90s: You are all reborn, who will spoil you?

After Lin Luping graduated from junior college, Lin Jun spent a lot of money, both in terms of favors and money, to get her into the clinic where he worked.

At that time, Lin Luping was only eighteen or nineteen years old, in the prime of her youth.

She and a group of close friends usually like to read magazines, chase stars, watch movies, and like to turn on the radio and listen to the radio at night.

She met an officer on an emotional program on a radio and television station. Coincidentally, this man was the nephew of Lin Jun's comrade-in-arms.

Lin Luping and the officer kept in touch through letters, and after about a year, they both felt that they liked each other.

The only time Lin Luping left the province in her life was to go to the snowy area to meet that officer.

But no one knew what happened. After Lin Luping came back, she refused to eat or drink for several days. Later, when she recovered, she cut off contact with the officers.

Jiang Cuifen was worried about her daughter, so she asked a friend to introduce a young man to her.

This young man is a teacher from Shanghai who came to teach. His surname is Huang.

When grandma mentioned Teacher Huang, Xie Yan instantly became interested.

In her previous life, Lin Luping mentioned Teacher Huang many times. She always said that Teacher Huang was her first love and that life would have been easier if she had been with Teacher Huang.

Xie Yan never cared about it, thinking that Teacher Huang's beauty was just a filter of Lin Luping's teenage years.

This was the first time she heard Teacher Huang described from someone other than her mother.

Teacher Huang was about twenty-four or twenty-five years old at the time. He always wore a blue cotton shirt with the cuffs slightly rolled up, revealing his strong, white wrists, which were the result of long periods of flipping through books and writing with chalk.

He has a handsome face, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his nose, and a gentle smile always on his lips.

In a mountainous village with scarce material conditions, Mr. Huang, who came from Shanghai and came from a wealthy family, was not at all spoiled or complaining. He took the initiative to integrate into the villagers and live and eat with the children. No matter what difficulties the children encountered, he would lend a helping hand.

He gave all the meager salary that the rural primary school gave him to students who dropped out of school because of their poor family conditions.

Most importantly, Mr. Huang is not only proficient in subject knowledge, but is also good at stimulating students' interest in learning in a vivid and interesting way.

In a simple classroom, he could use a blackboard and some chalks to create a wonderful world of knowledge, allowing students to acquire knowledge in laughter.

During recess, he was also good at music and painting. He often played guitar under the eaves of the school corridor and sang songs about dreams and distant places.

Who wouldn't be moved by such a handsome young man?

Once, Teacher Huang suffered from gastroenteritis and received an IV drip at the village clinic. Lin Luping was the one who treated him.

As a result, the two had a deeper connection. From the initial strangeness and politeness to the final familiarity and closeness, everything was so natural.

Everyone thought they would get married, at least Xie Yan's grandparents thought so.

However, Mr. Huang knows very well that he is just a passer-by on this land. After his teaching period is over, he will eventually return to his own world.

This emotional entanglement and struggle made both of them fall into deep thinking and decision-making.

In the end, Teacher Huang disappeared from Lin Luping's life.

Later, Jiang Cuifen arranged a blind date for Xie Jianhua and Lin Luping, which led to their marriage.

Jiang Cuifen said in one breath, holding Xie Yan in her arms, "Got it? Yanyan, your father and your mother are still very destined to be together."

Xie Yan nodded. "Then, Grandma, do you know why Mom is willing to accept Dad? Hasn't she always liked Teacher Huang? And what about that officer? What happened between him and Mom?"

Jiang Cuifen rubbed her granddaughter's forehead and rocked Xie Yan gently, just like when she was a child, as if this could coax her to sleep.

"Girl, you're asking so many questions, but grandma doesn't know anything."

Xie Yan jumped out of bed, took her grandmother's hand and acted coquettishly: "Grandma, grandma, do you know Yao Yadong?"

"Yao Yadong? Whose child is this? Why has grandma never heard of him?" Jiang Cuifen looked puzzled, her eyes revealing her curiosity at her granddaughter's sudden mention of this name.

She once suspected that her grandmother was Lin Luping's accomplice. She knew about the affair between Lin Luping and Yao Yadong, but still helped Lin Luping hide Xie Jianhua.

Xie Yan carefully observed Jiang Cuifen's expression, trying to find the answer from every subtle movement and look of her grandmother, but Jiang Cuifen's expression was nothing but confusion, without the slightest evasion or concealment.

This alleviated Xie Yan's doubts a little, but she still couldn't completely let go of them.

"Grandma, you really don't know Yao Yadong?" Xie Yan confirmed again, with a hint of urgency in her voice, as if she was looking for a crucial answer.

Jiang Cuifen shook her head, her face full of confusion.

"I don't know him, girl. Grandma is old now and knows almost everyone in the village and outside the village, but I have never heard of Yao Yadong."

After hearing what her grandmother said, Xie Yan couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.

She originally thought that she might be able to learn more about Lin Luping and Yao Yadong through her grandmother, but now it seems that this approach is not feasible.

I guess my grandparents don’t know about Yao Yadong’s affairs.

They have always lived in their own little world, knowing little about the turmoil in the outside world, and had no idea that their daughter, whom they regarded as the apple of their eye, would behave differently in front of the land gangster Yao Yadong.

Xie Yan clenched her hands, her nails digging deep into her palms. She felt the pain, but the pain made her more awake.

She sorted out the information she had collected about her mother today in her mind.

First of all, Lin Luping had two relationships before marriage, and had an unclear relationship with Yao Yadong after marriage.

Secondly, she has never stopped her PUA towards Xie Yan since she could remember.

It was obvious from her father's attitude towards her that he really disliked her. As for why he disliked her, Xie Yan had no choice but to get information from her father.

Finally, in her previous life, Xie Yan felt that she had no friends and was very pitiful. Why did people around her always bully and exclude her?

Xie Yan had this feeling because she was looking at the problem from Lin Luping's perspective, but today she looked at it from the perspective of an observer, and it seemed that it was not the same as she remembered.

In order to get attention, Lin Luping can attack her colleagues. Aunt Xiao Wei always says that she has a bad character. What kind of person is she in the workplace?

From Xie Yan's observation today, Lin Luping was not the innocent white lotus she described herself as, who disliked everyone and had to bully her.

The reason she has no friends is not because others deliberately bully or suppress her, but because she has big problems of her own.

But in her words, she just didn't want to be ostracized because of her bad behavior, she was bullied because she was too kind and gentle, and her infatuation was despised by her husband.

Xie Yan was speechless and angry that she had neither a brain nor eyes in her previous life.

Looking back, I can't blame my previous self, because I was also a puppet deliberately controlled by Lin Luping.

She could only see what Lin Luping wanted her to see, and she could only hear what Lin Luping wanted her to hear.

Can a frog that has been born at the bottom of a well know the vastness of the world?

The answer is obviously no.

Lin Luping deprived her of the ability to understand and distinguish right from wrong as early as her childhood.

Therefore, from beginning to end, she was just a puppet manipulated by Lin Luping.