The prince only allowed me to have a baby, so the pressure is a bit high!

Chapter 337 Extra: Erjue Luo Clan

Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye it was the 30th year of the Kangxi reign. My favorite Galo had grown into a beautiful young lady, and her good reputation spread throughout the capital.

It just so happened that this year, the royal family announced that they wanted to select a legitimate wife for the crown prince. Looking at my outstanding daughter in front of me, and thinking of the small group of ladies in the capital that was almost always headed by my daughter in recent years, I also actively prepared everything for my daughter.

Although my daughter is indeed a little older in terms of age, the selection criteria have been relaxed this year. There are many people of my daughter's age. I heard that the princesses from the Dong'e, Tong and Shi families are all about the same age.

Besides, this girl is older, so she's not afraid of it. She's affectionate and steady. The Empress was a year older than the current one. Even though she's long since passed away, who wouldn't mention her as a virtuous queen? And wouldn't they praise the deep love between the Emperor and the Empress?

My daughter entered the palace with full confidence. During that time, I was also waiting for good news at home. Apart from anything else, the current emperor is extremely fond of Chinese studies. Among these girls selected for the imperial examination, few, except those from Han families, can compare with my daughter in Chinese language attainments.

But the status of those Han girls alone was enough to disqualify them. Besides, my daughter was pretty and had a good personality, so who else could be the Crown Princess?

Two days before the end of the selection, when I was sorting out the dowry I had accumulated for my daughter over the years, someone suddenly came to the palace. It was a eunuch who was close to the Empress Dowager.

Seeing the other party's serious expression, Fei Yanggu and I were both shocked. It was not a good sign for someone to come to the palace during the selection period and still have such an expression.

Sure enough, the eunuch brought the bad news that his daughter had died unexpectedly in the palace. At that moment, I thought I had misheard, but when I looked at Fei Yanggu who was stiff beside me, and then at the servants around who looked sad, my eyes went dark, and then I knew nothing more.

When I woke up again, it was already noon the next day. Everything had been settled. My daughter was sent back, and the royal family also granted me the title of Princess Shaoyang posthumously, and allowed me to be buried in the ancestral tomb and be worshipped by the family.

But I didn't accept it. How could I? That was my Galuo! She was the perfect noblewoman I had created, the one who would become the best in the world!

After Galuo's accident, my mother-in-law also asked my youngest daughter to return home. Yes, my youngest daughter, if Galuo hadn't been in trouble this time, I probably wouldn't have even remembered that I had a daughter.

My youngest daughter is being taken care of by my mother-in-law in the separate courtyard. She also gave her the name, Buerhe, which sounds pretty nice. Perhaps because we haven't been close for many years, or perhaps because she has a grudge against me, she has not been close to me since she returned home half a month ago.

But it doesn’t matter, I don’t care. If my favorite Gala is gone, I will also lose my daughter!

But something happened in the middle that made me extremely angry and puzzled. Less than a month after Galo left me, the palace suddenly sent someone to pick me and my little daughter up.

Then the Empress Dowager directly bestowed two nannies to govern her. Not only that, it could also be seen that the Empress Dowager was satisfied with Burhe.

At that moment, I admitted that I was jealous. I hadn't been recognized by the royal family, but my youngest daughter, who was the least of my friends, had been praised by the Grand Empress Dowager. Thus, the already unstable family relationship began to falter.

This feeling reached its peak when the imperial decree came from the palace to grant the marriage. Burhe actually became the crown prince's wife? That's my position as Galuo, no one can take it away!

But I had to endure it, because I was the housekeeper of the Ulanara family, the wife of Fei Yanggu, the mother of Xinghui and Fuchang, and the daughter of the Jueluo family. If I really did something, the consequences would be unimaginable.

So I endured it. I couldn't do anything, but I could ignore it and not care about it. In this way, I handed over everything about Buer before her marriage to the nanny. The rest of the time I would return to my little house to remember my baby Gala and my dream.

Occasionally, I would take advantage of opportunities to sow discord between my son and Buerhe, and even feign illness to prevent my granddaughter from entering the palace...

I didn't know how many years I was in this state of confusion. When I regained consciousness, I was lying in bed, unable to get up. Looking at my sons and daughters-in-law gathered around the bed, and then seeing Buerhe avoiding me, I admitted that I regretted it at that moment.

How could I do this? That was the child I had been eagerly awaiting for ten months, my own flesh and blood! But what had I done? I had neglected her since she was born, and I still ignored her when she grew up. I even tried to sabotage her happy marriage.

At this moment, my mind was extremely clear. I looked at her and wanted to reach out and touch the face that I had ignored for many years, but it was too late. I couldn't move and I couldn't lift my hands.

I kept staring at her, hoping that she would give me some response, but all I saw was Bull's cold eyes. At that moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning.

Yeah, what was I thinking? After ignoring Buerhe for so many years, even causing trouble for her from time to time, how could I still have the nerve to ask her to forgive me and hope that she would take the initiative to care about me?

I looked at her quietly, my eyes filled with regret. I wanted to apologize, but there was no chance. My mother-in-law, who had come to pick me up, had reverted to her youth. With a gentle tug, she pulled me out of the shell in the bed. "Now that things have come to this, why bother in the first place?"

Yes, if I had known this would happen, why did I do it in the first place?

I looked at Bullhe eagerly. Before she was about to enter the dark door, she burst into tears. That tear seemed to have magic and flew directly to me. At that moment, I clearly felt that she had forgiven me!

I gave her the most beautiful smile of my life, hoping that she would be happy forever!