Rebirth is so sweet, the prince of Beijing circle kissed passionately on the red carpet

To be honest, this threat didn't pose much of a threat to Shi Xing.

Although she really liked kissing him, she felt that Qi Chenyan liked it more. If they didn't kiss, he would probably be the one who couldn't help himself.

So although Shi Xing was a little nervous because he didn't know why he suddenly asked this, he didn't immediately confess about his rebirth.

She hesitated, thought for a moment, and then spoke slowly: "I'm an actress. Although I've never filmed a kissing scene, I've seen a lot of kissing on TV and even in person. What's so difficult about it? Why do I need someone to teach me?"

After saying this, she thought of something, raised her eyes to look at him quickly, then lowered them again and muttered softly: "Besides, isn't A Yan also very good at it? Wasn't A Yan also taught by someone else?"

Qi Chenyan: “…”

She made my heart ache.

He stepped back, pursed his lips and took a deep breath: "You really don't want to tell me?"

Shi Xing frowned: "I've only kissed you, what do you want me to say?"

"Which me?"

Qi Chenyan followed up by asking, "The me in the star dream?"

Shi Xing's fingers hanging by his side trembled slightly.

He seemed to really care about the dream she had mentioned earlier.

What did he suspect?

But she couldn't think of what to say for a moment, her brows furrowed, and her face suddenly became tangled: "A Yan, my stomach hurts~"

Qi Chenyan remained unmoved and looked at her expressionlessly.

Shi Xing said innocently: "It really hurts..."

Qi Chenyan said calmly: "Some moves can only be used once."

He knew better than she did whether she was in pain or not.

Shi Xing's cheeks puffed up and he blinked: "I'm still cold~"

She pouted aggrievedly: "It's really cold."

He had already taken off her skirt, and the bath towel wasn't warm enough.

Qi Chenyan's Adam's apple rolled slightly, but he still couldn't bear to be cruel.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then let her go for the time being: "Take a hot shower first, I'll have someone send over clothes and daily necessities."

Shi Xing nodded quickly: "Oh."

Qi Chenyan let go of her, turned around and went to the shower room to turn on the water for her and test the temperature. "Don't take too long. Put on your bathrobe once your body is warm."

He said as he came out of the shower.

Shi Xing was still standing there wrapped in the big bath towel. Hearing this, he looked at him and nodded obediently, "Yeah, I know."

Qi Chenyan lowered his eyes and looked at the wet skirt that fell at her feet. His gaze deepened and he suddenly asked her, "Do you still want me to help you take it off?"

Shi Xing's cheeks flushed upon hearing this, and he quickly shook his head: "No need..."

Her emotions had calmed down a lot, and she was only left with her underwear, so how could she ask him for help?

Qi Chenyan raised his eyebrows.

What a pity, I should have taken them all off in one go.

However, he also knew that her life was special now, so he should not cause trouble for himself, otherwise he would be the one who would suffer.

So he didn't delay any further, fearing that she would be left out in the cold, and left the bathroom to let her clean up herself.

But Qi Chenyan did not let go of the doubts in his heart.

He could tell that Shi Xing was definitely hiding something from him, but he could also tell that she didn't want to tell him.

Is it because I don't trust him, or something else?

In fact, he still had doubts about whether her sudden approach and sudden words of love were true or false.

Perhaps this is the only thing he cannot see clearly and does not want to see clearly.

The purpose of marrying her was to tie her to my side completely, regardless of whether it was true or not.

Qi Chenyan's heart contracted slightly, feeling tense and a little painful.

He thought to himself that he might just be a masochist.

Even though I know that it is impossible for a person to change suddenly, I still feel that as long as she is by his side, it will be fine.

But unfortunately, humans are greedy animals. Once they have something, they will only want more and it is impossible for them to be satisfied.

This emotion still enveloped him until they both tidied themselves up in the warm bed, preventing him from relaxing.

The lights went out and no one spoke in the darkness.

Although he was holding her, he was extremely motionless and quiet, allowing Shi Xing to feel his emotions.

Shi Xing's voice trembled slightly, and he was very uneasy. "A Yan, are you angry?"

Qi Chenyan tightened his arms around her, his voice slightly cold: "Yeah, I am a little angry."

Shi Xing was silent for two seconds, "Because of me?"

He was very frank: "Yes."

"why?"

Shi Xing stepped out of his arms and looked at him in the darkness, although she could not see anything clearly.

"because……"

Qi Chenyan paused, his voice sinking into the darkness with a hint of self-mockery: "I always feel that the stars are still very far away from me. No matter how far I stretch my arms, it seems that I can't reach them."

Now this star is like a void of light and shadow. No matter how tightly he holds it, it will slip through his fingers and eventually dissipate.

"Xingxing said she hated me in her dream before, and she talked about children in her dream. Was it really a dream? How did Xingxing know An Ran, and how did she know she would bump into someone tonight? Why did Xingxing suddenly say she loved me, and why did she suddenly become indifferent to He Sheng?"

Even the cat she had raised for so many years, why did it suddenly seem like it didn't recognize her?

And she also has lower abdominal pain caused by mental stress. Why?

All these problems were like thorns entangled with Qi Chenyan, always making him feel suffocated, painful, uneasy and afraid.

It also made his tone even more serious.

His words made Shi Xing's heart feel like it was wrapped tightly by vines, and he felt so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.

She didn't actually want to hide it from him.

She was just worried that he would be hurt if he knew about the past.

