My eunuch An is a yandere

When did An Jiu start to have feelings for Bai Ningwei?

This story has to start from the previous life.

Anjiu's grandfather got into trouble. Because of his young age, he was spared from exile, but was castrated and sent to the palace.

If he could read and write, at the very least he could inherit his family's legacy and become a well-known doctor with a high starting point.

He should have lived a life of luxury, but in a blink of an eye he became the lowest-ranking eunuch in the palace, unable to get enough food and suffering from bullying.

The gap was so huge that if the child had not wanted to reunite with his family, he would have found a place in the palace to commit suicide.

After more than a decade of hard work, An Jiu finally had a place in the Imperial Study. By then, he had already gained power and property outside the palace, and those who flattered him gave him wives and concubines.

Although he seems to have a home, he actually has no family left.

Every night of his rest was particularly agonizing for him. Because he was no longer a complete man, and because the competition among eunuchs was different from that of others, his heart was already dark, twisted, and extremely perverted.

The woman lying beside him was a constant reminder of his incompleteness. Hidden desires coiled around him, leaving him unable to escape. He could only transform into a beast and find other ways to relieve himself.

When he looked at the bruised woman at dawn, he felt that he was rotten, like the rotting mud in the gutter, and anyone who looked at him would feel disgusted.

At that time, his master said to him that people like him who had read the books of sages were prone to being depressed, contradictory and twisted, and hurting others as well as themselves.

People like him might die inexplicably one day. With no future to speak of, they loathe themselves, and so act even more recklessly.

It was not until the emperor passed away and Bai Ningwei took the young emperor to rule the country behind the scenes that he realized there were such people in the world.

After Bai Ningwei came to power, the first thing she did was to increase revenue and reduce expenditure in the harem.

However, her method was not to withhold the money of the palace maids, nor to lay off the palace maids.

Instead, the task of improving the living conditions of the palace residents was proposed. Eunuchs who were willing could prepare their own wood, learn carpentry from craftsmen, and make bunk beds.

As soon as this decree was issued, a large number of eunuchs signed up.

After all, eunuchs who could make it big were rare, and most eunuchs simply couldn't save enough for retirement. When they reached old age and left the palace, without any family, they could only find a dilapidated temple to beg for the rest of their lives.

Bai Ningwei asked the eunuchs to learn a craft from the craftsmen, as this was a skill that could support themselves. Anyone with a brain would be willing to seize this opportunity.

If they had the opportunity to be apprentices before entering the palace, how many of them would be willing to become castrated before entering?

Not long after, Bai Ningwei opened a royal kindergarten, and many old palace maids who had been unable to leave the palace on time for various reasons found new jobs. Because they had experience educating aristocratic children, when these palace maids were pardoned and released, there was no shortage of families willing to support them.

Kindergartens had a large demand for toy woodworking, and the eunuchs who had learned the craft from the craftsmen at the time also played a role. Some of them even started related businesses after leaving.

Moreover, Bai Ningwei doesn't celebrate her birthday. In her words, she doesn't like to make it so grand that everyone will remind her that she is one year older.

So the money saved was used to buy a good meal for all the palace ladies that day.

No matter how people cursed Bai Ningwei later, the people in the palace were grateful to her. Some even pooled their money to secretly light a perpetual lamp for her.

When Bai Ningwei came to power, An Jiu had experienced every bit of suffering he deserved. Therefore, none of her arrangements actually benefited him.

He was rich, so he didn't need to learn a craft; he was powerful, so he never lacked a good meal.

But in his heart, he envied the eunuchs and palace maids who were favored by her. He sometimes wondered if there was someone like her who could take care of him a little bit when he was at his most pitiful, would he be able to live like a human being.

An Jiu didn't know, but he couldn't help but pay attention to her.

Later, he became the eunuch in charge of writing. Because the emperor was too young, he suppressed the eunuch in charge of the seal and became the first among the eunuchs.

His power was so great that even some ministers sided with him.

At this time, Regent Huo Cheng emerged and frequently went to the palace to pay his respects to the Queen Mother.

He heard the two of them waving off everyone under a tree in the forest, expressing their affection and expressing their true feelings to each other.

I also saw Bai Ningwei making a wish to the moon to have someone to love her forever.

He didn't know when it started, but he loved to make things difficult for Huo Cheng. Maybe it was because of their different political views, maybe it was because they were destined to be in opposition, or maybe it was just jealousy.

Realizing that she was jealous of Huo Cheng, jealous that he was a complete man, jealous that he could have her heart, An Jiu finally understood that she had been secretly coveting Bai Ningwei in her heart.

It wasn't that he hadn't considered accepting the olive branch offered by Huo Cheng, using his power to cooperate with him. He could launch a palace coup, trap Bai Ningwei in the deep palace, and return power to the young emperor. He would gain the person, and Huo Cheng would gain the power.

But he wanted to be a good guy in Bai Ningwei's matter. He helped her find a fake death drug and showed Huo Cheng his absolute loyalty to the Queen Mother. If Bai Ningwei followed him, he would also be Huo Cheng's man.

But Huo Cheng was not satisfied. He wanted others, profit, and fame.

Under the pretext of clearing the court of evil and slaying the treacherous, the army of justice came charging in.

Nail Bai Ningwei to the Demon Queen's pillar of shame and fulfill his own reputation.

If he had the chance to do it all over again, if he believed that others could bring happiness to Bai Ningwei, he would deserve to be a eunuch in this life and for the rest of his life.

After thinking about this, An Jiu looked at his beloved and spoke with a guilty conscience. He still felt a little inferior about his status.

"My Lady, His Majesty is not a good man for you."

"So you are it?"

Bai Ningwei wanted to raise her hand and hit him on the head after she finished speaking. She finally realized that the acting skills she had honed over two lifetimes were nothing compared to his.

He also said that seeing her reminded him of his sister, and his performance was so pitiful and moving. In fact, he was two or three years older than her.

"Do you know that your thoughts will not only kill you, but will also cause others to die with you? Huh?"

Bai Ningwei suppressed her anger and said, "Palace concubines and eunuchs, if even the slightest rumor gets out, no one in the entire Lingqi Palace will be alive."

Hearing Bai Ningwei getting angry, An Jiu didn't feel sad or heartbroken. Instead, he looked at her with brighter eyes.

Bai Ningwei, who was so angry, kept saying that he was bold and presumptuous. She never said that he was unworthy of being a eunuch.

Bai Ningwei has this kind of personality. Even if she becomes a privileged person with the power of life and death, when facing a mortal enemy who is a life-or-death struggle, she will not choose to expose the other party's scars to provoke them.

As the saying goes, killing is not enough, if she can kill the other person, there is no need to humiliate him.

Her upbringing prevented her from doing such a thing, but it gave Anjiu expectations that he shouldn't have.

Anjiu knelt at her feet and hugged her calves.

"This slave's thoughts are causing great disaster. Your Majesty, please sentence this slave to death now."

Bai Ningwei was stunned. She didn't expect An Jiu to kneel down at her feet so gracefully, saying that he would sentence him to death.

This world is magical after all. The cold-blooded and merciless eunuch who writes the book seems to be playing a coquettish game with her, retreating in order to advance.