Goodbye, scumbag husband, the one who is not loved is the clown

"Pei Sangyu." Xu Jiayun looked at him, "You'd better survive."

Pei Sangyu raised his eyes and met her calm and gentle gaze.

"Niannian needs his father. It was you who insisted on recognizing him. Now he is very dependent on you. He is only seven years old. Don't think too highly of him."

Pei Sangyu stared at Xu Jiayun in a daze.

Their eyes met, one was gentle and calm, the other was confused and a little flattered.

Xu Jiayun seemed to think that was not enough, and added: "If you really leave, then I can only find another father for Nian Nian."

Pei Sangyu's breathing became tight.

But he soon calmed down.

Even now he still couldn't accept Xu Jiayun looking for someone again.

He is in such a state now that it is unclear whether he can survive. How can he have the nerve to interfere with Xu Jiayun's search?

Pei Sangyu lowered his eyes, pursed his pale lips, and said nothing.

Seeing his reaction, Xu Jiayun didn't have much other reaction. She just said calmly: "Sleep if you can."

She said as she stood up.

Pei Sangyu raised his eyes to look at her, his tone somewhat anxious: "Are you going back?"

Xu Jiayun turned around and looked down at him: "I won't leave until Granny Hua comes."

Hearing this, Pei Sangyu breathed a sigh of relief.

He closed his eyes, blaming himself in his heart.

I know I'm not qualified, but why can't I control myself?

Xu Jiayun felt that Pei Qingyu was now fragile, sensitive, and very inferior.

To be honest, Xu Jiayun was surprised, but helpless.

During the time when I hated Pei Sangyu the most, I thought about dying with him and wanted him to have a miserable death. But I never expected that one day he would become like this.

Like a child who has taken off all disguises, confused and at a loss.

Suddenly I remembered what Pei Qingyu once said, Pei Sangyu also needs someone to love him.

He disappeared without a trace in the past six months, and she had regretted it.

It’s not that I regret not cherishing him well, I just feel very sorry.

It's a pity that Nian Nian didn't have a complete childhood with her father by her side.

It was a pity that she only realized after Pei Sangyu was gone that she had stopped hating him;

Now the person has been found, half-dead, but there is still hope.

She should seize this opportunity.

Xu Jiayun walked over and sat down beside Pei Sangyu's bed again.

Pei Sangyu opened his eyes and looked at her blankly.

"Close your eyes." Xu Jiayun said softly, "Sleep is the best way to recover."

Pei Sangyu still looked at her.

Xu Jiayun frowned, "What's wrong?"

"You seem to be nice to me only when I'm sick."

"What else?" Xu Jiayun raised an eyebrow: "I am a doctor, you are a patient, I don't have the habit of abusing patients."

"That's not what I meant." Pei Sangyu pursed his lips and hesitated for a long time before asking her: "If I survive, will you still be so kind to me?"

Xu Jiayun frowned slightly, "Do you want me to serve you like this forever?"

Pei Sangyu: "...No, that's not what I meant. I meant..."

"Pei Sangyu." Xu Jiayun interrupted him, "You shouldn't think so much now. No matter what happens in the future, the most important thing for you right now is to survive."

Hearing this, Pei Sangyu frowned and hesitated to speak.

But Xu Jiayun knew what he wanted to say.

"Pei Sangyu, you can't ask me to make any promises to you when you're not even sure if there's a tomorrow, right?"

Pei Sangyu was stunned.

"You have to survive first before you are qualified to talk to me about the future, right?"

Pei Sangyu looked at her, and his dim eyes gradually brightened.

It was sparkling, and there were tears glistening in those eyes.

Xu Jiayun tilted his head and said seriously, "As long as you can survive this time, I will ensure that you live a long life."

...

Perhaps it was Xu Jiayun's words that aroused Pei Sangyu's strong desire to survive.

When Granny Hua came to check Pei Sangyu's pulse that afternoon, she was pleasantly surprised: "His pulse is much more stable. How did you do it?"

Xu Jiayun blinked uncomfortably and said, "I didn't do anything. I just gave him the important drink you made."

Upon hearing this, Grandma Hua's eyes rolled and she immediately understood.

"It seems that my precious herbs are not as valuable as a few words from you. If I had known that the effect was so good, I should have informed you to come over from the beginning, so that I wouldn't have been exhausted all this time."

"Mother-in-law!"

