After rebirth, I cut off my love brain sister and want to be the queen

Zhou Ci smiled at me while driving: "Why, are you afraid of marrying me?"

I bit my lip, lowered my head and whispered, "Of course I'm not afraid. I'm trying to climb up to you, and I'm the beneficiary."

"Don't be so realistic." Zhou Ci said accusingly, "What do you mean by marrying above your station? We're only married because of love, and marriage is just a proof of that love. Of course, if you don't want to marry me and just want to date me, I'll agree, because I'm also afraid of getting married. What if we're madly in love now, and once we get married, we both change our minds?"

I laughed at his words, then wiped away the tears that were about to fall from my eyes: "I heard that the deterioration of a marriage begins when you have children. Before you have children, the world of two people is still full of warmth and sweetness."

The reason why I dare to make such a conclusion is because I have seen too many widowed-style parenting on Douyin. Most women bear more responsibilities and obligations. No matter how beautiful a woman is, once she is tied down by household chores and her heart is tied to her children, she loses herself and her freedom, and eventually falls into the abyss of resentment.

Having a child is a test of one’s heart and conscience.

Zhou Ci turned his head and looked at me, as if my words surprised him.

"I may... not want children." Zhou Ci's next sentence surprised me.

I blinked, somewhat confused.

Zhou Ci said to me very seriously: "Jingjing, I forgot to tell you, I want to be a DINK. If you marry me, you have to be like me and not have children."

My heart suddenly felt like it was being pricked by needles and it hurt so much.

What made Zhou Ci make this decision must have been the hardships he experienced growing up.

He is a child from a wealthy family, but if he is not respected, or is ridiculed and discriminated against all the way while growing up, then his personality will be incomplete. He will always erase that incomplete personality from his heart when he is able to do so.

"Well, that's just right. I'm not really suited to raising children." Thinking back to my previous life, Zhou Zeping's two rebellious sons completely refreshed my understanding of children.

If the child I gave birth to was that kind of person, I would rather love myself well in this life. I am afraid that I will not have any extra love and energy to give to others.

"Really?" Zhou Ci's eyes lit up, as if we had something in common. He reached out his hand even more lovingly and squeezed my fingers. "Jingjing, I really wasn't wrong about you. You're so considerate and open-minded."

I smiled without saying anything. Isn't it all because of this crappy life that I've been forced to become mature?

If someone loves you and cares about you, no matter who you are, you will just want to be a child for the rest of your life, innocent and happy.

When we arrived at the restaurant, Zhou's mother had already ordered a table full of delicious dishes. When she saw me, she looked calm and indifferent.

I think Zhou's mother is also very strong inside. She must have taken many detours before finally reconciling with her life.

So, I don’t feel much pressure when I’m with her.

"Zhou Ci, have you been smoking recently?" Zhou's mother asked with concern, "You drink quite a lot too, don't you?"

Zhou Ci had the expression of a rebellious son who didn't like being disciplined: "I know my limits, so leave me alone."

"I don't care anymore, Jingjing, please help me take care of him." It was obvious that Zhou's mother had been worried about raising her son all the way, and at this moment, she wanted to let go.

I was holding a piece of meat, and after hearing this, I smiled awkwardly: "Auntie, I can't control him either."

I know it clearly in my heart. My mother-in-law said that she wanted her daughter-in-law to take care of her son, but in fact, what she meant was that it would be best if no one else took care of her son except her.

After hearing this, Zhou's mother laughed: "Okay, Zhou Ci, for Jingjing's sake, you have to take care of your health."

Zhou Ci lazily took a mouthful of rice and said, "Mom, I'm as strong as an ox. Even Jingjing can't handle it."

I:"……"

Zhou's mother kept laughing beside me, and I was blushing so much. Zhou Ci, could you please be more careful? I'm still alive.

Zhou Ci saw that I blushed, and he was watching from the side, his eyes gradually becoming dim. I guess he was imagining the days and nights I spent with him again.

Alas, this is the nature of men. They have to think about it every six seconds.

I found that the conversation between mother and son was quite relaxed. One was talking, one was arguing, one was persuading, and the other was refusing to listen. It was simply the abbreviation of a Chinese mother and son.

I could only concentrate on eating. The food here is really delicious.

After eating and drinking, Zhou's mother's driver came to pick her up. Before leaving, Zhou's mother suddenly reminded Zhou Ci: "Your father's doctor said that he has been much more awake recently. When you are free, you should go to see him. He is old, so the less you can see him, the better. Don't be willful."

Zhou Ci's expression instantly turned gloomy, and he nodded perfunctorily: "I know, but I've been really busy lately."

Mother Zhou sighed lightly, said nothing more, got in the car and left.

Zhou Ci was in a very relaxed mood just now, but when his mother mentioned his father's matter, he suddenly became worried, as if a heavy burden was weighing on him.

"Zhou Ci..." I gently took his arm and called him, "Are we going home now? You've been drinking, can you still drive?"

Zhou Ci turned his head and looked at me and said, "Jingjing, take some time to get a driver's license. Then, when I get drunk, you can drive for me."

I froze for a moment.

Seeing my dumbfounded look, Zhou Ci laughed again: "Silly boy, I'm ready to give you a car, why don't you go get a driver's license?"

My heart was pounding, I couldn't believe it. The next second, I couldn't help laughing: "Really? Why are you suddenly giving me a car?"

"Because I want to see you off." Zhou Ci came closer to me, pinched my chin, and kissed me on the lips: "Let's go, take a taxi back."

On the way back, I leaned lightly on Zhou Ci's shoulder, and Zhou Ci was resting with his eyes closed.

Actually, I was a little curious about him and his father, but he refused to talk about it and I didn't dare to ask.

When we got home, Zhou Ci suddenly hugged me tightly and buried his face in my shoulder, as if he was about to cry.

"Jingjing, do you believe it? If he dies, I won't shed a single tear." Zhou Ci's voice sounded very cold, but it was about to break.

I couldn't help but be startled, and asked him quietly: "Who is going to die?"

Zhou Ci then raised his head from my shoulder and said with red eyes, "That irresponsible old thing."

I was stunned. Zhou Ci didn't want to talk about it anymore. His expression was calm: "Forget it, I'd better not say anything. There's nothing to say anyway."

I heard that a father has a great influence on his son. I guess Zhou Ci’s unhappiness comes from his father.

That night, Zhou Ci hugged me and didn't touch me anymore. He fell asleep quietly like a child.

I was also half asleep and half awake, frightened by a dream.

In my dream, Zhou Minghe dragged me away in public at Zhou Ci and I’s wedding. Zhou Ci ran over to find me, but was hit by a car and flew out.

I screamed in my dream and woke up in fright. When I woke up, I saw Zhou Ci was still sleeping. I got up gently and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. The cold wind from outside blew in, and I subconsciously hugged my arms.

They say dreams are the opposite of reality, so I would definitely not marry Zhou Ci, Zhou Minghe would not come to steal my marriage, and he would not have a car accident.

I went downstairs early to buy breakfast for Zhou Ci. Although I could cook, the refrigerator at home was empty, so I went to the supermarket to buy ingredients.

When I went downstairs, I saw a silver sports car stopped at the gate of the community. A tall and outstanding-looking woman got out of the car.

She took off her sunglasses and squinted at me. My heart started pounding. It was He Lin.