Crossing the Sauvignon Blanc

Back at the bedside, Xiaoyao had calmed down, but she was still shaking and curled up, tears streaming from her eyes. Yan Mo took a towel and wiped the tears from her face.

"Silly boy, don't be sad. Sister has found it for you. You have to wait a little longer. He... is waiting for you too..."

Yan Mo patted Xiaoyao's back and coaxed her softly: "Don't be afraid, sister is here, sister will protect you."

……

In the middle of the night, Xiaoyao slowly opened her eyes, the despair in her eyes still lingered. She lay motionless, her soul seemed to have been sucked away, until she felt someone pat her gently.

"Don't be afraid, sister is here..."

Xiaoyao slowly turned her head, her eyes seemed to have finally found her target, she saw Yan Mo lying on the bed and had fallen asleep, but her hands were still instinctively comforting her, and her mouth was still telling her: Don't be afraid, sister is here

Xiaoyao was in a complicated state of mind. She remembered everything, but how could she face it all now? She remembered her past life, but she also hadn't forgotten her present life...

"Sister..." Xiaoyao murmured

"Haha, it turns out I'm really that unbearable..."

Xiaoyao's tears burst out again. She sobbed softly, hugged her knees tightly with her hands and buried herself in them.

Yan Mo was awakened by the crying and saw Xiao Yao woke up and cried again. For a moment, she didn't know what to say.

Let's wait until she has cried enough.

For a long time, Xiao Yao still didn't raise her head. She felt ashamed to face people, let alone Yan Mo. At this moment, she wanted to retreat back to that small, dark corner where no one would see her embarrassment...

"Sister, I remember everything..." Xiaoyao's muffled voice sounded, her head still buried and she refused to get up.

"Well, sister knows, do you blame sister for lying to you?"

Xiaoyao buried her head and shook it: "I am not worthy..."

Yan Mo chuckled: "Yeah, not worthy, you are quite self-aware."

Xiao Yao was not annoyed. She knew that she was indeed not worthy of Xiangliu's kindness.

"Xiaoyao, that was in your previous life. The Xiaoyao of this life is great, don't you think?"

Xiaoyao raised her head in a daze, but still shook her head.

Yan Mo reached out to wipe her tears, his own eyes were also wet.

"You are my disciple who I have spent three hundred years to teach. You are the fearless Hao Ling Jiuyao, the future Queen of the Great Wilderness. If you are not awesome, then everyone in the world is trash, except me, of course!"

Xiaoyao was amused by her

"I asked... to buy a lot of wine. Want some?" Yan Mo waved his hand, and more than a dozen bottles of peach blossom wine appeared on the bed. Not caring about whether it would get dirty, he picked up a bottle and handed it to Xiaoyao. Xiaoyao took it, tilted her head back, and drank most of the bottle. A little light seemed to return to her eyes.

Yan Mo drank half the bottle as well, then slowly said: "I'm sorry, from childhood to adulthood, the only thing I've ever lied to you is that I tricked Xiang Liu away. You can blame me or not, it's already happened. If you can't accept it, you can leave here. You now have your father, your mother, and your sister. They are capable of protecting you, whether you have a sister or not, it doesn't matter..."

"Sister, don't you want me anymore?" Xiaoyao felt a little lost.

"Whether you want it or not is up to you. I respect your choice. However, if you still choose Xuan, we will be enemies from now on. I will not show mercy..."

Yan Mo sighed in her heart, the consequences of being soft-hearted, nine lives are not enough, she can't afford to gamble...

"I won't do it again, I swear!" Xiaoyao seemed afraid that Yan Mo would really be afraid that she would help Xuanxuan. She nervously grasped Yan Mo's hand and swore with her other hand. Her expression was scared and nervous, and the tear marks on both sides of her face were messy, making her look pitiful.

"It was my sister who saved me, brought me by her side, repaired my Dantian, taught me how to cultivate, taught me how to behave and see others, saved my mother, and helped me find a home. I also have a lovely sister. I will never be able to repay such a great kindness in my entire life. I swore to the heavens that I would never betray my sister, never harm... Xiangliu... the righteous army."