Xu Jiayun's cheeks turned red from what she said, luckily Pei Sangyu was asleep now.

Granny Hua knew she was shy and waved her hand, "Alright, leave this to me, you go back and rest."

Xu Jiayun nodded, "Then I'll go back first and come back later."

"No, he shouldn't be in any serious trouble tonight. Go back and have a good sleep."

"I'm young, so I'll be the one to stay up late." Xu Jiayun explained, "I just went back to ask Brother Ke something."

Grandma Hua knew that she couldn't persuade Xu Jiayun, so she let her do what she wanted.

Xu Jiayun returned to Grandma Hua's house, and as soon as she entered the house, she saw Ke Yu sitting under the old banyan tree making tea.

Seeing Xu Jiayun coming back, he waved at her: "Come and have a cup of tea, this is the spring tea from Nancheng."

Xu Jiayun came over and sat down opposite him.

Ke Yu placed the brewed tea in front of her with tea tweezers.

Xu Jiayun picked up the teacup and took a sip.

It has a sweet aftertaste and a light jasmine scent.

"How is it?" Ke Yu asked her.

"Not bad." Xu Jiayun put down the teacup and looked at him: "Brother Ke, you waited here for me to come back, right?"

Ke Yu smiled faintly, "Now I can't hide anything from you."

Xu Jiayun knew that he brought people here for other reasons besides asking Grandma Hua to treat her illness.

"Brother Ke, I know Pei Sangyu left this time to do something confidential. I'm not going to force you to tell me, but I hope you can explain to me as clearly as possible within the scope of what can be revealed. Why did Pei Sangyu become like this?"

Ke Yu pursed his lips and sighed softly, "I can't say much about the rest, but to this world, Pei Sangyu died in a drug bust outside the country six months ago."

Xu Jiayun was stunned.

In fact, when Pei Sangyu was unwilling to mention how he was injured, she knew that this matter was not simple.

But she couldn't figure it out.

"How could Pei Sangyu be related to drug enforcement?"

"He was involved because of Han Qing."

Ke Yu considered it for a moment before slowly speaking:

"Three years ago, he discovered Han Qing's affair with a certain 'Mr. Mu.' Since then, he has been secretly tracking down everything about 'Mr. Mu.' However, Mr. Mu's whereabouts abroad are very mysterious. Apart from his confidants, almost no one knows his true identity. With such a meticulous whereabouts, there is only one possibility: Mr. Mu has another cover identity, and this identity is powerful and innocent enough to allow him to move freely in and out of the country without leaving any trace."

Hearing this, Xu Jiayun asked, "Who is it?"

"It's Feng Ying." Ke Yu looked at her. "Actually, I shouldn't have told you, but a few days ago, news came from above that all the remaining followers of Feng Ying have been eliminated. It seems that it doesn't matter if I tell you now."

"So when he left, he specifically instructed Zhou Jing to change the name of Pei's and erase all online information about the Pei family, me, and Nian Nian. Was it because he was afraid of being implicated and retaliated against?"

"Yes." Ke Yu paused, then continued, "But the overseas drug lords are a very large and difficult organization to eradicate. So even if Feng Ying's faction has been completely eliminated, the news that Pei Sangyu assisted in drug control has already spread abroad. So he had no choice but to die. The higher-ups have already announced his sacrifice, and Pei Sangyu no longer exists."

Xu Jiayun took a while to digest this information, and then said, "Then he can only live under another identity from now on?"

"If he survives, the higher-ups will naturally give him a new identity."

After listening to this, Xu Jiayun remained silent for a long time.

Ke Yu smiled and said, "Now that I've explained everything clearly, what about you? That Pei Sangyu is completely a thing of the past. Are you willing to accept this new him?"

Xu Jiayun didn't say anything, his expression was a little complicated.

Ke Yu continued, "He may never be able to regain his former glory. Even if he gets a new identity in the future, he will only be an ordinary person in obscurity for the rest of his life."

Xu Jiayun frowned, "He might be unknown, but the assets he left behind are enough for him to live comfortably for the rest of his life. He won't be in such a bad state."

Ke Yu laughed, "But the prerequisite is that you have to be willing to accept him. Don't forget, Pei Sangyu is dead, and all those assets have become your inheritance. Now, let alone not supporting him, even if you use his money to support a few gigolos, he won't even be able to defend his rights and cry out for justice."

Xu Jiayun: “…”