After rebirth, I cut off my love brain sister and want to be the queen

Anyone who has experienced life in the factory knows that it is a place that can absorb people's energy and spirit.

Teenagers who have just graduated from school are all lively and cheerful, but after spending a few months here, they basically have dull eyes and numb expressions.

Many people think that working in a factory is just a transition period in life, but they don’t know that if they don’t work hard to improve themselves, this may be the end point.

I am afraid of this feeling of seeing the end at a glance, so I urgently want to escape.

With my current abilities, I haven't had the opportunity to fly higher.

I can only move up the stairs little by little.

During the holidays, most people relax.

Some people go in groups of three or five and take the bus to go shopping in a large shopping mall a few kilometers away.

I would also invite a few young ladies to go to the small shops outside the factory to buy clothes and do their hair.

In my previous life, my favorite thing was to play with my thick black hair. When I was competing with others for Zhou Zeping, I broke through myself in dressing.

I have to say, although it is 2004 now, the dressing style has become trendy and bold. In the middle of summer, all you see are suspender shorts.

At this time, most people's hair is still hanging on their heads, not on the comb or on the floor.

Looking back at 2016, my thick hair started falling out in clumps, and finally, there was a large patch of hair in the middle of my head, and I had to wear a hat every day.

I subconsciously reached out and tugged hard at my tough and strong hair roots. Thinking back to how ugly I was back then, I suddenly felt relieved.

I can now understand that Zhou Zeping doesn't love me and doesn't want to have sex with me because I look like a ghost.

I shouldn't blame him, I should blame myself. It's my fault. I didn't take good care of myself, didn't take good care of my body, and was reluctant to spend the money I had.

I became ugly, old, and turned into a haggard woman because I forgot to take care of myself.

Zhou Zeping is a man, and men are visual animals.

They like beautiful women with young and elastic skin, but I just love him blindly and take care of his family, and ignore the most important thing, myself.

"No one can expect me to make selfless contributions again." At this moment, I woke up and decided that I would love myself the most in the future.

On Saturday morning, I went out alone to look for a computer training institution.

I didn’t notice it before, but there are actually quite a few big signs saying “Computer Training” in the houses around the factory.

Maybe I was really blind in my previous life.

I just want to suffer in various ways.

I picked one that looked busy and went in to ask the boss for advice.

The cost is really not cheap. It takes me three months’ salary to study for a year.

If I were the stingy person I used to be, I would have turned around and left just by hearing the cost.

But now, I have taken the wrong path, and I must find another way.

If you lose money, you can earn it again, and you can earn more money by improving yourself.

The initial investment is very necessary.

I didn't have that much money, so I bargained with my boss and we agreed to deliver it in three months.

The boss was quite straightforward, perhaps because business was not doing well, so he agreed.

That day, I sat in the computer room and listened to the teacher teaching basic lessons on the small blackboard.

I took a notebook and took notes carefully.

Finally, when I was actually doing the operation, I performed better than others because I had the memories of my previous life. The teacher was very surprised and thought that I had learned so well and there was no need for me to learn.

But I know that I am just a half-baked person floating on the water, without a solid foundation.

When I came out of the computer training room, it was dark outside. The boiled vegetable restaurant opposite was crowded with people and business was booming.

My stomach growled, so I hurried over. For five dollars, I was already full.

When I returned to the dormitory, everyone looked at me with strange expressions.

"Yin Jingjing, I haven't seen you for a day. Are you in love?"

"I heard that many men online have a crush on you. Do you feel that?"

It turned out that they hadn't seen me for a day, so they made wild guesses.

Wen Qiao walked over with the clothes she had just collected and said, "No, Jingjing is learning computer now. She must have gone to class."

I looked at Wen Qiao with gratitude. This little girl is really kind-hearted.

Everyone looked at me with even stranger expressions.

"Yin Jingjing, why are you learning computers?"

"Yeah, we don't need it for work."

I'm too lazy to explain so much to these gossipers. I guess I'm selfish and want to reduce the number of competitors.

"Nothing, my parents asked me to study more when I have time." I lazily looked for clothes and went to take a shower.

After taking a shower, I didn’t go to bed immediately. I knew there was a library in the leisure area, so I decided to go there to refresh my basic computer knowledge.

Wen Qiao followed me and looked at me with admiration.

"Jingjing, I can't tell that you are really working hard." Wen Qiao initially thought that I was just talking, but now that she sees that I am taking actual action, she is amazed.

I nodded. "Life won't lie to you, so if you say you're going to do something, you must do it well."

"Jingjing, I feel like I'm meeting you for the first time." Wen Qiao laughed: "Did you suffer a setback? You've changed so much."

My heart sank.

Yes, it was more than a blow, it was an abyss.

Once you have experienced life and death, you will become more indifferent and see things more clearly.

"No." I laughed and shook my head. "I just felt that working in the factory all the time wasn't going to work."

"That's true, but what else can young people like us who have just graduated from junior high school or technical secondary school do if we don't work in a factory?"

I looked at Wen Qiao's confused face and I really wanted to wake her up.

In addition to working in a factory, there are many better jobs, but those jobs will screen out those who have no talent or qualifications or who don't work hard.

"I'm not sure either." I'd better not paint a better picture for her.

Sometimes, the frog is in the well and it is happy.

If it knew the vast world outside the well, but could only stay in the well, it would be depressed.

"Jingjing, what is your dream?" Wen Qiao asked me curiously.

A picture suddenly flashed through my mind. It was one afternoon in 2014. I was carrying bags of discounted vegetables I had bought from the vegetable market and passing by a building.

At the corner of the first floor, behind two glass windows, a cafe owner wearing a bohemian long dress is greeting the customers coming in.

She has long straight black hair and her exact age cannot be determined. When she smiles, she gives off a bright and sunny look.

At that time, she happened to look up at me with a smile on her face, but I ran away in shame, as if I was ashamed to see her.

At that moment, I discovered that some people live in a different world from me. She is like a swan, and I am a rat in the sewer.

I didn't mean to belittle myself on purpose, but at that moment, that's what I really thought in my heart. It was the truth reflected by reality.

"Wen Qian, have you ever had coffee?" I asked her.

Wen Qian opened her eyes wide, obviously having never heard of this.