After rebirth, I cut off my love brain sister and want to be the queen

The sudden solitude made me feel a little uncomfortable. It might be because my inner moral boundaries were clear, which made me realize that Su Beicheng and I were no longer in a relationship.

Even the boundaries of friends are a little blurred.

Su Beicheng looked natural. He sat on the sofa, his eyes looking at me quietly.

After I gave birth, my qi and blood were a little weak, and my originally fair skin became even paler. Although I tried my best to recover to the best condition, no woman can be beautiful after giving birth.

Su Beicheng looked at me like this, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. I said, "Aren't you busy at work? Otherwise, you can leave first."

Su Beicheng shook his head: "Nothing in the afternoon."

I mean, he should understand. I'm asking him to leave, but he pretends not to understand.

"Oh, do you want some water?" I stood up, walked to the water dispenser next to me, and poured him a glass of water.

Su Beicheng reached out to take it, lowered his head and started drinking.

"You'd better leave quickly. Your mother is still in the hospital. What if she sees you..."

"No, she won't find her way here." Su Beicheng said in a low voice: "I have arranged a few people outside. If there is any situation, I will know."

Only then did I realize that Su Beicheng's identity was quite special and that there would be people following him whenever he traveled.

I was speechless for a moment.

Su Beicheng lowered his eyes, his expression not tense at all. He just drank half a glass of water quietly, then said self-deprecatingly: "Jingjing, I'm really not used to you talking to me like this?"

My eyes froze and I looked at him.

Su Beicheng gently placed the cup on the table, clasped his hands together and pressed them against his forehead, as if to hide his emotions.

"I keep recalling the scenes when we were together. I know it's my fault. I couldn't keep you and gave you to someone else, but I just can't help thinking about those scenes." Su Beicheng's voice was filled with loneliness and sadness.

There seems to be a nerve in my brain that is tightly stretched. Actually, maybe I am really indifferent. During the past six months in the United States, I have been trying to adapt to the new living environment. Coupled with my pregnancy and new job, I really don’t have any extra time to reminisce about the past.

"That's all in the past." I pinched my fingers nervously. "People need to look forward and not always immerse themselves in the past. It will only make them painful."

When Su Beicheng looked up at me again, his eyes were red. He nodded, agreeing with what I said.

"I understand the principle, but it's hard to put it into practice." Su Beicheng said self-deprecatingly, "Especially since we have two children now."

My heart trembled, and I immediately looked at him uneasily: "Su Beicheng, you don't want to take my two children away, do you?"

Su Beicheng seemed to be hurt by my words. He looked at me with a hurt face: "Am I a robber in your eyes?"

"I..." I lowered my head, not daring to answer.

Su Beicheng said angrily, "When a child is born, he cannot live without his mother. Even if he is one, three, ten or twenty years old, he cannot live without his mother. I understand this."

After hearing what he said, my heart settled down. The fact that Su Beicheng understood these things proved that he was still a person with conscience and sense of responsibility.

"Thank you. Don't worry, I won't monopolize the children. I'll let you know every bit of their growth in the future." I looked at him and softened my voice. "However, if it affects your status and position and is inconvenient, I won't blame you. You can live your own life."

Su Beicheng frowned and said after a long while, "From now on, my life, apart from the children and you, will only be about work."

"What about your fiancée?" I was stunned. I didn't expect him to not mention his fiancée at all. But, they will be husband and wife in the future.

Su Beicheng just smiled and replied naturally: "Don't worry, she will have her own life and will not interfere with ours."

He was talking about us, which made my heart beat wildly.

"Zhou Minghe's company has won the bid for that piece of land. Next, their company should put out tenders for various projects. I heard that you are in charge of this area now. Do you feel pressured?" Su Beicheng started talking about my work.

I nodded: "Of course there will be, but it's okay, Zhou Minghe will guide me."

Su Beicheng's eyes darkened: "If you need any help, you can come to me."

"Really?" I seemed to have been waiting for him to say this. I am not a noble person, but if there are connections that can be used, I will definitely take them.

Su Beicheng nodded and said seriously: "In fact, the main reason I asked you to return home is to help you grow and enable you to be able to stand on your own in the future. This is not only good for you, but also for the future of our children."

I looked at him in surprise, finding it hard to believe that Su Beicheng was willing to pave the way for my future, perhaps for the sake of the child.

"Why are you so nice to me?" I felt a little ashamed. "Even if you are willing to help me, I probably won't be able to repay you."

"Just think of it as... I let you get pregnant with these two children when you had no choice." Su Beicheng said this, looking at me with deep eyes: "You went through a lot during pregnancy and childbirth. As a father, all I can do is help you with a few things."

I suddenly felt guilty, but fortunately Su Beicheng thought that the arrival of the child was his doing, so he always maintained a nonchalant attitude.

"I didn't expect to be pregnant. When I got the news, I really felt like the sky was falling." At this moment, I can only describe myself as miserable.

Su Beicheng looked at me distressedly, then blamed himself and said, "I know that being pregnant in a foreign country with no relatives, unfamiliar with the place, and even unable to speak the language is really a big challenge and a blow to you."

I lowered my head and smiled: "No matter what, I have come here. Let's not talk about this matter anymore."

Su Beicheng nodded: "Okay, let's not talk about it. When you have a career in the future, you will be able to be independent."

I looked at him in surprise: "Am I not independent enough now?"

Su Beicheng shook his head: "Yes, you are not enough, you still rely on Zhou Minghe."

I am stunned.

Su Beicheng stood up, walked to the French window, looked at the scenery outside, and said with his back to me: "I hope that one day, you can choose what kind of life you want to live and who you want to be with. Or, you can live a good life without getting married."

I was shocked by his words. Why did I feel like he was hinting at something?

"Why do you say that?" I felt that he had seen through my thoughts.

Su Beicheng looked back at me, his voice low, "Maybe it's my illusion. When I first saw you, I felt that you were very independent, as if you could live well on your own."