My delicate husband

In the end, the two of them failed to have a successful conversation. Lan An refused Zhang Xiaomo on the grounds that it was too late and he was afraid he would not be able to get up the next day as he had hired someone to build the kitchen. Zhang Xiaomo felt sad. Lan An used to stick to him whenever she had time, but now when he took the initiative to talk to Lan An, Lan An was unwilling to pay any attention to him.

The next morning, Lan'an woke up in the space and looked at the time. It was half past five in the morning. Lan'an packed up simply and came out of the space.

It was still quite cold in the morning in early spring, and the village roads were deserted. Lan Euan simply washed up and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. He had been the one who prepared all the breakfasts recently.

Lan An took out some shepherd's purse, picked a piece of tender pork tenderloin, added a little bit of fat, and cracked a few eggs. Lan An planned to make dumplings. He didn't know how many more meals of dumplings he could have with Zhang Xiaomo.

"Anger, you got up pretty early."

"Brother Xu, good morning. The dumplings are almost ready. Eat them while they're hot."

After the family finished their meal, all the villagers arrived. Without Lan An's arrangements, Zhu the bricklayer began to assign tasks, and the villagers who received the tasks started to work.

In order to make cooking easier, Zhu the bricklayer helped Lan'an build a stove. The previous kitchen had to be demolished, and there were no usable bricks in the kitchen. Lan'an didn't plan to use any of them. He originally planned to use all blue bricks and tiles.

With a few bangs of hammer, the kitchen collapsed. Lan An took a few glances and left. In fact, it was quite good to have a new one. Some memories were not so necessary for Zhang Xiaomo.

Lan An is an extremely insecure person. He is used to protecting himself with disguise. His principle of behavior has always been not to give those who hurt him a second chance to hurt him. Zhang Xiaomo is an accident. Lan An gave him chances again and again, but was deceived by him again and again, and abandoned again and again. However, he is still willing to give him chances again and again. As long as he says it, he is willing to believe it and do anything.

"Anger, are you reluctant to let go?"

"A little bit, it's okay."

Lan An is feeling very confused now and wants to stop himself from thinking too much by being busy, but Zhu the bricklayer thinks he is in the way, so Lan An has to prepare lunch.

"Anger, you're preparing too early."

"Auntie Wang, I'm just bored."

"Why don't you stick to your Mo man if you're bored?"

"He's busy, I can't disturb him."

"Auntie knows you had a fight. He's been watching you for a while. If you have any problems, just talk it out. If you don't want to live anymore, just say it. Anyway, you didn't have a proper relationship. If it doesn't work out, just separate. Don't force yourself."

"Auntie, I know."

Lan An also knew that hiding would not solve the problem. If he stuck his head out, he would be stabbed. If he hid his head, he would also be stabbed. It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Lan An also decided to have a good talk with Zhang Xiaomo.

"An An, let's talk."

"Okay, let's go into the inner room and talk."

It's okay. Zhang Xiaomo sat on the sofa. At this time in the past, Lan An would nestle in his arms, but not like now, she moved a chair and sat opposite him, and the two kept a certain distance.

"An An, are you going to be so distant from me?"

"No, just tell me what you want to talk to me about."

"An An, you are still angry about what I said before. What I meant by calming down and separating is not what you understood. I just want you to know why I am angry."

"It's okay, it's all in the past. I was the one who made you angry. I'm sorry, and I won't do it again."

"Blue Eucalyptus, you really make me angry."

"I really didn't mean to make you angry, and I really don't know why you were angry. I've thought about it carefully, and I can't understand it, but I know I don't regret it. If you ask me if I will go to the back mountain again, I still will."

"An An, I'm not stopping you from going to the back mountain. I just want you to care about your own life, do you understand? Even if you have a little secret, you're still a boy under fourteen years old, an ordinary person. I hope you can care about yourself, love yourself well, and don't do anything dangerous."

"I understand. I will take good care of myself in the future. Thank you, Zhang Xiaomo."

"An An, the reason I said calm down that day was because I was too angry. I was afraid of saying hurtful words that would hurt you. I said I wanted to break up just to calm down. I was afraid I couldn't control myself and hurt you. I didn't want to leave you."

"I know everything. It's okay, Zhang Xiaomo. It's all over."

"An An, if you're angry, just say it. You can hit me or scold me, but don't do this."

"You know, I won't hurt you. Zhang Xiaomo, you know, I don't understand love, so I've been learning how to love you. I want to give you what I think is the best, but you don't seem to need it."

"I forced you to get treatment, I forced you to buy clothes, and I wanted to build you a house. Maybe what I thought was the best for you was something you didn't need."

"That's why you can so easily say goodbye to me and choose not to let me go again and again. You know I'm afraid of being alone, but you still choose to leave me alone."

"Zhang Xiaomo, I really thought we could be together forever. It seems that I was the only one who took your words seriously in the past. I was the only one who was longing for anything between us."

Lan Euan said these words as calmly as possible, but his eyes were still red. He didn't want to cry anymore. He had cried enough recently.

Zhang Xiaomo was so heartbroken when he heard Lan An say this. He knew that he had hurt Lan An, but he really never wanted to give up. Lan An was the light that he wanted to catch throughout his life.

"An An, it's your husband's fault. Don't cry. I'm heartbroken."

Zhang Xiaomo stood up and hugged Lan An. Lan An struggled to break free. He looked at the bracelet on his hand and finally took it off, and also took off the ring around his neck.

"Zhang Xiaomo, I'll give it back to you. It might not be appropriate to give it to me."

"An An, don't. You said you would support me forever, have you forgotten? Didn't you say you wanted me to stay by your side forever?"