"What about Xuan? Now that you think about it, can you really bear to leave him?" Yan Mo carefully observed her expression. If there was anything wrong, she would leave.

"Oh, Dingxuan, my good brother, what has he done for me? I can't even think of it... For him, I even hid the person I loved the most deep in my heart. I didn't even dare to let myself know how much I loved him! But, Dingxuan! How dare he, how dare he do this to me? He didn't even let me go for my small request. He doesn't deserve it! He is a devil, a devil who sucks human flesh and blood. Why should I help him? What right do I have to help him!"

Xiao Yao tore her hair like crazy, as if all the memories were attacking her mind mercilessly again. The unforgettable despair reminded her again and again how stupid she had been!

"Sister, I was wrong, I regret it..."

Yan Mo did not stop her. She needed to vent. Yan Mo understood the pain, but now she could not tell Xiaoyao that Xiangliu from her previous life had returned. Yan Mo needed Xiaoyao to get out of it on her own, otherwise she would never get out of this nightmare.

"Haha, sister, you know what? In the end, Xuan didn't get what he wanted, and neither did Tu Shanjing. No one got what he wanted. They made the person I loved the most die, so I let the person I loved the most die. How fair!"

Xiaoyao roared like crazy. Suddenly he quieted down and continued to speak incoherently:

"I thought that as long as I didn't learn from my mother and father, I could live well. Love is something illusory. If it exists, it's icing on the cake. If it doesn't exist, it's no big deal. I thought losing my beloved was just a heart-wrenching pain. I thought I could bear it! I didn't dare let him into my dream, but the first person to enter my dream was him! I couldn't drive him away. I became more and more afraid. I wanted to escape. I thought that maybe I could drive him away by letting someone else live in. So, I promised Xuan, Tu Shanjing, and even Feng Long again and again. As long as it wasn't him, it didn't matter who it was. He always reminded me over and over again that he would die on the battlefield. I also told myself over and over again that there was no ending between him and me. But he gave me hope with Fang Fengbei, making me feel that it didn't matter if Xiangliu was gone, as long as Fang Fengbei was alive. I always couldn't help wanting to follow him and get close to him. As long as he was there, I would sleep very well. I want to be safe, but Xuanxuan reminds me that I can't get too close to Fangfengbei. He also wants Tushanjing. What does he think of me? Yes, this is my own choice. It's me who is shameless and pulling between several men. I am a princess of a great country, and I am willing to degrade myself and accompany this one and that one. I even know that Tushanjing will secretly use illusions on me. I think letting Xuanxuan know that Tushanjing is the only one in my heart will make Xiangliu Fangfengbei safer. It doesn't matter if we are not together, as long as he is alive. I also know that he pushed me to Tushanjing, so I will play dumb and do as he wishes, so that he can fight the war with peace of mind. I will cooperate with whatever outcome he wants. As long as he is willing to keep his life and be a free Fangfengbei, it doesn't matter if I marry someone else. However, I clearly asked my brother, and he agreed to let him live. I have paid so much for him, and I only have one request. Why doesn't he agree? ? "

