After rebirth, the abstinent prince wants to marry me every day
Chapter 92 I Have Admired You for Many Years
Walking on the path in the palace, Zhu Qingan felt as if he was in a trance.
Her feet felt light and Zhu Qing'an was completely distraught. She was so scared!
In addition to being afraid that something might happen to her aunt, she also felt guilty. She didn't dare to think that during those countless days and nights when she pestered her aunt, she was actually hurting her.
"Princess... cheer up!" Fu Guang followed Zhu Qing'an with a sad look on her face. She had never seen the princess so helpless, as if a gust of wind could blow her down.
But at this time Zhu Qing'an could not hear anything. She only felt that she seemed to be detached from the world.
She walked out of the palace in a daze, and Fu Guang followed her carefully. Suddenly, a tall figure came towards her.
Fu Guang was like seeing a savior, and whispered, "Your Majesty!"
Bian Jingsheng was preparing to enter the palace, but he noticed that something was wrong with Zhu Qing'an at a glance. There were guards and palace servants all around him. Bian Jingsheng resisted the urge to embrace Zhu Qing'an in his arms.
"Princess?" Bian Jingsheng asked in a low voice, his eyebrows slightly lowered, his eyes full of hidden worry.
In Bian Jingsheng's eyes, Zhu Qing'an at this moment was like a delicate flower on the roadside blown away by the strong wind, swaying and about to fall, as if any breeze could blow her down.
Especially at this moment, Zhu Qing'an's eyes were full of fear. Even when he was hurt by Shen Shixin last time, Zhu Qing'an did not look so panicked.
Zhu Qing'an seemed not to hear Bian Jingsheng's voice. She let Fu Guang help her get on the carriage and almost fell down while getting on.
"Be careful!" Bian Jingsheng stretched out his hand slightly, but then restrained himself and withdrew his hand, allowing the carriage of Wen'an Marquis Mansion to leave.
"Chuan Gu, go and apologize to the Queen Mother. I will go to the palace to see her later!" Bian Jingsheng said, jumped on his horse, and hurriedly chased after him.
Even though he urgently needed to enter the palace at this time, and he knew that the Queen Mother was poisoned, he now felt that Zhu Qing'an needed him more, but he couldn't let Zhu Qing'an go.
"Princess, don't worry too much. The Queen Mother will be fine!" Fu Guang advised, but unfortunately Zhu Qing'an had already closed her eyes.
She naturally hoped that her aunt would be safe, but she was still afraid in her heart. If something happened to her aunt again, she really couldn't bear the pain of losing her aunt again.
Zhu Qingan closed his eyes and two lines of tears fell down his eyes.
Fu Guang was so anxious that she didn't know what to do. She was not good at speaking to begin with, and now she didn't know how to comfort Zhu Qing'an.
The curtain of the carriage was lifted, and Fu Guang saw the person coming. He first glanced at the princess who continued to close her eyes and was unaware of the situation, then thought for a moment, bowed, and got out of the carriage.
I hope Prince Zhongyi can cheer the princess up and comfort her a little.
Bian Jingsheng sat next to Zhu Qingan. Zhu Qingan had beautiful eyes and eyebrows, but now she sat there motionless and cried, like a broken jade, desolate and fragile.
But Bian Jingsheng prefers the lively Zhu Qingan rather than the fragile her.
"Princess!" Bian Jingsheng stretched out his hand, and seeing that Zhu Qing'an didn't respond, he lowered his voice and called out, "Qing'an..."
He had called out the name in his heart thousands of times, and now he finally said it out loud.
Zhu Qingan closed her red lips tightly and refused to open her eyes to look at him.
Bian Jingsheng tentatively took Zhu Qingan into his arms. This action was an overstep, but at this moment, the color-changing mirror only wanted to do this.
He forgot all about propriety, righteousness, integrity and gentlemanly behavior.
If it were any other day, Zhu Qing Anding would not allow Bian Jingsheng to get so close to her, but at this moment she was extremely helpless. She was like a person who fell into the water, desperately wanting to grab a piece of driftwood.
"Qing'an, don't be afraid! I'll take care of everything! The Queen Mother will be fine, and I won't let anything happen to her!" Bian Jingsheng repeated his words over and over again.
"The Queen Mother loves you the most. If you are unable to recover now, the Queen Mother will only be more worried! You must cheer up as soon as possible so that you can help the Queen Mother find medicinal herbs!" Bian Jingsheng continued.
Normally his voice was always cold and steady, but at this moment his voice was so gentle, as if he was afraid that if his voice was a little louder, it would scare the girl in his arms.