"Zhang Xiaomo, I don't want it anymore. I don't want to be abandoned again. What I want is always the only preference."

Lan An ignored what Zhang Xiaomo said and walked out of the room. Zhang Xiaomo sat down on the sofa in disappointment. He was not worthy of Lan An's love. He had gone too far this time. He had chosen to give up again and again, but this time he would never give up again.

In the end, lunch was cooked by Aunt Wang alone, and Guo was responsible for washing the vegetables. Lan An walked out of the yard with red eyes, found an empty place and entered the space. This small space became his shelter. It was actually quite good, as this space belonged to him alone.

Lan An and Zhang Xiaomo didn't eat lunch, and Guo Ge'er didn't have much appetite either. He saw An Ge'er crying again. His brother made An Ge'er cry again.

"Auntie, do you think my brother and Anger will separate?"

"Do you want them to separate?"

"I don't want to, but An Ge'er is so unhappy every day, so it's better for us to break up. I don't want to see him cry again. He is really good to me and has done a lot for our family."

"Brother Guo, you are a good boy. It's okay. They won't separate. People who love each other won't separate so easily."

Ding, the familiar electronic sound rang out again. Lan Euan knew that another random task had been triggered, but he really didn't have the mood to care about it now.

"Dear host, long time no see. A random task has been triggered. Do you accept it? I have detected that the host is in a bad mood, so I am proactively starting a random task. Solve the irrigation problem of the fields in Lotus Village. The random task reward is to unlock any two crops in the space."

Ha, this 008 is constantly checking him, right? Lan'an couldn't help but sneer. He had indeed considered improving the irrigation problem in Lotus Village to facilitate the trial and promotion of tomato planting, but he wasn't in the mood for it right now. Besides, he had no interest in unlocking crops like Lan'an.

Lan Euan secretly used the spiritual spring water to water the tomatoes in the vegetable garden. If I saw it correctly, they should have borne fruit and will be ready to eat soon. It seems that the space tomato seedlings can be grown in the ground.

"Ang'er, where have you been? Are you hungry? I left some food for you."

"Auntie, I want to eat now."

"Anger, brother hasn't eaten either?"

"What's the matter with him? Is he ill?"

"I don't know. The door is closed and they are ignoring us."

Lan An thought about the conversation in the morning. He felt uncomfortable seeing Zhang Xiaomo like that, but he really didn't want to be abandoned again. It was really uncomfortable to be abandoned by the same person many times.

Lan An was still worried. The treatment would start in less than half a month. The risk of treatment was relatively high and required high physical fitness. He could not skip meals. What Lan An feared most was that Zhang Xiaomo would not take care of her body.

Lan'an took the food and knocked on the door of the inner room. No one answered, so Lan'an pushed the door open and went in.

Zhang Xiaomo was still sitting on the sofa, her eyes were red and her face was covered with tears. When she saw Lan An come in, she looked at him aggrievedly, then hurriedly wiped her tears with her sleeve.

"An An, how did you come in?"

"Don't want to see me?"

"I want a hug, An An."

Seeing Zhang Xiaomo, Lan An really just wanted to give his life to him. He was most afraid of Zhang Xiaomo crying. Seeing the usually cold person crying like this, Lan An quickly hugged him in his arms and comforted him.

"Stop crying, your eyes are swollen."

"An An, I don't want to leave you, I'm just afraid of losing you. Every time I wake up and don't see you, I'm so scared. When we go hunting in the future, please take me with you."

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I made Brother Xiaomo worry. I'll tell you where I go and what I do in the future. Don't cry, it hurts me so much."

"Then you put on the bracelet and the little ring. You can't leave me, An An. I won't let you leave me."

"Okay, I'll listen to you. Be good and eat. You've lost weight."

"Their cooking is not good. I want to eat what An An cooks."

"Okay, I'll feed you first and make it for you later."

Lan An coaxed Zhang Xiaomo into eating and was about to get up to take the dishes out when Zhang Xiaomo grabbed him tightly, not wanting him to leave.

"An An, don't leave."

"I'm not leaving, dear. I'll take the dishes out."

"Just put it in the living room. I'll keep you company."

"Okay, let's go together."

Lan An didn't know why, but his determination wavered when he saw Zhang Xiaomo's tears. Forget it, he was reluctant to let go, so he should take care of his cat.

"are you sleepy?"

"I'm sleepy. I haven't slept well in the past few days. I wait for An An until midnight every day. An An sleeps with me."

Looking at the dark circles under Zhang Xiaomo's eyes, it was clear that he hadn't had a good rest during this period, and the flesh on his face had disappeared again. It was really hard to maintain his facial appearance.

The two of them lay on the bed. Zhang Xiaomo held Lan An tightly in his arms. Lan An kissed Zhang Xiaomo's swollen eyelids lovingly, but he felt it was not enough. He hadn't been intimate with Zhang Xiaomo for a long time.

The kiss went from the forehead, to the corner of the eye, to the cheek, and then down in sequence, finally landing steadily on Zhang Xiaomo's lips. From shallow to deep, he sucked slowly, and the tip of his tongue entwined and played, inseparable.

Zhang Xiaomo's face flushed, the corners of her eyes were red and charming, and a soft hum escaped from her mouth. Lan An couldn't help it, and bit her collarbone hard, sucking continuously, leaving behind strawberry-like sensations.

Zhang Xiaomo looked at the person in his arms who was lost and found again with great indulgence. There was obvious pain in his collarbone, but more of it was spiritual satisfaction.

The two of them hugged each other tightly, and Zhang Xiaomo also sucked Lan'an's earlobe, wanting to pierce his ears quickly and put on earrings that belonged to him.

As usual, the two of them missed dinner and slept in each other's arms until dawn the next day.