"I have been under the sea for thirty-seven years. Although I cannot wake up and cannot move, I really feel very happy. What I look forward to most is the sound of the shell opening, because I know he is here. Although I feel bad that he feeds me the blood of his heart, I still feel very happy. I thought that as long as I wake up, we can be together, but he doesn't want me anymore. I don't understand. He spoke to me so gently, why didn't he see me when he woke up? I don't understand his heart at all. I was very angry. If he doesn't want it, then don't want it. There will be someone who will. I saw Tu Shanjing die for me again. I don't know what stupid thing I did. I used the way he saved me to save Tu Shanjing. It was like I was finally taking revenge on him for not wanting me. Do I love Jing? Tushan Jing knows better than me. He is just a shield that I used to protect Xiangliu. I have never seen him in my eyes. How can I deceive Xuanxuan if I don’t act seriously? I thought about escaping from Xuanxuan, but I couldn’t escape. If I went back to Wushen Mountain, he would come to force me to go back. I couldn’t go to Xiangliu because it would bring him danger. Xiangliu also knew it, he knew it better than anyone else, so he pushed me to Tushan Jing desperately. He really thought I liked Tushan Jing. Haha, I even deceived him. Am I very powerful? But sister, I feel so dirty and disgusting. I... I was so self-righteous and did stupid things. I thought I could protect him. I poisoned myself. I thought that as long as he came to negotiate with Xuan, he and the rebels could live for a few more decades. He was not afraid of poison, as long as he could suck it out. I could wake up after decades or even centuries. But when I woke up, nothing had changed. I was so desperate. I was saved by the Queen Mother and the poison was removed. The only connection between him and me was gone. I thought, why not just be the Queen Mother? It’s actually not bad to be alone. I was really tired, but Tu Shanjing came back again. I thought, I could still have a chance to see him again, just by getting married and then going on a wandering trip. , I can still see him from afar, as long as he is alive, nothing else matters. But I heard the news that he was pierced by thousands of arrows. I don’t believe it, I just don’t believe it. He is so cunning, as long as he wants to live, no one can kill him. He erased all my memories and didn’t even leave me the ape mirror. Am I so unbearable in his eyes? He also thinks I am unworthy, right? But what qualifications do I have to say I love him? I don’t deserve to love him at all, but I am so hurt. He is gone, but I am still alive. How can I still be alive? If it weren’t for me helping Xuanxuan, he would not have died. How can I still live with peace of mind! "

"So, Jing and I said, let's go to the sea and find a small island to settle down. He was really obedient, haha, really obedient! How could I not see him, he just regarded me as a life-saving straw, he didn't understand love at all, although I was equally unbearable, but he didn't deserve me either, and the stupid things he did were much better than mine! I took advantage of him not paying attention, left a letter of divorce, and jumped into the sea. He couldn't catch up with me. I was finally free. I had lived enough in this life. I wanted to accompany him, otherwise he would be so lonely alone. I was still not obedient. I promised him that I would live well, but living was too painful and too tiring. I wanted him to accompany me. I swam for seven days and seven nights and finally found the island. It was easy to recognize. There was no grass growing there, and there were corpses everywhere. There was thick poisonous gas all around. I thought I would be poisoned to death. , but no, in the end, the poison in his body still instinctively protected me, do you think he was stupid? I searched inch by inch, but I found nothing. I heard that he died violently. Apart from the poison, he didn't leave anything behind. I used my bloody hands to dig the soil bit by bit. Finally, I found the scimitar, but it was also dirty. I helped him clean it. He loved cleanliness the most, how could he make it so dirty! Xiangliu, I know I was wrong. I thought I could bear the world without you. It was me who made him feel pierced by thousands of arrows, so I came to atone for my sins! I used his knife to pierce my heart little by little. I thought it wouldn't hurt at all, so I twisted it hard and broke my heart into pieces. I think this should be the feeling of being pierced by thousands of arrows. I am very happy. I am finally with him. I am free!"

"When I thought I was going to die, I heard a sigh. An old man asked me if I was willing to pay a price to let Xiangliu live again. I agreed without thinking. He told me that as long as I used my soul power to wrap up Xiangliu's soul that had not yet dissipated completely, he could send Xiangliu back, and my soul would be scattered! So what? I was wrong in the first place. As long as Xiangliu can live, it doesn't matter if his soul is scattered. It's great that he is alive and well now, and he is very happy. What am I dissatisfied with? As long as he is alive, it's good. It's me who is not worthy of him..."

What Xiaoyao didn't know was that after the old man sent Xiangliu away, he sighed: "Little Phoenix, I'm sorry, Xiangliu in this life has become obsessed. I can only use other methods. With your intelligence, you will definitely be able to solve it. This little girl has a miserable life, so I will give you a chance of good fortune!"

Yan Mo listened quietly. She thought that maybe she would feel better if she talked it out, so she didn't stop him.

What they didn't know was that Xiangliu and a floating lantern on a tree by the river were also listening the entire time, the light flickering and swaying...