"It's all my fault! It's all my fault! If it weren't for me, how could my aunt be poisoned!" Zhu Qing'an grabbed Bian Jingsheng's clothes and suddenly broke down.
Perhaps it was because Bian Jingsheng's voice was too gentle, or perhaps it was because she subconsciously trusted Bian Jingsheng too much, her tears could not stop flowing from her eyes, her shoulders kept shaking, she sobbed softly at first, and then burst into tears.
Bian Jingsheng sighed softly and reached out to wipe the tears from Zhu Qing'an's cheeks. Although the tears were cold, they burned his whole body and made his throat dry. He just wanted to hug the girl in front of him tightly in his arms and do his best to protect her from worries for the rest of her life.
"It's okay, it's okay!" Bian Jingsheng kept holding Zhu Qing'an, comforting her over and over again, and patting Zhu Qing'an's shoulders gently with his hands.
Zhu Qing'an only felt that this embrace was so broad that it seemed to be able to accommodate all his anxieties.
She cried loudly, letting her tears wet Bian Jingsheng's clothes on his chest.
Zhu Qing'an didn't know how long she had been crying, but from beginning to end, she could feel Bian Jingsheng holding her gently and coaxing her.
His emotions gradually calmed down, and Zhu Qing'an gently pushed Jingsheng down, but didn't move him.
After using a little more strength, Bian Jingsheng finally let her go, and Zhu Qingan realized how intimate the posture between her and Bian Jingsheng was just now.
She was actually held on Bian Jingsheng's lap like a child, and her whole body was nestled in Bian Jingsheng's arms, and even their breathing seemed to be entangled.
"Sorry! Your clothes are dirty!" Zhu Qing'an saw that the clothes on Bian Jingsheng's chest were not only deformed by her, but also had her tears on them, which was particularly glaring.
Bian Jingsheng didn't mind at all. Seeing that Zhu Qing'an's emotions had stabilized a little, he felt a little relieved.
"No problem!" Bian Jingsheng said, glancing inside the carriage. Seeing the warm tea on the side, he quickly poured a cup for Zhu Qingan and handed it to him, "Drink some water to moisten your throat!"
Zhu Qingan took it, and at this time Bian Jingsheng saw that Zhu Qingan's earlobe seemed to turn pink.
He felt amused and realized that Zhu Qing'an was shy. It was rare for him to see Zhu Qing'an so shy, so he looked at her again.
Zhu Qing'an held the teacup and drank several sips of warm tea. She was indeed a little thirsty, and even her eyes felt dry.
"How does the prince know about my aunt?" Zhu Qing'an gripped the teacup tightly, the edges of his fingers turning pale from the force, and his eyes lost the trust and dependence that had just appeared in them, replaced by vigilance and precaution.
After all, how long had it been known about her aunt's poisoning, and how did Bian Jingsheng, who was far away from the palace, know about it? This made her wonder if Bian Jingsheng had planted spies in the Cining Palace to monitor everything there.
There was still a trace of disappointment in his heart, but Zhu Qing'an didn't know what he was disappointed about.
But when it comes to her aunt, no one can threaten her safety, and Bian Jingsheng is no exception. If he has any intention of harming her aunt, Zhu Qing'an will never tolerate it.
Bian Jingsheng was also surprised. He didn't expect Zhu Qing'an to react so quickly.
There are some things that Bian Jingsheng never intended to hide, but he didn't have a good opportunity before. Now he has to confess it.
"Don't you know that all my strategies were taught by Aunt Yao?" Bian Jingsheng said with a smile.
Zhu Qingan was startled, and stared at Bian Jingsheng with watery eyes. "Why are you calling me aunt? What do you mean?"
At this time, Zhu Qing'an was really a little dizzy. She didn't understand what Bian Jingsheng was saying. She didn't understand a word he said.
Bian Jingsheng sighed, then reached out and touched Zhu Qingan's hair, and then slowly spoke.
Back then, the old King Zhongyi died in the battlefield. The old princess was extremely sad and suffered a great blow, falling ill and unable to recover. In the huge King Zhongyi Palace, there was only one person, Bian Jingsheng, who was still a child.
The late emperor's precautions and the court officials' taking advantage of the situation have put the Zhongyi Palace in danger. Many people even think that the Zhongyi Palace will disappear from Ancheng from now on and end in desolation.
However, Bian Jingsheng's mother, the old princess, secretly went to the Queen Mother for help. No one in the court knew that when the Queen Mother was still in the boudoir, she and the old princess were close friends.
But in the end, one of them was a princess who followed her husband into battle, and the other was a queen who sat high on the throne. The two no longer had any contact, but the affection between them remained.
The Queen Mother felt sorry for her friend's situation and had pity on Bian Jingsheng, a helpless child, so she was naturally willing to educate him.
