There is no system for the anime, so I have to work hard on my own.

Ye Yusheng looked at the girl in front of him——

The girl has regular facial features, is neither short nor tall, has delicate skin, and is well-proportioned where necessary. She is also well-proportioned where necessary. No matter how you look at her, she is a very cute type.

But why does such a lovely girl give people a strange feeling that she is as ordinary as a stone on the roadside, as if she would disappear without a trace in an instant if thrown into a crowd?

After a while, Ye Yusheng finally understood why the girl gave people such an ordinary feeling. It was because she lacked any special features.

Compared with most of the distinctive heroines, such as the petite Kashiwagi Eri with her golden twinkling eyes, or the sharp-tongued senior with a proud figure and black stockings, the girl in front of him who is just wearing a beret and a bob haircut looks particularly ordinary.

This is how Japanese society is. They will admire, envy, isolate, and even verbally abuse and slander outstanding people, as if they want to drag them from the sky into the mud and cover them in dust.

Then say, "Ah, this person is no different!"

They will do their best to mock, ridicule and ignore ordinary people, as if in the process they can put themselves high on the altar and show their sense of superiority.

In short, anyone who is different from most of them will be their enemy.

It’s no wonder that Hikigaya lost hope in youth, simply because he saw things too clearly.

He understood his predicament and saw a more magnificent future, but he had no ability to change. He could only fantasize and taste the bitterness of life. In the end, he accepted it and guarded his own little world. There was no grandeur, no waves, only calmness, like a pool of stagnant water.

And under the snow, it is the other extreme——

"I'm cute!" She said it in a flat tone, as if she was stating an established fact.

"When I was in elementary school, my indoor shoes were hidden almost 60 times, 50 of which were done by girls in my class."

"Of the remaining five times, the boys hid them three times, the teacher bought them twice, and the dogs hid them five times."

It's hard to imagine, but this is the bad nature of human beings——

Without actual experience, no one knows how outrageous their bottom line can be.

Without the victims’ narratives, people will never understand what kind of difficulties they have encountered. The shadow from their childhood will follow them for the rest of their lives.

Or it may be buried deep in the heart, leaving the victim with a missing piece in his heart, a hole that cannot be filled, or it may be like a time bomb, making an already bad life even worse.

As for adults, who are heroes in the eyes of children, they will only say that children are ignorant and why bother to argue with them.

At that moment, there were no so-called heroes in this world anymore. What existed was only the endless darkness, wriggling, spreading, and swallowing them up.

There are no heroes, no comfort, no help, and one can only bear it silently. The expectation for the future and the fantasy of one's own desire in the eyes are replaced by disappointment, until the last ray of light in the eyes disappears, and only a numb soul is left wandering in the world on a walking corpse.

They are lonely, helpless, confused, and don't know where the end is. Of course, they may have already given up hope and no longer desire help, but just go with the flow.

Wandering without knowing the starting point or the end point, quietly waiting for death to come.

There is no doubt that Yukinoshita is lucky. She has a strong mother and an older sister who seems indifferent but always pays attention to every detail of her life.

They will not let things develop to the point of no return.

However, even so, Yukinoshita still had to bring her indoor shoes and recorder with her every day.

"But there's nothing we can do about it. After all, no one is perfect. People are weak and ugly inside, and it's easy for them to kick others away out of jealousy. Strangely enough, the more outstanding people are, the more painful their lives are. Don't you think it's ironic? So I want to change humanity and this world."

Ye Yusheng still remembered that when Xueshita said this, her resolute and serious eyes revealed a coldness that was like dry ice, as if it was about to freeze people.

This is also the reason why Ye Yusheng has expectations for Yukinoshita, expecting her to make a choice different from the original, and expecting her to give effective help to Kawasaki Saki.

But in the end, Yukinoshita failed to make any changes.

I can’t say I’m disappointed because I had already expected it.

It's not a matter of contempt, because she has tried her best.

It’s not that I’m unwilling, because I’ve long understood that the world cannot be changed so easily.

I just accepted it calmly, as calm as a stagnant pool of water, without causing any waves.

Time has already explained everything. It is impossible for one person to change something on his own. However, some small things can be done.

Ye Yusheng looked at the girl: "Why don't you answer?"

"Because, there's nothing to say."

Kato Megumi's voice remained flat.

"Really? But I think you should be with your friends."

Ye Yusheng's tone did not change at all because of the other party's tone, and he still looked lukewarm.

Kato Hui raised her head again and carefully looked at Ye Yusheng, whom she had just met. After a while, she spoke: "Hasn't anyone ever told you that you are aloof, Mr. Ye?"

Ye Yusheng fell silent.

Am I really a cold person?

Doesn’t he know that having no friends is really the reason for social anxiety?

Then why can we go to the comic convention and find Fafnir?

And why can he communicate with Professor Agasa, Hikigaya and others without any obstacles?

now--

Can you be calm when facing a girl you just met for the first time?

"It seems that Ye-san has noticed it too."

“Behind the surface of someone who seems to care about everything, there is a heart that cares about nothing.”

“No expectations, no passion, good or bad, everything is accepted equally.”

"What seems like concern for me is just a random topic."

As she spoke, the girl's words, which had been flat all this time, began to take on an inexplicable emotion: "I'm very curious, why, Mr. Ye, is in this state——"

"It seems as if he is out of tune with the whole world, just like a bystander."

Ye Yusheng's expression froze. After hearing Kato's analysis, he realized the problem he had.

Why are you so uninterested in everything?

Why another face that seems to care about everything?

Why are you watching everything so indifferently?

After all, he still has the arrogance of a time traveler—

Dare to fight Fafnir!!

Why would you ignore the reason why the other person lives with you?

In Beika Town, he even confronted Professor Agasa directly, watching him panic and satisfying his own evil taste.

I hope Yukinoshita can make changes when facing this matter with Saki Kawasaki.

And not long ago, when faced with Kato's question, I answered the wrong question.

Why do I feel that the world is a delicate gray, without any other colors?

In the final analysis, all of the above is just because he always thinks he knows a lot and understands a lot! And what he calls seeing himself clearly is ultimately just his own belief.

It's really, really ridiculous.

While despising other time travelers, he repeated their mistakes.

Like a clown.

Can I really create a god through technology as I am now?

Could it really not be my imagination?