After all of them are reborn, who would still want to marry 2.5 Jo Satoru?
Chapter 200 Freedom of Choice
How sad.
This was Liuli's first impression of Dazai Osamu who came to this different world.
There are two cruel and sad things in this world. One is to make those who desperately want to live die unwillingly, and the other is to make those who desperately want to die live hopelessly.
The former corresponds to the former Mochizuki Ruri, and the latter corresponds to the former Dazai Osamu.
But now Ruri has the ability to continue living, and Dazai Osamu now has the hope to continue living.
But the leader of the other world, Zai, has nothing.
When there is nothing left, one is summoned to another world as a heroic spirit to fulfill one's own wishes in that other world.
And the self in that world has everything.
It's so miserable no matter how you think about it.
Liuli walked out of the room and saw that the dining table in the small living room of the suite was filled with various Chinese breakfasts. I don’t know if they were the product of the thoughtful Grisha’s imagination, but they were still steaming.
The phone call was not hung up. After selling the old allies, the considerate Detective Ayatsuji started selling new allies.
"The Heroic Spirit Gojo Satoru summoned was a Berserker. He summoned two versions of himself from different worlds, one eighteen years old and the other twenty-eight years old."
"The eighteen-year-old has some brains, but they're in a very strange state. The twenty-eight-year-old doesn't have much brains, and he's crazy."
"I contacted the Einzbern magi, and they explained that these two guys share a spiritual foundation because they are so similar."
"If one dies, the other will die too."
When he said this, Ayatsuji Yukito had a strange look on his face, obviously thinking of the two Gojo Satoru who seemed to have some deep hatred and wanted to kill each other.
What expressions would they show if they knew that they would live and die together with each other?
Ayatsuji Yukito considers himself not to be a person with a bad taste, but curiosity definitely prevails at this moment.
On the other end of the phone, Ruri curled up in a large chair, putting the phone aside, while Ayatsuji Yukito was still talking inside.
She stared blankly at the cup of hot milk, like a reptile leaving its nest in winter.
She was not stupid, and could even be considered smart. Naturally, she could easily guess who the two Gojo Satoru were based on her age.
It is a cursed spirit that travels through parallel worlds and across rivers of time.
It is a heroic spirit that transcends death and regains life.
The experience in the second world was too tiring. Liuli did not blame Gojo Satoru in the second world. The choices he made were all correct, and the path and people he chose were beyond reproach.
But she had no way to love him, or even like him.
This feeling even spread to the other Gojo Satoru.
Liuli knew very well that it was not anger, resentment, or hatred towards Gojo Satoru as a being, but towards herself.
She was angry, resentful, and hated her weak self.
It was just that the warmth and kindness of Gojo Satoru in the first world paralyzed her, making her think that the huge gap in power did not exist.
A powerful being surrenders to you out of love and lets you command him. Do you think you have the same power as him?
Do you have the same status as him?
No, it's not.
You are just his appendage.
This seemingly warm veil was cruelly torn apart in the second world. When Gojo Satoru did not value Mochizuki Ruri, she was just an ordinary maid.
Her thoughts have nowhere to spread, her resistance is not worth mentioning, and her life and death are insignificant.
She is an ordinary grain of sand among countless grains of sand. Even so, there are countless people vying to smooth out her edges so that she won't even have the thought of resisting.
It was also in that world that Mochizuki Ruri suddenly realized that she actually loved Gojo Satoru, but this love did not come from her own subjective consciousness.
She did like him at first, but she didn't love him.
Can a slave fall in love with his slave owner?
Will Scheherazade fall in love with the king?
Will the captured princess fall in love with the dragon?
How can it be?
They just... just had no choice.
Just like she fell in love with him because she couldn't help loving him.
If a slave receives the love of her master but does not love him in return, she will be punished by death.
Perhaps this punishment did not come from the slave owner, because he loved her after all.
But there will be countless people rushing to teach this ungrateful slave a lesson, to tame her, and to let her know how much favor she has received and how high a reward she has received.
Finally, when she has endured enough pain and pressure, as long as she does not want to die, she will return to the arms of the slave owner.
By then, their love story will become more tortuous, more legendary and more exciting.
After all, all stories are like this. As long as they are stained with love, the hardships, pain, mental and physical oppression suffered in the process will be covered with a veil of romance.
It has been like this throughout the ages.
So how could Scheherazade not love the king? She had to love the king.
Because the king can easily dominate her life. If she doesn't love the king, then the past Thousand and One Nights will all become a joke. How can she live strong in the next Thousand and One Nights?
She wants to live.
She doesn't want to die.
Mochizuki Liuli wants to live.
Even if her appearance is completely changed, even if her self is changed, even if her emotions are distorted, she will live on.
For this reason, she has no problem falling in love with someone who has nothing to do with her original taste, for this reason, she can accept being loyal to love, for this reason...
But after doing so much, it was of no use in the end.
Wangyue Liuli died in the end. She died once, and there was a second time...
Under such circumstances, she could no longer treat Gojo Satoru with her original attitude, no matter which Gojo Satoru it was.
Because her feelings for him were not pure in the first place, and now they were mixed with life and death.
When she saw the first Gojo Satoru, she would recall those sweet memories, and also recall how many edges and corners in that sweetness had been smoothed out by herself.
When she saw the second Gojo Satoru, she would recall the days when she was exiled from the world of magic, and she would also recall the life when she was suppressed, imprisoned, and tamed in the Gojo family.
When she saw the third Gojo Satoru...
The third one was actually okay, after all, they only spent less than a day together.
Liuli stretched her stiff fingers and drank the milk in the glass. After thinking for a while, the milk was still warm and could soothe her tired body and mind.
She thought that Gojo Satoru was actually a very good person, and of course she was also a very good person.
But the world of curse is really a very bad world, which makes people who live there unconsciously polluted and become some kind of distorted posture.
So much so that even emotions seem complicated and distorted.
The world is still terrible now. Even though she has power now, she may die at any time.
But this world is better than the world of curse.
A thousand times better, ten thousand times better.
Because she had the possibility to struggle for survival.
Just like she could only love Gojo Satoru in the past because this was her only choice.
You cannot live without loving him. His love is a reward, a gift of passage, and a necessity for survival.
It is sweet pain and painful sweetness.
And he was completely unaware.
But now, Liuli has a choice.
The most basic choice is to love or not love, the choice of who to love, the choice of loving one person or loving many people.
In this world, there is nothing more blissful than the freedom to choose.
She still loves Gojo Satoru of the first world, for those sweet memories, for those happy pasts, for the pursuit and search, persistence and determination in those worlds.
So she chose not to love him.
They can become friends in the future and talk about the past, whether happy or sad.
We can miss each other and miss the good times we once had.
But it is not suitable to continue loving each other, nor is it suitable to continue accompanying each other.
That's not what two dead people should do.
Wangyue Liuli is dead.
The same is true for Gojo Satoru in the first world.
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