Rebirth 1998, Bai Yueguang got anxious after I stopped being a bootlicker

"..."

Pan Yinian scratched the back of his head. "Tell me, is there a possibility? At that time, you were so lonely and helpless, the world was dark, and I, a dung beetle, happened to appear before you, and happened to be stained with a layer of golden light, so you thought I was the brightest star in the night sky?"

“…”Su Ying.

"If you look at me from a different perspective, you'll find that I'm actually a complete coward. I don't dare to accept my own failures, I don't dare to face my loved ones, and I even bury my head in my idiot like an ostrich, pretending nothing happened..."

Recalling his past life self, Pan Yinian smiled bitterly, "Actually, if you peel off this outermost layer, I'm not much better than you. Perhaps the only thing I'm better than you is that I understand one more truth."

"What's the reason?" Chen Ningning.

"It is better to rely on yourself than on others." Pan Yinian.

"Is that so? But why, I still think you are very handsome, even if you are really a dung beetle, a sparkling golden dung beetle." When she said this, Chen Ningning giggled and clinked the can with Pan Yinian.

Then, leaning on Pan Yinian's shoulder, he said softly, "Pan Yinian, thank you, really."

Pan Yinian sighed helplessly and poured the can into his mouth.

Chen Ningning drank a lot at the barbecue stall.

Now, after drinking two cans of beer, Chen Ningning's threshold was directly exceeded.

He felt dizzy and limp, leaning on Pan Yinian's shoulder.

Under the dim light, the long white legs and pink lips were like cat's paws, constantly teasing Pan Yinian's bottom line.

Pan Yinian quickly turned his head to the side and muttered, "This damn girl is too bold. It's all thanks to me. If it were any other beast, they would have been eaten clean!"

"If...if you really want, I can help you..." Chen Ningning lowered her head, her voice as small as a mosquito.

Looking at Chen Ningning who was letting him pick her, Pan Yinian quickly strangled the little devil in his head and said, "It's getting late. I'll take you home."

"I do not……"

Chen Ningning shook her body as if playing a trick, and said pitifully, "Can you stay a little longer? At other times, you have Su Ying, Zhang Xing, and endless things to do. Only now can I stay by your side, just for a little while, just a little longer?"

Chen Ningning used her fingers to create a gap the size of a grain of rice and looked at Pan Yinian humbly.

Pan Yinian shook his head hard and said, "No."

"Then...then you can carry me on your back to where the light is brightest, okay?"

Chen Ningning looked at Pan Yinian, her eyes dim, and she tentatively opened her arms.

Go to where the light is brightest.

These words immediately touched the most fragile string in Pan Yinian's heart.

In his previous life, he was worse off than a dog. Every night, looking at the hustle and bustle of traffic and the lights of thousands of houses outside, he always felt out of tune with this world. It was as if there was such a big city, but there was no place for him to stand.

More than once he longed for someone to take him to the place with the brightest lights.

But these are just extravagant wishes after all.

Chen Ningning at this moment is very similar to him in his previous life.

In his previous life, no one saved him.

In this life, let him redeem himself from his previous life!

Pan Yinian slowly squatted down, and Chen Ningning bent her crescent-shaped eyes and lay on him, sticking tightly to Pan Yinian's back.

Very tight, very tight.

Pan Yinian felt a little suffocated and was about to say something to Chen Ningning.

Then Chen Ningning sighed softly, "Pan Yinian, please stop lecturing me. I don't want you to be my uncle."

Pan Yinian curled the corner of his mouth.

I thought to myself, I don’t want to do that either!

Isn't it because you are a wicked and evil father?

I felt like I was called old all of a sudden.

"Pan Yinian, wait until tomorrow and you will be my uncle again, okay?"

Chen Ningning's voice sounded again, soft and pitiful.

This was the first time he saw Chen Ningning like this since Zhuang Ziwen left for the north. He nodded with reluctance.

Then, he dragged Chen Ningning's legs, stood up, and walked back step by step.

But Chen Ningning seemed not to see it and spoke in a daze.

"Pan Yinian, just let me be willful for a while, okay? I won't dare to do it again after I sober up."

"Pan Yinian, tell me, how great would it have been if you and I had been in the same junior high school? That way I would have met you earlier."

"Pan Yinian, I'm so envious of Su Ying. So envious, so envious. I envy Su Ying for always being with you. I also envy Liu Yiyi. You've been coaxing her for at least three years."

"Pan Yinian, do you still remember the day my dad invited you for a drink? I kept telling myself you sang that song for me."

"Pan Yinian, can you sing that song for me?"

Listening to Chen Ningning's chattering, Pan Yinian's body stiffened slightly.

Originally, he thought Chen Ningning only treated him as a substitute, and would forget about him as soon as her wounds healed.

Therefore, he has always been lukewarm towards Chen Ningning.

It starts with being a deskmate and ends with being a deskmate.

But now, he realized that Chen Ningning had actually fallen into it.

Proud, yes.

Just like the classic saying of later generations: If you are handsome, I have no way to repay you except by giving you my body; if you are ugly, you will be treated like a slave in your next life.

At the very least, this shows that he is handsome and charming.

However, what is more of a feeling is sighing.

He is not a stud in novels, nor a hero like Cao Cao.

His heart had already been filled with Su Ying without him realizing it, leaving no room for anyone else.

And that song was sung for Su Ying, and would only be sung for Su Ying.

So, he could only shake his head again.

Chen Ningning, who was lying on Pan Yinian's back, stiffened slightly and held Pan Yinian's arms even tighter.

Until they arrived at Chen Ningning's house.

Chen Ningning suddenly slipped down and walked around to Pan Yinian. She tried hard to force a smile, but it just didn't work. Finally, she hugged Pan Yinian tightly and then opened her arms.

"Pan Yinian, I'm home. You...you should leave..."

Chen Ningning's voice was trembling.

Pan Yinian's heart was also trembling.

However, Pan Yinian still nodded, rubbed Chen Ningning's hair, turned and left.

Rubbing your hair is not frivolous.

Instead, he told Chen Ningning that from now on, he would be her uncle.

Looking at Pan Yinian's departing back, Chen Ningning softly hummed the song that Pan Yinian sang to Su Ying.

Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.

When Pan Yinian's back disappeared around the corner, Chen Ningning could no longer hold back and shouted at Pan Yinian, "Pan Yinian, I don't regret it."

Pan Yinian's body stiffened, and he forced himself not to look back.

Chen Ningning squatted on the ground, covering her eyes that were full of tears, "Pan Yinian, goodbye."

Upstairs in the back unit, Chen Ningning's mother wiped her tears and pinched Chen Anran hard...

Da da da……

The night was silent and the street lights were dim.

A slender shadow came and went, finally stopping in front of Chen Ningning...