In the book, the female supporting role dreams of being an idle fish

"I'm incompetent and wasn't reborn as a boy. Now it's my turn to go to the countryside, but you're throwing a tantrum at me. You don't even consider what you are. Are you worthy of me? You're such a dead thing that even dogs wouldn't chew on it."

Gu Lixia had just regained consciousness, but before she even opened her eyes, she heard a middle-aged woman yelling and cursing. She thought to herself, "Who is she scolding? Is she so wicked?"

Gu Lixia remembered that she was hit by a gang of motorcyclists while crossing the road.

Recalling the scene in his mind, Gu Lixia's face turned pale again.

Damn it, the feeling of being knocked away still lingered in her internal organs, but wasn’t she already dead?

Because of doubts in her heart, Gu Lixia opened her eyes and looked around, only then could she see the surrounding environment clearly.

This is a small room with simple furnishings.

There was a single bed under me, with four legs and a bed board, tightly pressed against two walls and the back of what should be a cabinet.

If you want to get down to the ground, there is only one direction: get up and go down to the ground.

Since she had not yet received the original owner's memories, Gu Lixia did not dare to go out and had lost the desire to explore the room.

He sat back on the bed and began to carefully search for the original owner's memories.

The original owner was born on the day of the beginning of summer in 1950, so he was named Lixia.

Gu's mother, Liu Xiaocao, was born into a family that favors boys over girls. She was brainwashed from childhood that daughters are money-losing goods and boys are the ones she can rely on in the future.

After the original owner was born, she was able to drink breast milk in front of others.

When only the mother and daughter were around, they were the only ones to be beaten.

The couple planned to send the original owner away, mainly because they thought it was a waste of food.

But I am afraid that it will affect my work.

Then he thought that girls eat less, so the original owner's share of food could be given to boys.

When the original owner was young, he was ignorant and naive. When he saw his mother hugging his brother Gu Lichun, he ran over and hugged Liu Xiaocao's legs, but Liu Xiaocao kicked him away.

After doing it so many times, the original owner stopped digging it out.

Eat with your hands.

If you drop food on the table once, you won’t be allowed to eat for the whole day. They say you are stupid and have no brains.

The original owner was the youngest in the family of four and was the slowest to eat, so Liu Xiaocao said that whoever finished eating last would wash the pot. In this way, the three-year-old original owner began his 18-year career of washing dishes.

When she was four years old, Liu Xiaocao became pregnant again, and the original owner began to take care of the pregnant woman.

Standing on a stool, listening to Liu Xiaocao's cursing instructions, I started cooking. I finally waited until my younger brother was born, and the days of serving him began again.

The original owner was the personal maid of the landlord, and her younger brother was the young master of the landlord's family.

When her younger brother was breastfeeding, the original owner looked at him with eager eyes. Liu Xiaocao scolded her, "You little girl, I'll dig out your eyes if you keep looking at me."

The original owner was afraid and hid back in this so-called room.

Slowly, the younger brother grew up. From learning to walk to running, the original owner felt that it took a very long time.

When the original owner was 11 years old, Liu Xiaocao had already started pretending to send Gu Lidong to school, but she didn't even mention sending herself.

The original owner listened to his neighbor's words and followed his father Gu Laosan to the factory.

When she entered the door, the security guard asked her, "You look unfamiliar. Who are you from and what are you doing here?"

The original owner pointed at Gu Laosan, who was walking in front and whose back could no longer be seen, and said that his father left in a hurry this morning and left his meal ticket at home, so his mother asked him to bring it over.

In this way, the original owner sneaked into Gu Laosan's factory, pulled a female worker and asked, "Sister, where is the leader's office?" The enthusiastic female worker sent her to the office of the women's director.

The original owner became timid and afraid when he entered the office, and said nothing.

Based on her experience in the work, the director of women's affairs asked the original owner whether her family had asked her to drop out of school.

The original owner cried and said that she had never been to school, and her younger brother would be sent to school soon. Her mother was already preparing to find a family to send her away.

The director of women's affairs asked about the original owner's father, and the people under her called the original owner's father over.

The original owner's father came over and asked what was wrong, and whether he had gotten into trouble again.

What do you want to see me for?

I'm not going to work, are you going to eat shit?

The women's director criticized and educated the original owner's father, and asked the original owner's father, Gu Laosan, to write a letter of guarantee.

As long as Gu Lixia can pass the exam, they will support her to study. Gu Lao San was fine when he signed the letter of guarantee and promised to send his child to school.

When they returned home at night, the couple beat the original owner with sticks until his skin was torn and his flesh was fried.

It brought shame to the factory and tarnished the image of Gu Laosan.

So Gu Lixia started to go to school.

The original owner cherished his hard-earned school life very much, and always ranked first in the grade in the final exams of each semester.

At the age of 16, Liu Xiaocao returned to his old ways and planned to find someone to marry Gu Lixia.

The original owner went to school for a few days, listened to many stories, and read newspapers, which broadened his horizons.

I promised Liu Xiaocao that if she finished junior high school, she could ask for 50 yuan more in dowry than other girls when she got married. If she finished high school, she could ask for 100 yuan.

With this 100 yuan, Liu Xiaocao was able to finish high school smoothly.

I just got my diploma and came home yesterday, and I heard that my parents had bought a job cutting vegetables in a state-owned store for my younger brother who had just graduated from junior high school.

In recent years, the activity of sending educated youth to the countryside has been very vigorous. Every family must have one child go to the countryside, unless all children have jobs.

The original owner was so sad that she didn't eat dinner and was chased and beaten by her mother.

When Gu Lixia woke up, everyone who had a job at home had gone to work, leaving only the mother and daughter.

Recalling this, Gu Lixia finally remembered a novel she had read, "The Journey of the Educated Youth to Wealth in the 1970s."

In the original text, the original female supporting character did not survive the first winter after going to the countryside in Northeast China.

As the first snow of winter is approaching, the hypocritical green tea heroine sells him to a village scoundrel for 50 yuan in advance.

The heroine tricked the original owner into going out to the mountains to pick rabbits.

The original owner hadn't eaten meat for half a year and was craving it to death. Since they were classmates and they were going together, he felt at ease to go out.

As a result, she was pinned down by the second-rate guys who had ambushed her in advance, and the heroine turned around and left.

The original owner was abused in the mountains. His health was too poor to wake up in time and return to the educated youth site. He froze to death in the deep mountains and forests of Northeast China.

A hunter in the village was hunting and tripped when passing by. When he pulled the body apart, he saw that it was a person.

However, due to the rumors spread by the heroine, the original owner had already escaped.

The educated youth in the village had already divided up the original owner's belongings and had a unified story, saying they had no idea the original owner had gone into the mountains.

The hunter found a place for the original owner, dug a hole and buried him.

The beating last night and the long-term hunger caused the original owner's soul to return to heaven, which led to the current Gu Lixia traveling through time.

Looking at this body, it can only be described as skinny.

Gu Lixia walked towards the broken mirror pieces that were nailed to the wall.