Shi Xing closed her eyes and leaned closer to his arms, her cheek against his neck. After a long silence, she finally whispered, "Those dreams I talked about were not dreams."

She couldn't see his expression, but she could feel the body she was leaning against suddenly stiffen.

Shi Xing pursed his dry lips, "Actually, I've already died once. No, it was us."

Her voice became a little hoarse: "Ayan, we have died once."

Shi Xing's tightly closed eyelashes trembled tightly, like a butterfly in the night, extremely fragile.

She listened to his violent heartbeat and slowly explained, "I know you might not believe what I said. After all, it is really absurd. Even I feel it is unreal. Until now, I have been afraid that all this is really just a dream.

But what I said is true. In fact, we have died once, more than two years later, and now, I have been reborn and returned to this time.

I didn’t tell you, not because I didn’t want to, but because I was afraid you would be sad if I told you…”

The world became very quiet. For a moment, Shi Xing felt that he could not even hear his own heartbeat, but only his own.

She bit her lower lip tightly, feeling the stinging pain to help her calm down a little.

But Qi Chenyan's cold fingertips suddenly fell on her lips and pressed gently.

His fingers were shaking, and his voice was trembling, but he said to her, "Don't bite."

Shi Xing was stunned for a moment.

It was so dark and she was buried in his arms, how did he know she was biting?

But she was only stunned for a second, then she obediently released her bitten lip and continued to speak to him softly, "Last time, it was on the red carpet night when Shi Yue drugged me and we had sex. But at that time, I couldn't see clearly my feelings for you, I didn't trust you, I hated you, so after that, I hated you even more and refused to accept you.

Later I found out I was pregnant, and you were worried that the medicine would affect the baby so you asked me to have an abortion. After that I hated you even more.

After that, I was deceived by them and suffered severe burns on 70% of my body. At one point, I almost died..."

Shi Xing suddenly stopped. Some things really cannot be explained in a few words, and she could feel his stiffness at the beginning and his trembling now.

Yes, this topic might be a bit too heavy for him.

So Shi Xing hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "I know, it was my own stupidity that hurt you and myself. That's why I want to make amends and redeem myself if I can do it again..."

The lights came on at this time, and Qi Chenyan turned on the light.

He let go of her and sat up, looking at her quietly with his eyes lowered, bloodshot.

Although his eyes were calm, Shi Xing felt uneasy. She lowered her head nervously and said, "I'm sorry..."

Apart from sorry, she didn't know what to say. After all, she was really stupid in her previous life.

She deserved all that happened in the past. She was indeed the one who dragged him into this, and she felt sorry for him.

Just when Shi Xing felt uncomfortable, Qi Chenyan called her, "Xingxing."

His voice was tense as he told her, "That joke isn't funny."

"Ayan?"

Shi Xing looked up in surprise, she didn't expect that he didn't believe her.

"Do you think I'm lying to you? I'm not. Everything I said is true. I was reborn, I..."

"Okay, stop talking. I'm sleepy. Let's go to sleep."

Qi Chenyan suddenly interrupted her, turned off the lights and lay down again, but this time he didn't hug her.

Darkness invaded again. Shi Xing looked at the silent person lying flat on his back beside him and couldn't help but said, "A Yan, do you really not believe me?"

It was very quiet, so quiet that Shi Xing thought he wouldn't speak. Suddenly, Qi Chenyan laughed at himself, "How can I believe you?"

He tried to keep his voice steady, but one could still hear the breakdown in it.

She said, “You have to make me believe that I hurt you because someone drugged me, made you pregnant, and forced you to abort the child.

Or let me believe that I failed to protect you and let you get burned.

Or make me believe that I am powerless and in the end I can't even save your life or mine.

Or maybe you want me to believe that you were reborn and chose to be close to me only because you had experienced all that pain and wanted to make up for it again, not because you really loved me..."

He asked, "Shi Xing, tell me, how should I believe it?"

He couldn't believe it.

Those words she said, even a random one, were heartbreaking if you just think about them.

Pregnant, aborted, 70% of body severely burned...

He couldn't believe he had hurt her like that, or that he couldn't protect her.

So in her dreams, she said she hated him.

Shi Xing's tears also fell. She knew that telling him these would definitely make him sad.

But she still wanted to explain, "Ayan, no, it's not that I don't love you. I love you, but I just couldn't see myself clearly before..."

Before she could finish her words, a strong palm suddenly hooked the back of her neck. He pulled her towards him with a little force, lowered his head, and kissed her lips accurately in the darkness.

Shi Xing's breathing froze, tears in her eyes, she looked confused and at a loss.

He kissed her fiercely.

This kind of kiss was very similar to the kiss they had when they were pulling each other in their previous life. It was extremely brutal, and could even be said to be a bite.

The other hand pressed her thin back tightly, pushing her towards him harder and harder.

This hug and kiss made Shi Xing feel a little suffocated.

But she did not struggle. After being stiff for a few seconds, she closed her eyes, hugged his waist, and responded to his ferocity.

Her response made him slowly calm down, slowly become gentle, and finally stop.

He kept his lips against hers quietly, without moving, and time seemed to stand still.

Until Shi Xing tasted the salty taste, like the taste of tears.

Shi Xing's breathing was trembling. She wanted to push him away and look at him, but she heard his voice: "Xingxing..."

He called her name, lowered his head, and buried it in her warm neck.

She felt the warmth and wetness against her skin, and his hoarse, choked voice, "You hate me, so you want to make me heartbroken, right?"