After rebirth, I cut off my love brain sister and want to be the queen

Rejecting Chu Rui was my decision after calming down. Although I treat men as tools and steps, I don't refuse everyone who comes to me.

"Wait a moment, I'll come over to help you with your luggage after I finish my shift." Ji Mu said a few words to me before leaving.

I looked at his back, and some emotions surged in my heart. Ji Mu had a very unique temperament, and he attracted me.

Human emotions are sometimes very strange. At a certain time, people will have a special admiration for people in a certain profession.

Maybe it’s because I experienced an operation, saw life and death, and then began to feel that the profession of doctor is great. So, when I look at Ji Mu, I will actively regard him as a strong man.

I got out of bed, quickly packed my things, and then left the ward.

After completing the discharge procedures, I hailed a taxi and went home.

I have been in the hospital for more than a week and have been missing the tranquility of home. At this moment, when I close the door, the world belongs to me.

I looked at the scar on the right side of my abdomen and decided to tattoo a rose there after some time.

It was getting dark and the cell phone rang.

It was Su Beicheng who called.

I answered the phone standing in front of the French window. The man's voice was full of concern: "Have you been discharged from the hospital? Where are you? I'll come find you."

"I'm at home. If you're busy, don't come over. I want to rest early." During this period, I could only see news about Su Beicheng in various news.

The young leader was full of vigor and vitality, and Su Beicheng received very good positive comments. Looking at his busy figure, an idea came to my mind.

I want to break up with him.

Rather than being entangled in a fruitless or hopeless relationship, I would rather be single.

"What? You don't want to see me?" Su Beicheng was a little disappointed: "I prepared a gift for you."

"Book a restaurant and I'll come to see you." I said and hung up the phone.

Su Beicheng's message came quickly. I saw the address and it was a secret private restaurant.

I won’t be casual when I go out now. Every time I go out, I will dress myself up carefully. Even if I have just come out of the hospital, I will never show any sign of fatigue.

When I appeared in front of Su Beicheng wearing an exquisite dress, the look in Su Beicheng's eyes gradually became hot when he looked at me.

He was wearing a white shirt and sitting on the sofa. He put out the cigarette in his hand when I came over.

"Come here..." He looked at me.

I walked lightly to him, and Su Beicheng naturally held me in his arms. I sat horizontally on his lap, and his eyes swept across my face lightly: "You've lost a lot of weight, you have to take good care of yourself."

"I can't sit like this, my wound hurts." I showed a resisting expression.

Su Beicheng was stunned, and immediately let go of my hand, letting me stand up: "Let me see your wound, have you recovered?"

"Of course not, it's only been a week." I didn't reveal the scar to him: "It's still wrapped in gauze, don't look at it."

Seeing that I was feeling a little down, Su Beicheng immediately picked up a bag next to him and placed it in front of me: "I'm sorry, I haven't been to see you during the time you were in the hospital."

"It's okay, I understand." I whispered.

"Jingjing, you've become distant from me." Su Beicheng is a very perceptive man, and he seems to have discovered the problem.

I raised my head, looked him straight in the eyes, and my voice was no longer as gentle as before, but rather sharp: "Beicheng, what is our relationship?"

Su Beicheng was startled and immediately replied, "Of course we are boyfriend and girlfriend."

"But other people's boyfriends will openly take their girlfriends out and introduce them to their friends and family." I said calmly and self-deprecatingly, "We don't seem to have that aspect."

Su Beicheng looked at me in astonishment, then he said guiltily: "I'm sorry for making you feel wronged, Jingjing. My identity limits my actions. I hope you can understand."

My eyes were slightly red, and I looked at him sadly: "I always wanted to be a generous and gentle woman, but this time in the hospital, I found that when I was lying alone in the hospital bed, I was very scared. Beicheng, maybe I... am not that strong."

Su Beicheng was stunned when he saw my tears rolling down. The next second, he reached out and wiped them for me: "I will make time to spend more time with you in the future."

"But we won't get married, right?" I looked at him sadly, my voice choked with sobs: "You won't give me a name."

Su Beicheng didn't expect that I would be so out of control today. He frowned and said, "Jingjing, what's wrong with you today? Weren't you fine before?"

I shook my head: "I don't know, maybe this operation made me sensitive and greedy, Beicheng, let's break up."

Su Beicheng was shocked and couldn't believe it.

Before, I thought that a woman would appear next to Su Beicheng, and then I would find evidence and force him to break up.

But now that I think about it, that kind of reason would make me seem very inappropriate. It seems more appropriate to just let the man leave with guilt.

"What did you say?" Su Beicheng seemed to be shocked.

"Let's break up." I lowered my head, my voice stubborn and firm.

Su Beicheng's eyes froze on my face, and he seemed unable to react for a long time.

"Jingjing, are you angry because I didn't go to the hospital to take care of you this time?" Su Beicheng sighed: "It's not that I don't want to go, I just can't leave."

I looked up at him and said, "Actually, feelings are very simple. They don't require so many complicated explanations and excuses. Beicheng, since we are destined not to have a result, separation may be the best outcome."

"I don't want to break up." Su Beicheng suddenly came forward and hugged me tightly: "Jingjing, I don't want to lose you."

He held me in his arms, and his lips kissed my face and lips, but I didn't respond.

Su Beicheng looked at me with a dull expression and empty eyes. His lips lingered on my neck, and finally, as if losing his passion, he gently let go of his hand.

He looked at me, pain in his eyes.

I didn't look at him, but just lowered my head and twisted my fingers. I was weak, but I was cruel.

Su Beicheng seemed to be begging for my affection. He squatted down, grabbed my arms with both hands, and looked up at me.

My tears fell, as if dripping into Su Beicheng's heart.

"Jingjing, do we have to break up?" Su Beicheng said hoarsely, "Will you never see me again?"

My eyes met his, and I bit my lip and said, "Beicheng, I see you on TV every day, but there's no trace of you behind me. This feeling... I can't bear it."

Su Beicheng's eyes turned red, and the next second, he buried his face in my chest.

I felt that Su Beicheng was crying, but when he raised his head again, his eyes returned to calmness: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I didn't give you enough sense of security."

What I want is Su Beicheng's guilt, so that the initiative of this relationship will be in my hands.

"Beicheng, can we live separately for a while? Let's calm down." I couldn't appear too heartless, so I pleaded softly.

Su Beicheng took a deep breath and nodded: "Okay, during this time, you study with peace of mind. If you need any help, call me."

Su Beicheng is a very loyal man, and this is what I am willing to get involved with.

Tonight is my last dinner with him. Su Beicheng drank the whole time and didn't eat much.

He was drunk and slumped over the table. When the driver came in, Su Beicheng just raised his hand and said, "Send her back first."

"Ms. Yin, please." I stood up with my bag, and looked back at Su Beicheng at the door.

Su Beicheng leaned over the table and did not watch me leave.

When we got in the car back to the gate of the community, the driver seemed to want to say something but hesitated, and in the end he said nothing.

I looked at the direction where the Audi disappeared and breathed a sigh of relief. Alas, having too many men is also troublesome.

My cell phone suddenly rang. I picked it up and took a look. It was an unfamiliar number.