But she was the queen at that time. If people knew that she raised the children of the Zhongyi Palace, it would naturally cause a lot of trouble.
Therefore, the Queen Mother only taught Bian Jingsheng in private, not only teaching him how to be a good person, but also finding the best martial arts master to teach him martial arts.
It can be said that the reason why Bian Jingsheng has such martial arts skills, strategies, and even the ambition of Chicheng is because of the good education given by the Queen Mother.
"Qing'an, I studied day and night in the palace just across the wall from you! Whenever I was too tired to give up, I could hear your voice. Slowly, I became like the darkness in the shadows, looking at you silently and greedily. You don't know that in those years, you were my light!" Bian Jingsheng said slowly.
Zhu Qing'an just found it incredible. It turned out that Bian Jingsheng lived in the desolate palace next to the palace he had built in the palace.
No wonder. At that time, the palace was obviously very close to my aunt's palace. It shouldn't be desolate and uninhabited. Even the palace gate was closed all year round.
Occasionally, she seemed to hear slight noises coming from the palace next to her, but she didn't take it seriously at first, thinking that it was just the palace maids cleaning. She didn't expect that there was a young child living there.
No wonder she always felt that Bian Jingsheng was too good to her. She had previously thought it was because of her father and aunt, but it turned out that he had known her for a long time.
No wonder she always felt that Bian Jingsheng was different from ordinary men. He respected women more, acted more open-mindedly, and even his thoughts were so different. It turned out that it was because of her aunt's teachings.
No wonder Bian Jingsheng said he loved her. At that time, she just thought it was ridiculous. This liking came out of nowhere. Now she knows that they have such a connection.
"Qing'an, believe me, I have no plans for you! Aunt Yao is the most important person to me in this world, and I will never let anything happen to her!" Bian Jingsheng promised.
If Zhu Qing'an had been wary and suspicious of Bian Jingsheng before, now she completely trusted Bian Jingsheng.
Her heart calmed down instantly. She knew Bian Jingsheng's abilities. With Bian Jingsheng's help, perhaps the two medicines would be easier to find.
At this time, the carriage also quietly went towards Wen Anhou. Bian Jingsheng had always been a man of few words, but now he told Zhu Qingan everything that had happened over the years.
"Back then, when you were flying a kite, it flew to my side. You may not know that I was standing in the palace next to you, practicing martial arts while listening to your laughter!" Bian Jingsheng's face was full of warmth when he recalled the past.
The days of practicing martial arts were endless, and he was exhausted and suffered. There were even many times when he felt like giving up. However, the reputation and prestige of the Zhongyi Palace and his father's last wish made the young boy feel suffocated.
But the appearance of Zhu Qing'an was like sugar that suddenly appeared in the bitter life. He just heard Zhu Qing'an's voice and felt Zhu Qing'an's happiness, and it seemed that he became happy too.
When did he fall in love with Zhu Qing'an? It was when he had been eavesdropping on that voice for two years, and then he finally saw with his own eyes the little girl surrounded by happiness. At that moment, Bian Jingsheng felt his heart beating faster.
He later realized that after so many years of companionship, he had already fallen in love with the little girl who lived across the wall.
Everything that happened later only made the love more and more suppressed.
"So, my kite was blown to the nearby tree by the wind that day, but returned to the palace safely the next day. Was it you who did it?" Zhu Qing'an asked.
Because her aunt told her not to go to the palace next door, she never went there out of curiosity for so many years.
That day, the kite flew to the nearby palace. Even though Zhu Qing'an liked the kite, she didn't ask anyone to take it away. She just felt it was a pity.
Unexpectedly, when he woke up the next day, he saw that the kite had flown back to his palace, and the places that were scratched by the branches were repaired.
Zhu Qing'an was puzzled for a long time at that time. When she told her aunt about this, her aunt just touched her head with a smile and said that she must be too cute and met a kind-hearted person who repaired her kite.
Now that I think about it, my aunt must know all this.
"It's me!" Bian Jue admitted. He knew how much Zhu Qing'an liked the kite, so when night fell, he climbed up the tree to take down the kite, and then carefully repaired the kite under the cover of darkness and returned it before dawn.
When he heard Zhu Qing'an calling happily while holding the kite, he suddenly felt that everything he had done was worth it.
Not only Feng Zheng, he always silently pays attention to Zhu Qing'an, happy for her happiness and sad for her sadness.
Unfortunately, he later joined the military camp and was separated from her for several years. When he heard about Zhu Qing'an again, he found out that she was engaged.
He thought that he would never be able to express that love that ended in vain, but he didn't want to go around in circles, he still had a chance.
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