After the sword bone was taken away, the reborn elder sister went crazy killing

Playing around...

For a moment, Shanshan wanted to push open the door and rush in to question him. Why did he say that? Had their relationship, all those years, been just a passing fancy? Was he just trying to compromise by agreeing to marry her?

But Shanshan didn't.

Her hand touched the door, but she pulled it back the next moment.

The people inside were still talking, but Shanshan could no longer hear what they were saying.

In order to avoid being discovered by them, Shanshan quickly fled the place and unknowingly walked to the door of Pei Zhiyi's yard.

"Shanshan?"

Pei Zhiyi was sharp-eyed and saw Shanshan, who looked a little distraught.

"what happened?"

Shanshan shook her head, took a sip of the water Pei Zhiyi poured for her, and then took off the pearl hairpin that she had happily put on before going out with an expressionless face.

Something is wrong with Shanshan.

But Pei Zhiyi didn't ask, just poured her another glass of water.

"Why don't you ask me what happened?"

"If you want to say it, you will say it. If you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

Shanshan has always been a person who knows the overall situation and coordinates the overall situation.

Although sometimes because of her cute appearance many people think that she is just a little girl who knows nothing and does not get involved in many things, in everyone's eyes, she is just like Pei Zhiyi, a little girl who is loved and cared for by everyone and is ignorant of the world.

But in fact, she knows everything and understands everything.

"I want to say it, but I don't know where to start."

"Then why don't you let me take a guess?"

Shanshan looked at Pei Zhiyi, a smile playing at the corners of her pale lips, "Then you can guess."

Pei Zhiyi pretended to think, and then held Shanshan's hand. Her hands were warm all year round, but today they were particularly cold, so cold that she could not feel a trace of it.

"The only one who could have stirred your thoughts to this point is probably Senior Brother Haoyue."

Shan Shan nodded imperceptibly, still able to crack a joke at this moment, "You always understand me so well, can't you guess a few more times? How did you guess it right away?"

"Of course, I'm not that stupid. I'm just not as smart as I think I am."

"Then I really underestimated you."

"So what happened?" Pei Zhiyi had always known that Senior Brother Haoyue didn't really like Shanshan that much, and most of the time it was Shanshan who was chasing after him.

But they are about to get married. Could they regret it at this critical juncture?

"I just suddenly felt that..." Shanshan was originally quite calm, but when she thought about what she was going to say and what she had just heard, her voice couldn't help but choked.

"I just suddenly felt that this kiss didn't have to happen."

"Why do you say that? Isn't marrying him your long-cherished wish?"

"But I never asked him if he was willing or if he really wanted to marry me."

It seemed like I had always been forcing him to make decisions, and he was too responsible, so he would never reject me. Even when he occasionally got close to me, it was probably because he felt sorry for me because he had been chasing me for too long.

“But he didn’t refuse.”

Pei Zhiyi looked at Shanshan with heartache, then stood up and held her in his arms.

"You've already given enough, and I think he sees it, otherwise he wouldn't have agreed to marry you. You've thought about it for so long, about spending your life with him. Are you really willing to give it all up on the eve of your marriage?"

"But Zhiyi, I suddenly feel that there are actually more important things than spending our lives together."

"what?"

Shanshan originally wanted to tell him everything, but she was afraid that she had just misunderstood him. Pei Zhiyi had a strong personality. Once he heard about this, he might rush to him in the next second. This was not a wise move.

"What I mean is, my dream since childhood has been to become a very powerful person, not to devote myself to love. It seems that I have strayed from what I really want from the very beginning. That's why when I was trying on the wedding dress, it suddenly occurred to me... maybe I can avoid this path and become stronger first."

"you are lying."

Shanshan is not good at lying, and Pei Zhiyi grew up with her, so he can tell what she is really thinking at a glance.

"Did he do something to offend you?"

"No."

"So he came to tell you that he wanted to break off the engagement?"

"nor."

"So you suddenly fell in love with someone else?"

"No."

Pei Zhiyi felt a little puzzled. "If it's nothing, why do you suddenly regret it now?"

"Nothing, I just suddenly feel that getting married is not a must."

"Shanshan, you're not that kind of person." Pei Zhiyi touched Shanshan's head. "You never do anything without a reason, let alone something as important as this. You came to me in a state of despair, and I could tell a little bit. I thought he had hurt you, or done something to let you down, but I just asked you a few questions and you said no. So I started to wonder what made you make this decision?"

"Zhiyi, do you really have to ask so clearly?"

"I must!" Pei Zhiyi distanced himself from Shanshan and when he looked down at her, he found that her eyes were already red.

"Actually, this is your personal matter, and I shouldn't interfere too much. But you and I grew up together, and I can't bear to see you like this. If you have anything to say, tell me, and I'll solve it with you, okay?"

Shanshan stared at Pei Zhiyi, her lips trembling, hesitant.

"If you don't want to tell me, I'll just ask him directly."

"Don't go." Shanshan's throat moved, and finally closed her eyes and compromised, "I'll tell you, but you have to promise me that you won't be impulsive."

Shanshan told Pei Zhiyi everything she had just experienced. "I know I should trust him, and I know I shouldn't doubt him without reason. But I don't know why, my intuition tells me that there must be a reason why he suddenly agreed to marry me. It's just that I was so excited at the time that I didn't think much about it. But now that I think about it carefully, it seems that everything has flaws, but I just deliberately ignored them."

"You mean, he might have big plans..."

Shan Shan nodded with difficulty. "But I can't make a complete guarantee on this matter. After all, he grew up in the strange realm. This is after something similar happened to Xu Mu. There are many things that I have to consider more."