Rebirth: Back to before my girlfriend dropped out of school

Guan Zilan suppressed her emotions and began to tell her son about her experience of meeting Xia's father.

In fact, they were also high school classmates, but neither of them had these ideas at that time. Later, they went to college and applied to the same university, so it can be said that they were very destined. Because of the previous relationship, the two of them had a more familiar relationship than others when they first entered college. Later, you helped me and I helped you, and we became familiar with each other.

Xia Yuansheng is a young man with a naive character. He has actually liked Guan Zilan for a long time, but he is too embarrassed to confess his feelings. How could Guan Zilan not notice his shy attitude? In fact, she also has a good impression of Xia Yuansheng, so she begins to guide Xia Yuansheng.

Finally, I succeeded in getting him to confess his feelings.

They had been together since their sophomore year, and they started going out for internships in their senior year. Xia Yuansheng's parents were well off, and Xia Yuansheng wanted to start a business. When they just graduated, they were both very busy and didn't even see each other a few times. They also quarreled, and at the worst time, they even felt that their relationship was over and there would be no future.

Fortunately, Xia Yuansheng has been persisting and never forgets to send messages or make phone calls to maintain the relationship no matter how busy he is.

Later, Guan Zilan joined a state-owned enterprise and her life became regular. She began to accommodate Xia Yuansheng's busyness until his business got on track.

So there is no such thing as perfection, it’s just a compromise between each other.

Xia Zhuomian, who was lying in bed, poked his head out and thought about his parents' experiences. So, love can't be smooth sailing, right?

Seeing her son finally come out of his shell, Guan Zilan touched the back of his head and asked, "So, what happened to you? Do you need your mother's help?"

"I..." Xia Zhuomian didn't want to say it, he was afraid that his mother would misunderstand.

"What? You don't trust your mother anymore? It's not like I haven't seen that girl before. She's a very good girl." It's just that she's not suitable for you.

Xia Zhuomian felt a little relieved. He told the story in a picky manner. Guan Zilan felt a pang in her heart when she heard it.

She thought back to what happened a few days ago.

During this period, Tong Yusui was injured and her son came back in the middle of the night every day. She was anxious and sometimes sent messages to urge her son to come home.

It was already past ten o'clock that day, and her son still hadn't come back. Guan Zilan was angry and furious. In fact, she already had some opinions about Tong Yusui at that time. How could her son get a good rest and study with peace of mind if he stayed up so late every day?

She knew that her son volunteered, but people are biased, so when she called and found that it was Tong Yusui who answered the phone, her tone was much worse.

"Hello, Auntie, Xia Zhuomian is in the bathroom and will be back soon."

"Oh, it's Xiao Sui, right? It's okay, I won't rush you."

"By the way, I heard you were injured. How are you doing? Didn't missing classes for so long delay your progress?"

"I'm fine now. Thank you for your concern, Auntie. I didn't delay my progress. It was all thanks to Xia Zhuomian who helped me."

"Yes, my son does have good intentions, but I'm worried about him because he comes home so late every day."

"...Auntie, you are right."

Guan Zilan knew she understood and sighed, "Xiao Sui, Auntie knows you have difficulties, but I am a mother. Since Xiao Mian met you, I almost can't see my son anymore. You should understand a mother's feelings!"

"I see."

……

Although Guan Zilan's tone was gentle, Tong Yusui was a sensitive child. She knew that Tong Yusui must have listened to her words. Although the method was despicable, it was effective.

But she didn't expect her son to be so sad.

Guan Zilan felt a lump in her chest.

"Do you really have to have her?"

Hearing the disapproval in his mother's tone, Xia Zhuomian jumped up. Only then did Guan Zilan see her son's swollen eyes, and his previously big eyes were almost invisible.

"Yes, I must have her, Mom. I've told you everything about us. I thought you would understand me."

"What if it was a dream, son? It's from your past life after all. You have to move on."

"Mom..." Xia Zhuomian burst into tears without warning, frightening Guan Zilan. She hurriedly wiped her son's tears, "I can't move on. Those things were too painful and unforgettable."

He hugged Guan Zilan and cried, "I still remember how helpless and painful I was when you were sick. The family was in debt, and someone came to collect the debt. Everything in the house was smashed, and I didn't even dare to go out. I hid in the room every day waiting for people outside to leave. I took a leave of absence from school for half a year, and went to take care of you every day, and Dad disappeared. Later, your operation failed and you left. I cleaned up the mess alone. I looked at those urns in the funeral home. I didn't have money to buy expensive ones, so I could only pick the cheapest one. I didn't have money to buy a cemetery, so I took you home. Just when I couldn't hold on any longer, she appeared. She helped me place you, drove away those debt collectors, and helped me find my father. I still remember the good between her and me, remember every bit of being with her, and remember the despair when I knew she was dead. You said how could I forget, I can't forget, but now, she doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't need me anymore, wow, woo woo."

He could finally throw himself into his mother's arms again and cry without restraint.

Guan Zilan felt so heartbroken when she heard her son's crying description that all her previous complaints seemed to have turned into wind. She gently stroked her son's back with tears in her eyes.

"It's all over, it's all over."

Her son had talked about these things before, but he spoke in general terms. Guan Zilan never thought that these were the things weighing on his heart. No wonder he had changed. With such a huge package of memories weighing on him, how could he possibly feel at ease?

She, as a mother, owed him that.

"Be good, mom won't say it again, never again." Guan Zilan finally compromised.

Xia Zhuomian was still crying, and he forced a smile that was uglier than crying, "But mom, Suisui doesn't need me anymore. She wants me to have my own things." She said that my concern suffocated her.

"It's okay. People always quarrel when they get along with each other. Didn't you quarrel with her in your previous life?"

"Woo, woo, woo, but she's never said anything that awful."

Guan Zilan sighed and touched her son's hair. A mature person can know when to stop, but it is difficult for young people. Sometimes they will say unpleasant things when they are angry. This is actually Xiaomian's wrong understanding. He still has not adapted to the current Tong Yusui and thinks that the current Tong Yusui is the same as her future self. It is only a matter of time before the two of them have conflicts.

"Then don't forgive her."

"That won't work." Xia Zhuomian refused without even thinking.

Guan Zilan paused while touching her son's hair. Why did her son seem to be a little bit, what young people nowadays call, in love?

"That's enough, you've cried enough, go downstairs and eat!" Guan Zilan suddenly didn't want to comfort her anymore.

"I don't want to eat." Xia Zhuomian sat on the bed stubbornly, his hair was messy and his eyes were so swollen that he looked like a sad frog.

Guan Zilan was upset and thought to herself, "If I go down, I will live for thirty years in my previous life. How can I still be so childish?"