In the years of famine, I was well versed in history and pampered the Northern Army

They had already witnessed Xu Qingyin's abilities, so no matter what official position the ministers held in the court, they were all very scared when they saw Xu Qingyin's current expression.

The imperial physician beside him quickly pulled the minister beside him and whispered softly:

"I told you this method won't work. If we anger the Imperial Master, we'll be in trouble."

Hearing this, the person next to him seemed to have given up, breaking down and losing his defense:

"Yes, yes, that's what you said, but what should I do? If I can't come up with an answer that satisfies the Queen Mother, she will kill my entire family. And if this answer doesn't satisfy the Imperial Preceptor, I'll still be in trouble. So what should I do? This disease is simply not something we can cure."

Hearing this, Xu Qingyin couldn't help but sneer. She didn't expect that he still felt wronged.

The current situation is very tragic. If you are not careful, you may endanger the lives of your family members.

But his own wife, children, and parents are human beings, so are other people's children no longer children? Why should he use other people's lives to exchange for his own lives?

She was too lazy to listen to their hypocritical and pitiful behavior in front of her, and just said coldly:

"You've already done what you did, and I'll be asking you to pay me back someday. The epidemic in the capital is so severe it's spreading to the surrounding areas, so I'm going to start vaccinating everyone with these medicines."

They saw the medicine in Xu Qingyin's hand and felt a little confused:

"Why is there something like an embroidery needle on this medicine? We've never seen this before. Are you thinking of some new treatment method?"

"Yes, that's right. The needle needs to be inserted into the body, and then the medicine is injected."

When they heard Xu Qingyin say this expressionlessly, they were all shocked:

"How can this be done? We have never used this kind of treatment before. Is it really reliable? Let's not even talk about whether those ignorant people in the capital will believe it. Even if they do, we won't do it."

Xu Qingyin was too lazy to argue with them:

"If you don't know how to do it, I can teach you. I've used my life to guarantee that I've done things for so long. No matter which decision I made was wrong, you can report me to the Queen Mother, but I've never done that before.

"So now you just need to trust me. As for whether the people in the process will believe in this treatment method, that depends on your ability."

Upon hearing this, Doctor Li couldn't help but get angry:

"What kind of treacherous minister are you? You actually asked us to convince you of something we don't even believe, and we're still going against our conscience to defend it?"

Xu Qingyin glanced at him. This person had been too noisy in front of her recently.

"I am a traitor. When I saved your lives, did you ever think about what you promised me?"

Unexpectedly, Xu Qingyin would still bring up this sentence, which immediately shut him up.

No matter how angry he was, he couldn't continue speaking. After all, they had indeed asked Xu Qingyin for help in order to cure the empress dowager's illness. So now, no matter what Xu Qingyin asked them to do, they had no reason to refuse.

What's more, now it's just a matter of convincing people in the capital to believe in this medicine, which is not a big deal.

He was just not convinced. The woman in front of him was just a woman, but she had so many abilities. He really didn't know if she was playing tricks!

Pretending to be wholeheartedly concerned about the people and the path for the common people in front of them every day, isn't that just flattery in front of the Queen Mother?

Anyway, no matter what these people think, Xu Qingyin handed over what should be handed over to them and explained the things that needed to be explained to them, and then immediately continued to work for the Empress Dowager.

Only seven months had passed, but to her it felt like seven years.

She couldn't even describe how she had spent the past seven months. Every time the Queen Mother issued a task to her, she would pretend to obey while secretly disobeying it, trying to cover it up by coming up with a better solution, in order to minimize the harm to the people.

She was only in her teens and was anxious about these things day and night. She even slept for no more than three hours most nights.

When Xu Qingyin was flipping through the books in front of her at night, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart:

"I haven't even gotten into university yet, and I already have the air of a classmate. I even have to decide the lives and fates of others. Such a heavy burden falls on me. Lu Yan, when will you come back?"

I miss you so much.

Every day, every night.

I really want to dream back to that day when we fell into the valley together and told you that I do.

I should have realized long ago that I can't live without you.

Even after staying in Yunjin for a long time, Xu Qingyin felt more and more panic in her heart.

She seems to have forgotten how to be a modern person.

In addition to traveling to the modern era, she also remembers how to buy things, how to see a doctor, and how to buy what the Empress Dowager wants.

But apart from that, she even found it difficult to integrate into modern life.

Now, when she occasionally puts it back on and touches her phone, she feels that it is a waste of time. After all, there are too many things for her to deal with in Yunjin.

Besides, even if she were allowed to touch her phone and turn it on, there was no one in her phone who was worth her concern.

She was not interested in the ever-changing news. She was only concerned about the people of Yunjin.

She even felt unfamiliar when she touched the screen of her mobile phone. She was even used to writing with a brush and using the yellowed paper of Yunjin.

Even though these papers were far worse than the ones she had now.

But even when she returned to the present, she still wanted to use Yun Jin's paper and look for a brush when she wanted to write something. She even suspected that she had been assimilated by Yun Jin.

For such a long time, she has become accustomed to how to be a good imperial teacher, how to flatter the Empress Dowager, and how to deal with her emotions at any time.

There were many times when she felt like a person in her thirties or forties, accustomed to the ups and downs in officialdom and familiar with everything she did.

But sometimes when she came to her senses, she realized that she was just an 18-year-old girl.

She had almost forgotten.

When she was alone in modern times, she was truly lonely and had to do everything by herself.

Now in the Yunjin officialdom, everyone is afraid of her, the empress dowager depends on her, and some people hate her, while others love her.

But she is still alone, and the people she cares about are not by her side.