just sucked the remaining bit of ice cream with the stick in her mouth carefully, and occasionally extended the tip of her bright red tongue to lick her lips.

Jiang Yi's gaze was uncontrollably fixed on the lips that were opening and closing, and his Adam's apple kept rolling.

"Yeah, yeah, you've finished eating it, but you're still chewing it." After a while, Jiang Yi finally couldn't stand it anymore, and forced a look of contempt at her and said, "I'll buy you another one."

"Yeah, that's fine." Su Jing happily agreed. This time, she didn't say anything about eating too much sweet food and getting fat. "The brain needs more nutrition to fight. Have another one."

"What does it taste like?" Jiang Yi considerately bent down and picked it up from the freezer.

"Let's have a milk brick, a big one, it's more satisfying to eat." Su Jing said.

"Hmm..." Jiang Yi hummed in disagreement, "The milk brick is hard to hold and it dirtys my hands." He made an excuse, "Change to this." He picked out a large white chocolate crispy one.

"This vanilla crispy crust looks good." Jiang Yi handed the ice cream to Su Jing, and the phone rang again at this time.

"Hello, who's calling?" It was Song Ning's voice on the phone.

Jiang Yi looked at the ice cream in and out of Su Jing's mouth, and said absentmindedly: "Your brother Jiang."

"Oh, oh, what's the matter, Brother Jiang?" Song Ning's voice immediately became obedient.

"Su Jing asked you to come over for hot pot today." Jiang Yi's eyes were still on the ice cream going in and out, and he swallowed.

"Today? Doesn't she need to go home to review?" Song Ning was a little surprised.

"She said she wanted to have a good meal before going to the execution ground." Jiang Yi licked his lips.

"Ah? Hahaha." Song Song was stunned for a moment, then burst into laughter and said straightforwardly, "She has a really good attitude. Okay, where should we eat?"

The more academically gifted one is, the greater the pressure he or she will feel at this time, after all, too many people are watching. So Song Ning was very happy about this proposal and agreed without any hesitation.

After hanging up the phone with Song Ning, Xu Meijuan called right away: "Hello, this is 3305, who's looking for me?" The voice on the phone was a girl speaking sweet, standard Mandarin.

"Oh, your voice is as nice as the call girl's! Your Mandarin is so standard, I thought I heard it wrongly?" Jiang Yi also teased her. His throat moved as Su Jing extended her tongue.

"Hey, thanks for the compliment." Xu Meijuan on the other end of the phone smiled even sweeter. "You haven't called me in a long time. Why did you think of looking for me today?"

"Su Jing said she wanted to have a good meal before going to the battlefield, and asked you to go eat hot pot with her later," Jiang Yi said. Su Jing had finished her ice cream, but she didn't seem to be satisfied. She stared at the stick, licked it quickly with her tongue, and muttered to herself, "I'm definitely not eating anymore."

As the stick drew an arc in the air and fell into the trash can next to the convenience store, Jiang Yi finally let out a long sigh and turned to Xu Meijuan calmly, "We'll meet you at a hot pot restaurant on Yan'an Road. Let's have Chongqing hot pot."

"Okay, but can I have a shabu-shabu hotpot?" Xu Meijuan was very happy. In the last semester, her mother watched her review every day, and she hadn't eaten with Jiang Yi and the others for a long time.

"Let's talk about it when we get there. It should be fine." Jiang Yi said and hung up the phone.

"Boss, how much is it?"

"Three ice creams, three pagers, um, 18 yuan."

After paying, the two took a taxi to Rao Jian's hot pot restaurant. However, it was only four o'clock and it was too early to eat, so the three of them sat together and chatted.

Song Ning and Xu Meijuan arrived one after another, and Rao Jian immediately served two soup bases because Su Jing said the double-boiled hotpot was not flavorful enough. When the two soup bases were brought up, Xu Meijuan was very happy, but Su Jing noticed that there was something else in Jiang Yi and Song Ning's eyes.

These three boys were performing various acts in front of her. Su Jing was very proud in her heart, but of course, she couldn't show anything on her face.

There were a lot of things, but the three big boys were very strong in fighting. In the end, there were only some vegetables that were cooked so hard that they couldn't be picked up in the pot of clear soup, and they drank up all the soup.

"Come on!" When they were almost done eating, Song Ning suddenly stood up, stretched out his hand and said, "Come on!" His eyes swept across the faces of the three people one by one.

"Okay!" After a brief moment of stunned silence, the other three also stood up and stretched out their hands. The four of them put their hands together and said in unison: "Come on!"

Song Ning picked up his glass again, glanced at the three of them, and said, "See you in the capital!" Then the four of them really acted like they were on the battlefield, finishing off the last glass with a toast and smashing the glass. While cleaning, Su Jing saw the waiter looking unhappy.

Of the four, only Jiang Yi didn't know which university he wanted to attend. Song Ning was a surefire candidate for Peking University or Tsinghua University; Su Jing was already halfway to getting into the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and the other half was almost certain; Xu Meijuan also had a foot in the door for the Beijing Dance Academy, so the three of them would probably go to Beijing together.

What about me? Can I get into the same city as her?

But at night, he thought of the ice cream again. Ice cream...what kind of feeling would it be?

The next day, Su Jing developed diarrhea, just as she'd said. Jiang Yi was worried, so he went to buy her a bottle of medicine to stop the diarrhea after Su Jing said it was just from consuming too much chili oil and would be gone in a day.

Su Jing listened to Lao Zhang's advice this time and rested at home for two full days, two days of lying down rather than sitting. Wu Wanqiu made breakfast, her aunt made dinner, and she slept during lunch.

On the night before the exam, Su Jing couldn't sleep. Various emotions kept switching in her mind, making her extremely awake.

I don't feel anything. I've been back in this world for more than three years. Come to think of it, it seems like I haven't felt anything in these more than a thousand days.

Senior year of high school passed by while I was reviewing day and night. Before I even had time to remember any people or things, they were already standing behind me.

What lies ahead is another new and irresistible period of time that you have to go through whether you want to or not.

This period of time is completely different from the previous life. Whether it is pain, surprise, helplessness, or humiliation, I have experienced them so vividly and passed by so ruthlessly.

Some feelings may come back in the future, but some feelings will never be experienced again.

For example, when Su's mother made her complaint at the school gate, she was standing there, being stared at by everyone.

For example, Jiang Yi prepared breakfast every morning, and I ate it bite by bite under his gaze, and I could see his satisfied look.

For example, when you are provoked by others, there are classmates and teachers who don’t say much but are able and willing to stand by you.

The happiness has passed, but no trace has been left; the touch has disappeared, but the memory has not; only the feeling of heartache is always there, but she herself will disappear; in a few days, after the results are announced, she will disappear from this city, and then, those feelings that have hurt her will be left in this city; she will go to the world she once longed for with ease.

Before she knew it, Su Jing fell asleep.