The sect is full of evildoers, but I am the eldest brother.

Yan Chichun covered her chest with her hands, a layer of sweat covered her forehead. Her face turned pale, a hint of crimson slowly seeped out from the corners of her mouth, and even her breathing became rapid.

If you cannot admit your failure, you cannot defeat yourself; if you cannot defeat yourself, the only outcome is defeat, and defeat is equivalent to failure!

The failure of the former means being able to break away from the past and move to a higher level.

The latter's failure was undoubtedly a heavy blow, shattering his already fragile self completely!

But what Yan Chichun didn’t understand was where did the “wavering” come from?

She admitted that she was arrogant and looked down on everyone because of her talent. It was because of this that she ended up in a miserable defeat in her previous life... But when had her faith ever wavered?

The words "You are me and I am you" from the "Holy Lord" are enough to show that Yan Chichun is fighting against her subconscious self, but since it is herself, no one understands her strengths and weaknesses better than her.

But in the end, she still lost, lost to herself...

This was even more difficult for Yan Chichun to accept than the previous draws.

How can someone who can’t even defeat himself defeat others?

Moreover, Yan Chichun has lived two lives now, and he believes that he will not make the same mistakes again. Relying on the vision and experience of his previous life, he is always one step ahead of others.

Killing the former head of Youhuan Hall, Shui Qianhuan, and obtaining the "Wanhua Realm" is the best proof!

But the fact is......

Yan Chichun was defeated by the great demon master from his previous life, the Saint.

After living my life again, not only have I not made any progress, but I am even worse than my previous life?

——What a joke!

Yan Chichun felt a surge of nameless anger in his heart, and he raised his hand, wanting to destroy everything around him.

But halfway through the action, she suddenly stopped.

Now we are in the inn.

The eldest brother and the others might stay here, so you must not get angry and lose your composure.

It's not just the big guys in the sect.

Yan Chichun reflected several times.

Is it because some of my actions in this life have invisibly changed the trajectory of my previous life, causing the flowers that should have bloomed in the north of the city to fall in the south of the city, thus causing my life to undergo earth-shaking changes?

For example, I met the "White-robed Sword Immortal" in advance, and was even lucky enough to meet the "Green-robed Never-Returning Guest" who I had only heard of but never seen...

Isn't this a warning from God to her that if she continues to change the original trajectory of her life, she will be punished in advance?

But if you repeat such a dirty and miserable life, experience failure again and again, and accept it, what is the meaning of living again...?

Recalling my past life, I was abandoned by my friends and family, looked down upon by the world, and was chased and beaten like a rat crossing the street, and had to hide from place to place.

Yan Chichun couldn't help but exert force with her fingertips, which dug deep into the flesh. Even though blood was flowing, she was completely unaware.

"If Heaven is against me, I will overturn the sky. If Heaven wants to destroy me... I will defy Heaven!"

Boom——

Thunder suddenly roared in the dark sky.

It was like the wrath of God.

After a while, heavy rain began to fall.

"Oh no, it's raining, time to put away the clothes."

Looking at the people running around in the streets to avoid the rain, as if they were looking for shelter for fear of being contaminated by some kind of karma.

Instead of avoiding, Ye Yongzhen reached out his hand to catch the water drops sliding down the green tiles.

He smiled and said, "This isn't some divine punishment, but a gift from heaven. As the saying goes, the elders argue that the rain falls evenly, and their brows are no longer as furrowed as they were last year."

"The waters of the Heavenly River flow down from the basin, caressing all things, with boundless love."

Gu Junming smiled slightly, "Sometimes I envy you who have been to school. You can quote all kinds of famous sayings and phrases at will, and you are considered to be a great scholar in the world."

"Ha ha ha ha......"

Ye Yongzhen was in a good mood. He turned around and walked slowly inside.

"Jun Ming, when you are sad, you can stand in the rain. That way, others won't see the rain in your eyes."

Gu Junming smiled and said nothing, not taking it to heart.

The heavy rain came quickly and went away quickly.

It just so happened that Yan Chichun had also finished his training. After discussion, everyone unanimously agreed to go to the Coral Islands to seize a position and wait for the upcoming Sea God Festival.

After packing up their bags and leaving Jingtan Island, the group officially headed for the Coral Islands.

In order not to attract attention, Qingxuan listened to Gu Junming's advice and did not take Ziyun Zhenren's big red wine gourd. Instead, she chose to take a boat with everyone else.

The sky cleared up after the rain, and the sea was sunny and windy. From time to time, flying fish jumped into the sea, which was a unique experience.

At first, Bai Linglong was quite interested and counted the flying fish out of the sea with the two little guys.

But after looking around, she found that everyone was calm, steady and mature, but she still liked to shout and scream, just like the two little guys...

But at this time, even Gu Junming allowed her to do whatever she wanted and treated her like a child.

This made Bai Linglong, who considered herself an adult, feel ashamed.

"Big Brother! Aren't you afraid that I'll fall into the sea?!"

"Why should you be afraid? You can just fall in and swim out."

"That's not what I meant. What I meant was, why don't you care?"

"You've grown up now. It's better to know some things by yourself. Otherwise, if I keep nagging you, you'll get annoyed, right?"

Bai Linglong immediately put away her temper and walked up to the honest Xiao Jianxin.

Without waiting for the second senior brother to speak, he pushed him away with his butt and sat next to Gu Junming.

Xiao Jianxin scratched his head in confusion.

Junior Sister seems angry, but...did he do anything wrong? I don't quite understand...

Bai Linglong suddenly became silent.

She didn't know why. She always felt that her senior brother was nagging and overly interfering in her life, but now, she felt inexplicably annoyed.

The person who has always cared about me suddenly ignores me, and I always feel empty inside.

Something seems to be missing...

"Old Nine, are you worried about something?"

"no!"

"Uh... if you don't have any, why don't you take it to the second brother?"

Gu Junming was a little amused and said, "If you keep squeezing me, I'll be pressed against the wall!"

Bai Linglong pouted in frustration and glanced at Xiao Jianxin, who was in self-doubt.

He squeezed forward again and vented his anger on the innocent second brother.

It was really hard for Xiao Jianxin, who had to bear it all silently.

Still without knowing the situation.

I don't even know what went wrong...

As the ship gets closer to the coral islands.

Yan Chichun's mind became more and more dazed, and even the scenes in front of him began to have afterimages. The scene of being nailed to death by the white-robed sword immortal appeared in his mind again.