The imperial concubine is charming and charming, and only seeks power and wealth

When Qi Junyi heard the word "cheerful", he seemed to be dumbfounded and could not understand what it meant at all.

What does it mean to be happy?

He used the method of cutting off musk deer's musk for her, and she actually thought he was happy.

...It turned out that she had always known about Yueshe's existence in her previous life, and that was how she thought of him.

Qi Junyi was in a trance, and felt his chest tighten, as if it was being gripped tightly by a big hand and then pulled straight down.

The sudden feeling of weightlessness made him lose his balance and he fell back.

……how so.

how so!

Qi Junyi's eyes were blank, and he tried hard to suppress the churning in his heart. He began to recall when he added musk deer to the Buddhist lotus incense she often used.

After the miscarriage, her health condition was visibly worse. Although she was not yet at the point where she had to take medicine all the time, the imperial physician said that she should not get pregnant before her body recovered, and even if she did get pregnant, it would be difficult to keep the pregnancy.

At that time, she was immersed in the pain of losing her son. She was depressed all day long. For a long time, she had no interest in anything in the outside world and treated him very coldly.

Qi Junyi could understand, because she had few relatives since she was young, and those so-called relatives treated her badly, so she always wanted a child who was related to her by blood.

The child came, but left without them even knowing.

It was her first child, and also his first child.

She didn't know that apart from the physical pain that could not be shared, the pain in his heart from losing his son was no less than hers.

At first, he took all the blame on himself.

He was deceiving himself and was unwilling to accept the fact that he had fallen in love with her. He refused to acknowledge her influence on him and was unwilling to let his emotions be controlled by a woman.

So he resisted, he struggled, he tried to treat her as an ordinary concubine.

Don't pay attention to it, don't care about it. His eyes should be on the court, not on a woman.

Many times, I couldn't resist the urge in my heart to see her, but after the impulse, I began to regret it.

During those two years, he went through the same cycle over and over again, competing with himself.

It was not until she was punished to kneel in Shaoguang Palace and suffered a miscarriage that he realized how ridiculous his actions that went against his conscience were.

He began to face his own heart and treat her well with sincerity.

He couldn't bear to see her sad or depressed.

At that time, she was deeply in pain from the loss of her child. If she knew what the imperial physician said, it would only make her even more sad.

Unable to bear her sadness after knowing the truth, he secretly added musk deer to her favorite lotus fragrance.

What he thought at the time was that since she wanted a child, it wouldn't take long. Once she recovered, they would have a child sooner or later.

At that time, he didn't know that the reason her health was not getting better was because she was poisoned.

Later, as her health grew weaker, he realized that she had been intoxicated by a magical drug and that she would not be able to keep the child even if she became pregnant, so she would have a miscarriage.

He began to feel fortunate that her pregnancy was short. If it had been longer... the consequences would have been disastrous.

Their children were very sensible and knew that their mother could not bear the burden, so they chose to leave before they were fully grown and did not overtax her body.

But he never knew that there was such a misunderstanding between them in their previous life. It turned out that she knew about Yue Mo's existence from the beginning.

What was she thinking when he comforted her again and again, telling her to take care of herself and that they would have children?

She knew about the existence of the Musk Deer so early...

What did she misunderstand about him?

Since you misunderstood him, why don't you come and question him? Why do you have to endure it?

How could she act so naturally for three whole years without showing any trace in front of him!

What on earth did she think of him!

What on earth was she thinking when she was with him during those three years?

Qi Junyi wanted to know the answer so badly, but the girl who had tortured him for half his life was no longer there.

She's gone!

He would never know why she did it.

The pain in his heart made Qi Junyi unbearable any longer. He covered his eyes with his hands, not wanting to make himself look too embarrassed.

Wrong…everything is wrong!

If he hadn't had the chance to do it again, he would never have known that the misunderstanding between them in their previous life was so deep.

No wonder she could never put him in her eyes, no wonder she was always thinking about Chen Zilu.

Jiang Lingyue stood not far away with a complicated expression.

She still couldn't believe that she was made to cry by just a few words.

She was probably the only one in the world who had seen this unattainable emperor lose control of his emotions to this extent.

Simply because she said she had always known about the existence of the Musk Deer.

...He had done everything, so why couldn't he accept it when he heard that she knew about it?

An answer vaguely emerged in her heart, but before she had time to ponder it, the man opposite her who had covered his face seemed to have finally calmed down. He raised his face and looked at her steadily with his deep eyes, and there was clearly visible pain in his eyes.

After a long while, he moved his lips and said with difficulty, "It's not what you think."

Long after knowing that the Immortal Intoxication was given to her by Shen, Jiang Lingyue had thought that the musk deer antler cutting might be done by Shen because he was worried about his body not being able to get pregnant. It was indeed different from what she thought.

But the situation was different now. Although she had already believed most of it in her heart, she remained calm and said, "So what? Are you trying to say that as soon as I entered the palace, you knew I was poisoned and specially prepared musk deer antlers for me in advance?"

Her expression was calm, and her tone was not sarcastic, but every word she said went straight to the point.

This question stumped Qi Junyi.

Yes.

There were two lives between them. When he was reborn with the memories of his past life, he knew that she was intoxicated and could not get pregnant, so he used musk deer cutting on her on the first night of their current life.

He just wanted to love and protect her carefully, and to nip the pain of losing his son in the bud in the bud.

But she didn't know the inside story at the moment.

He couldn't tell her the truth and tell her about their past life's entanglement since she had no memory of it.

...Then how could he explain why he asked her to use contraception on the first night?

Jiang Lingyue waited for a while, knowing that he had no intention of confessing, and her expression became even more indifferent. "Your Majesty, there is no need to embarrass me. Today, I was not tactful and acted in a disrespectful manner in front of the emperor."

After saying this, she knelt on the ground and kowtowed solemnly, saying, "Your Majesty, please forgive me."

The hall fell into silence.

After a few breaths, Qi Junyi stood up and walked towards her step by step.

This time, she did not retreat, she still maintained the kneeling posture.

But they both knew that after the frank talk just now, if he couldn't explain why he cut off the musk deer's feet, it would be difficult for them to return to the kind of seamless relationship they had before.

Even if they were still "deeply in love", it was only because they were forced to soften their stance due to the relationship between the emperor and his subjects.

Just like now.

Qi Junyi lowered his eyes and looked at the girl kneeling on the ground. He knew that although the girl looked thin, she actually had a slender and well-proportioned body, like a piece of warm and beautiful jade. Once people got involved with her, they would not want to let go.

At this moment, her long, ink-black hair was tied up, and as she knelt, the girl's delicate neck was revealed in front of him.

Really,... everything is to his liking.