After entering the book, I no longer want to be a substitute

Xiao Yunwu could not understand the dark industry behind the welfare home. By the time she learned that her organs would be sold, it was already too late.

At first, she thought that the injections given to her by the teacher were for treatment of illness, but later, when she went to get the vaccination, she found out that a part of her body had already been bought by someone.

It is a commodity with a clearly marked price.

They took a fancy to her heart, probably to save a child, but could they really do that? Her life belonged to her, shouldn't she have the final say?

After Yunwu returned, she wanted to run away, but she had no home and no relatives. Where could she go? Even if she had a chance to escape, she would definitely be caught.

The child who needed a heart must be seriously ill, otherwise, her body would not have weakened so quickly. She was clearly in the growth stage of childhood, but she was as fragile as someone in old age.

Of course Yunwu was afraid. She didn't want to die, but it seemed that this was the only way.

Just when I was worrying about how to persuade Shi Yu to leave, he showed up himself. When he asked Yun Wu to go with him that day, Yun Wu realized that they were just children and couldn't run away.

Especially her, at this critical moment, leaving would only be a burden, and besides, those people would never let her go. But Shi Yu was different, he could have left and avoided all these harms.

Yunwu has no idea about love or hate for him, he is like a friend but not a friend.

But she knew that in this place, Shi Yu was the only one who would not hurt her.

She hoped that he could leave in one piece.

I was eight years old now. I never knew what to wish for on my birthday, so I just prayed to God silently this time.

However, her wish did not come true, and she watched him being pushed into the river and drowning.

Half a month later, Yunwu was adopted and they changed her name to Mu Yunxiu.

I don't know what went wrong, but the expected death did not come.

Yunwu wanted to find Shiyu, but his adoptive parents did not allow him to do so. They said that the child had gone to another world and would never come back.

A month later, the welfare home and relevant personnel asked people to report suspected crimes such as illegal child trafficking, abuse and imprisonment of minors, and organ trafficking.

It was as if someone was deliberately manipulating everything behind the scenes. It all happened too suddenly and too smoothly.

Later, for some unknown reason, Yunwu slowly forgot this memory. His childhood experiences were always vague. Not to mention the people, he couldn't even remember the general details.

By the time Yunwu realized that she was slowly forgetting someone very important, she had long forgotten what he looked like or what he had said to her.

Twelve years passed in a flash, and the grown-up Yunwu completely became Yunxiu, and even she herself felt so.

However, when I dream of those fragmented memories in the orphanage, I always feel inexplicably heartbroken and panicked.

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When he was less than four years old, Shi Yu was sent to an orphanage, with scars from being beaten by his parents still on his body.

The person who brought him here told Shi Yu that although this place was shabby, it was better than his home.

In fact, this welfare home is not as simple as it seems.

In the first few years, Shi Yu didn't notice anything wrong. It seemed that he had nothing else to do throughout the day except thinking and observing.

The monotonous and boring days did not change until the clouds appeared in front of him.

No one had ever smiled at him like this, and no one had ever truly cared about his food and clothing.

To be honest, Shi Yu was confused at that time. Although he was young, he was very narrow-minded and wary of others.

He was afraid that Yunwu was just acting on impulse, so he didn't dare show any joy. He was also worried that she would be nice to someone else and no longer pay attention to him, so he tried every possible way to attract her attention.

It was difficult for Shi Yu to realize that some of his actions had gone too far. He developed a low-level possessiveness towards Yun Wu, which was almost pathological.

And he thought that was right.

Shiyu is different from other children. He doesn't like to play and make noise. He just wants to be alone, even if that means living with plants all day, and not talking nonsense with others.

He likes to observe and think quietly alone, and hates being disturbed by those tactless children.

But if it's fog, then it's fine.

Cats in welfare homes often don’t take a bath and love to rummage through garbage to eat. They carry thousands of viruses and bacteria on their bodies, and their origins are unknown. Who knows if they are sick?

The important thing is that these cats are not well-behaved. They are very aggressive except when asking for food.

He once looked for an opportunity to send them away and left them on the crowded street. After several days, no one cared about them, and they came back dejected, hungry, and covered in dirt.

Often at times like this, Yunwu would help them take a bath and share her biscuits with the kittens.

Shi Yu was furious, but he couldn't say it out loud, so he sulked in front of Yun Wu and ignored her. When he couldn't get enough of it, he took it out on the annoying cats, kicking them when he passed by or overturning their water dishes.

However, the cat that was lost initially was not caused by Shi Yu. Its wound was not treated, and it became infected and began to fester. It died near the welfare home and was cleaned up by the cleaners.

As for the second one, it deserved to die. Yunwu took such good care of it, but not only did it not know how to be grateful, it even had the audacity to bite people.

Shi Yu had long since lost his patience, so during the lunch break, he chopped it down whenever he caught it.

He remained calm and focused, and didn't feel uncomfortable at all.

It was not until he was discovered by Yunwu that Shi Yu felt a little panicked, but this kind of emotion is usually hidden deep in his heart and will not be revealed.

He lost the cat and warned Yunwu not to tell the teacher, but he knew Yunwu would not tell.

As for why, it was probably because she was timid and worried that she would be punished.

Shi Yu likes to listen to Yun Wu playing the piano, and he does this by eavesdropping and listening in person, but he never says it, nor does he praise her hypocritically like others do. He only tells Yun Wu that she needs to work harder and that she is not familiar with the fingering yet.

She never gets angry. She likes to smile sweetly and say that she understands and will improve.

The longer the two of them were together, the stronger Yunwu's subconscious resistance seemed to become.

He always meddles in everything and doesn't allow anything.

But fortunately, she has a soft heart and most of the time, she chooses to be tolerant and let him be.

Compared with other children of the same age, Shi Yu's heart can be described as vast as the ocean.

Young people only have bodies, not souls, let alone thoughts.

That time he took Yunwu for such a long distance, buying her a birthday cake, giving her hairpins, and taking her to look at wedding dresses. It was not for anything else, his ultimate goal was only one: he hoped Yunwu would have the idea of ​​escaping.

He will arrange where to escape to and how to live, so Yunwu doesn't need to worry.