After dreaming of getting rich, I dressed up as a collapsed idol

"You read here while mommy goes to cook."

My daughter did not respond, her attention was focused on the few lines of words on the title page. The education in the school for the deaf and dumb enabled her to read independently.

Mother has become accustomed to her indifferent attitude.

When he was little, Mo You was actually a very cheerful child. He liked to laugh, act coquettishly, and talk to people.

It was not until a series of events happened later that she slowly closed her heart.

She wanted to touch her daughter's head, but remembering that Mo You didn't like such close contact, she gave up the idea and left the room silently.

The decoration of the old house reveals a stale smell, and the environment at home is a bit messy.

There's no way around it. She has to work every day and take care of her daughter, so she always neglects other aspects.

Suddenly I felt like cleaning up, so I put some scattered things back to their original places and swept the floor. When I looked up, I saw myself in the mirror.

I didn't realize that I have grown so old. There are wrinkles at the corners of my eyes, a weathered look in my eyes, and white hair at my temples.

She smiled at herself in the mirror and smoothed her hair.

Someone once asked her, isn’t this tiring?

She always said lightly that it didn't matter how tiring it was, life had to go on.

But only she herself knows that the feeling of tiredness from the depths of her soul has never left her.

She never thought that her daughter Mo You was a burden. She hoped to give her daughter a stable living environment, but her daughter's indifference made her very uncomfortable.

Although I never showed it in front of my daughter.

But every time Mo You used silent violence against her, it cut her heart like a knife.

The doctor told her that this was a child who had suffered mental trauma and was using his own way to relieve his inner pain. This kind of psychological problem was very troublesome and would take time to resolve bit by bit.

Perhaps the young writer's book would put her in a better mood.

Mother Mo remembered the smile her daughter had just shown, and felt a little comforted.

During this period, she was worried for a long time, fearing that her daughter would exhibit self-destructive behavior again.

I went into the kitchen to cook and made a braised fish that my daughter likes.

After the food is served, enter the room.

Mo You sat quietly at the desk, immersed in the world constructed by words.

Walk over and pat her shoulder.

"Let's eat first, and then watch it after dinner."

The girl raised her head, her eyes confused for a moment. After she came to her senses, she hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded, and lovingly added the bookmark she got at the last book signing event to the middle of the page.

While eating, Mo's mother felt that her daughter had changed, but she couldn't say what it was.

She picked up a piece of ribs and put it in the girl's bowl. After she finished picking it up, she remembered that her daughter actually hated this kind of behavior. She was worried that Mo You would throw the ribs away like before.

But the girl took a look at the ribs in the bowl, then slowly took a small bite.

The mother was stunned. An inexplicable emotion was churning in her heart, impacting her eyes, making her nose sore and wanting to cry.

It has been a long time since this kind of ordinary interaction between mother and daughter happened in this family.

She didn't know what was happening, but she knew that some good changes that she had hoped for in the past were quietly happening.

Is it because of that book?

The change in her daughter happened after the young writer sent her the book, which made her think inevitably.

Maybe I should read this book myself.

……

"Thanks."

Lu Qingfeng’s Weibo followers have increased dramatically recently because of the book “The Blue Shore”. After reading this book, many people really came to terms with their past.

So there are often such comments in the comment section.

The hot sales of this book in the book market exceeded everyone's expectations. Less than a week after its release, it was already in its second printing.