Countdown to Awakening

Yingdi thought about it and felt a sense of comfort in her heart. As long as this baby was a boy, everything would be fine. Her life would be better.

As long as this baby is a son, Mengdi and Zhaodi's lives will gradually get better, and they will not be often disliked by Chen Jiade.

Plus, she'll be teaching at the village primary school in the future, so she'll have some money. Life in the future won't be so difficult.

The little money Chen Jiade earned was not enough for the family. He also despised her for not making any money at home. He thought she was just enjoying herself at home.

He doesn't allow her to make money, but he thinks she's enjoying herself at home... This person is inevitably a bit contradictory...

"Brother Liu Ying, I'm telling you, if this baby is a girl again, I'll throw her into the Anling Pagoda! Your unlucky belly has made me lose face in the village for so many years. If you had given me a son earlier, I wouldn't be looked down upon by the villagers!"

"Giving birth to a child is my business alone, right? You're the child's father, don't you have any responsibility? You only blame me."

Although these words were very serious, Yingdi's tone was very cautious. Like blaming and fear...

She was afraid that Chen Jiade would hit her.

Hearing this, Chen Jiade stood up with a jerk. "What did you say? You blame me?! It's your own belly that's not doing well, and you blame me? The child crawled out of your belly, and you dare to blame me? Look at who in the village doesn't have a son? If I marry you, it would be a waste of money and time! Humph! I should have waited until you gave birth to a son before marrying you! What a waste of money! With that money... I might as well wait a few years. Maybe Teacher Qin would be my wife! You, huh!... Do you think you're worthy of me? You look like a country woman..."

Chen Jiade couldn't see Qin Zixin, and was scolded by Zhao Fu. Naturally, he was very dissatisfied. He simply vented his anger on her. As if everything was caused by her.

Yingdi could only lower her head and take the scolding. After all, she didn't want to cause trouble. She was just afraid that Chen Jiade would hit her.

She thought about it carefully. She hadn't had a good day since marrying into the Chen family. Every day, Chen Jiade beat and scolded her. She felt uncomfortable, but she had to endure it silently. She couldn't go back to her parents' home. Even if she did, she would be scolded. No one in her family wanted her back.

Just like the villagers say, what man doesn't beat his own woman? Isn't it the woman who asked for trouble, that's why the man beats her? Otherwise, why don't other men beat their women? Isn't it because the woman did something wrong that she was beaten?

It's like women deserve to be beaten by men.

Furthermore, if you get divorced in the village, the villagers will talk about it. Divorce is a very shameful thing. The villagers will look down on you.

Forget it. Life is short anyway, just bear with it and it will pass. I can't be angry with him, right? What if he hits me and causes a miscarriage? Wouldn't the baby be gone? Wouldn't her life be miserable then?

Besides...wouldn't that give him even more control over her? She had no money now, and all she had to get was from Chen Jiade. If she got angry at Chen Jiade, wouldn't that just bring trouble upon herself? Wouldn't she be the one who got hurt in the end?

"Okay, stop standing there. It's late, you should go to bed! Still standing there! You jinx! You gave birth to two money-losing kids, and why are you still standing there? Just watching...it's so unlucky!" Chen Jiade yelled again.

"..."

Yingdi pretended not to hear anything. After all, every day was the same. Day after day. He could always get through it.

Besides, life had to go on. If she got angry, she would only be asking for trouble. She would just have to endure it and it would pass.

Besides, she has two daughters, still so young. Is she going to let them suffer too? Chen Jiade doesn't like these two daughters in the first place. If he gets angry, won't it bring trouble to himself and his daughters?

Thinking of her daughters, Yingdi couldn't bear it. They were so young, she couldn't let them know that she wasn't doing well. She also couldn't show that she was sad.

Thinking of this, she went out.

Every night she had to comfort Mengdi and Zhaodi. The last time she slept with Mengdi and Zhaodi alone, she was scolded by Chen Jiade. This time, she couldn't sleep with Mengdi and Zhaodi again.

I can only coax them both to sleep as before.

Besides, it's impossible to ask Chen Jiade and mother-in-law to take care of the children, right? Tao Lai Di doesn't want to take care of these two girls at all. Not to mention Chen Jiade.

They wished that the two little girls were not at the Chen family, and they also hoped that the two children would go out and not eat for free at home.

"Mom... did we do something wrong? Why is Dad always angry..." Little Mengdi stared at Yingdi with tears in her eyes.

She didn't understand much, she only knew that her father was angry again, and that her father was angry every day.

She didn't know why, but she didn't want her father to be angry every day.

"It's okay. Your dad is just like that. As his daughters, you should be more sensible. As long as you don't make him angry, it's his own problem. Okay? Mengdi, as long as you and your sister are fine, Mom will be happy." Yingdi looked at Mengdi, feeling a strange feeling in her heart. It was like seeing her own childhood self. Sensible, but not very likable.

Yingdi looked at the two little girls and couldn't help but feel a little sad. Their best days were not at home yet. She could only see if she could protect these two children.

Just wait a little longer... Once the two children grow up and get married, she can finally breathe a sigh of relief and focus on her future son.

Mengdi is really sensible and won't make her angry. She is very worry-free.

Just like myself when I was a kid.

She remembered herself as a child, very sensible and capable of doing everything, but her family didn't like her. She thought that if she was sensible enough, she wouldn't be so annoying.

But the results are always unsatisfactory.

There was no point in girls studying so much, as they would eventually get married. So she didn't plan on sending her two little girls to school. They were only supposed to finish junior high school.

…Forget it. These two girls can get married after they finish junior high school. That way, they can get some money. Chen Jiade won't call them money-losing goods anymore. And once they get married, there won't be so much trouble.

"Go to sleep, Mengdi. You must listen to your mother in the future. Do you understand? When you grow up and get married, you must also listen to your mother. Okay?"

There was no other way, she could only vaccinate her children in advance... For no other reason, she just hoped that they would be happier after getting married and not suffer any grievances. She also didn't want them to marry someone like her...