Daily life of female supporting actresses in the 1970s

After the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, I followed Lu Yunxia wherever she went.

Later, with the help of the organization, we got married.

I don’t know what love is. I only know that I want to give her the best so that when she regains her memory one day, I can be her support.

But I didn't expect that I would push Lu Yunxia into the abyss again, and I myself would become neither human nor ghost.

When the hospital issued me a critical illness notice, I was in a coma, but I could hear them talking.

The doctor said they were trying their best, and whether I could wake up depended on my desire to live.

I think it would be better to die, because death would bring me relief.

But then I thought, if I left, what would happen to Lu Yunxia and my three children? So I got through it.

After waking up, the doctor said that I might have to use a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I didn’t believe it. Even if I had to be crippled, I would still stand up.

I was also thankful that I did not hand over the gold I found in the Jin family, which gave me enough money to hire a famous doctor and buy medicine.

I finally stood up, even though I was lame, but I still stood up.

When I went to work at the Ministry of Public Security, I was full of confidence. With my military achievements, I could at least sit in an office.

As a result, I went to the logistics department and did odd jobs. I have no education, so you can ask me to do hard labor.

But isn't it too much to ask a lame man like me to be a porter?

Yes, I went to the Logistics Department of the Ministry of Public Security and started out as a porter.

I can't do this job. If that's the case, I'd rather not take it. I'm not short of money.

I have finally saved my life and spent a lot of money to get my legs back on their feet. I cannot let it be wasted like this.

So I went to find the organization. I don’t know how the mediation was carried out afterwards. I just went to organize the information.

Let me, an illiterate person, organize the information...

Okay, I admit it. If I react again, I really won’t have to come to work.

In order to adapt to this job, I paid for a teacher to teach me cultural knowledge.

Now I am glad that I was angry at the time and discovered the gold in Lao Jin’s family. It’s good to have money.

If you don’t steam the steamed buns, you’ll lose your reputation!

I focus all my attention on studying. This is just how I am. The more you try to mess with me, the more I want to slap you in the face.

So I went from being an illiterate person who could barely read a single word to being a well-read illiterate person like you.

From a porter to the head of the logistics department.

Because of my action, I neglected the education of some of my children, which led to some of their psychological problems.

The first time I realized this problem was when the fifth brother sent back a bunch of clothes for the third brother from the countryside.

I know it's cold in Northeast China, so I specially asked someone to exchange two sets of winter clothes and send them over. They are all clothes from the public security system.

This is also a symbol of status. If someone in the family works in the public security system, outsiders will be a little cautious when they want to bully them.

As a result, the fourth brother actually exchanged the things I gave to the fifth brother for a woman he just met.

It was then that I noticed a group of children who, to put it bluntly, all had some problems.

Later, I asked my family not to contact Lao Wu anymore because it was too shameful.

The eldest and second oldest children are the most normal. They appear to be fine on the surface, but they are cautious in everything and dare not resist the elderly too much.

I won’t say anything else…

I discovered that Lao Wu was different from before when she went to the police station to report the case.

The fifth child used to be capable, but he particularly wanted our praise and was a fussy person.

But from Lao Wu’s special behavior that time, I knew she was avoiding me.

When I saw her calm in their yard, I knew that she was not the fifth child in my family.

The fifth child in my family is not like that. She is very cowardly.

In that situation, she would just stay away and not force herself to step forward.

I really want to ask her where my fifth child has gone!

Later, I still didn’t have the courage to ask, because I knew the answer was that Lao Wu was lost by us!

I am a coward and don’t want to admit my mistakes. I dare not admit that I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a father over the years.