I played the role of a cannon fodder scumbag, but I was the heartthrob

Someone covered his mouth and nose, and his body went limp, and he soon lost consciousness...

When little Ye Zhao came out happily after finishing the call, he saw him being stuffed into a van. He anxiously chased after him, but was stopped by his grandfather who came over and was forcibly taken back.

After Jun Qing woke up, he was found by the dealer from the human traffickers and sent to the Gu family.

Only then did he realize that the head of the Gu family was his biological father, and that he was called Jun Qing because he took his mother's surname.

His marriage to his mother, Jun Wan, the eldest daughter of the Jun family, was a business marriage, but there was no love between them.

The mother found her true love and ran away with him. Soon the money was all gone, and her true love revealed his true colors and started beating and kicking them.

At first, the mother endured it silently until she heard that her true love was going to sell them, which became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

My mother called my father’s good friend, Uncle Zhuang, also known as Mr. Zhuang, to bring him back.

His biological father was on a business trip and couldn't come back for the time being.

The next day at Gu's house, Jun Qing learned of her mother's death.

His mother took advantage of the drunkenness of her so-called true love and set a fire, killing both her and her true love, turning them into ashes. She committed suicide in the most tragic way.

He didn't make any noise, as if he accepted the fact.

Maybe he is just like his mother, a madman, a desperate gambler.

But this time, he will definitely not end up like her mother, and Zhao Zhao will not treat him like that.

After returning to the Jun family, he never changed his surname. The Jun family had so many illegitimate children, so it didn't matter whether his surname was Jun or not.

But his existence bothered some people and he nearly died several times. He fought back frantically, but did not dare to look for Zhao Zhao when he was not sure.

Occasionally, I would take photos of Zhao Zhao, but I would only look at them and then burn them.

When he was 22 years old, he planned the kidnapping at sea to escape.

But he met Ye Zhao on the beach and recognized him at first sight.

That’s right, even if there are thousands and millions of Ye Zhaos in the world, he can still find his favorite Zhao Zhao among them and will never make a mistake.

He tried to recognize Zhao Zhao, but Zhao Zhao could not hear what he said at all. She was so excited that she fainted and had a high fever.

So he chose to confess his identity to Mr. Ye.

But Mr. Ye told him that he could help him get married with Ye Zhao, but the things that happened in his childhood must be kept secret, otherwise there would be no discussion.

Because Ye Zhao had a high fever that year and saw news reports that a child was abducted that night, they thought he was dead.

Every time Ye Zhao heard someone mention this matter, he would feel as if a mysterious force was obstructing him, and he would vomit, have a high fever, and fall into a coma.

There was a voice in Jun Qing's mind telling him that he and Ye Zhao were destined not to be together, but he refused to give in. No matter how many hardships and obstacles he had to go through, he only cared about him.

However, no matter how many times he tried to cultivate feelings with Ye Zhao, he failed.

Ye Zhao hated him very much.

Because I have someone I like—Zhuang Ran.

When Zhuang Ran went abroad, Ye Zhao was forced to marry him, but she never wanted to touch him.

But Jun Qing only wanted Ye Zhao to stay with him and not abandon him. He cherished Ye Zhao from the bottom of his heart and was willing to do so.

But even this little extravagant hope was strangled.

Ye Zhao died, and his light was ruthlessly extinguished.

Was it Luosang, Zhuang Ran, or even him, who extinguished his own light...

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Waking up from the dream again, Jun Qing found himself lying on the floor of Ye Zhao's bedroom.

The scent of Ye Zhao's bitter orange on the pillow and quilt became increasingly faint.

He was pale, unshaven, and exhausted.

Thinking back to the moment when Ye Zhao's body was found, Jun Qing felt like the sky was falling.

Ye Zhao was pulled out and lay quietly on the stretcher.

Covered with white cloth, a bony hand hung down.

There are sharks in that sea, so you can imagine what a person would face if he fell in.

Jun Qing went to hug him like crazy, but before he could touch him, Luosang came over and knocked him to the ground with a punch.

Luosang punched him in the face again and again, "Don't touch him, you don't deserve it!"

Many search and rescue workers pulled him away, but he easily broke free and rained punches on Jun Qing. "You promised me that if I released the video, you would return him to me, you liar!"

Jun Qing felt no pain, his eyes were red, his face was horrible, and he wrestled with him, "When did Ye Zhao become yours? I just lied to you, but you actually believed me. Don't you have any responsibility for his death?"

Luosang's body swayed, the color drained from his face, and he was ready to fight him to the death. "Shameless, what on earth did you do?"

Jun Qing didn't fight back and went straight to the point, "I told him that Zhuang Ran deceived his feelings and the Ye family cut off ties with him. It was me, I was the one who harmed Ye Zhao."

There is nothing more cruel than destroying the person you love with your own hands.

But he never thought of killing him. He just wanted to cut off the possibility of Zhuang Ran and Luosang being with Ye Zhao, so that Ye Zhao could belong to him alone like before.

He was more unwilling to accept it.

It was obvious that they knew each other first, and it was obvious that they made a promise to be together forever.

As long as they can be together, he can even forgive him for having someone else outside, and even tolerate Ye Zhao not loving him.

The only thing he couldn't ignore was the fact that Ye Zhao had no feelings for him at all.

She also abandoned him and ran away from him for another man, pushing him into the sea to his death.

When he was rescued from falling into the sea, he still didn't believe it and kept calling Ye Zhao's name.

Even as soon as he recovered, he went to see Ye Zhao first.

He was almost humble. If Ye Zhao had any guilt, or even if there was a little place for him in his heart, he would forgive him as he had done countless times before.

However, what did he see?

What we saw was Ye Zhao and Zhuang Ran going out together, without any signs of uneasiness, but happiness instead.

His death could not cause any negative impact on Ye Zhao.

Just as Ye Zhao said, he is worth nothing compared to that ring.

At that moment, all the negative emotions swept in, and when he was wavering between the two ends of the scale, he chose destruction.

Since he couldn't get Ye Zhao's love, he would get this person and destroy everything about him, so that he could only stay by his side and couldn't go anywhere.

Even if, destroying Ye Zhao would mean destroying himself.

So he made a decision and returned to the Gu family.

Use a year to prove to his father that he is still the best heir to the Gu family.

He sent people to monitor Ye Zhao and Zhuang Ran's every move, and was furious every time he saw the content of the photos.

He was jealous that Zhuang Ran could get all of Ye Zhao's love, that he could accept flowers he didn't like for him, that he could allow Zhuang Ran to call him Zhao Zhao, eat food he didn't like, and keep his distance from Luosang.

She even had sex with a man she didn't love in order to help Zhuang Ran escape the arranged marriage.

Even such an arrogant person can humble himself and bloom a flower.

Only, not to him.

Jun Qing sat down on the ground with difficulty, fumbled for the fruit knife on the table, and cut his wrist.

Blood gushed out instantly.

"stop!"

Ye Ming, who broke in, was shocked when he saw it.

"I wish you died, but you can't die here!" Ye Ming quickly snatched the knife away and took out a medicine box from under the bed in a bad mood.

After hearing that his brother's death was related to Jun Qing, he rushed to Gu's house and beat him half to death. With bloodshot eyes, he cried and shouted that it was all because of him and he no longer had a brother!

Jun Qing had no reaction and let him be beaten and scolded, but no matter what, he would not forgive him because he was the one who killed his brother.

It's all his fault. Why didn't he realize earlier that something was wrong between them...

Thinking of this, Ye Ming gritted his teeth, still unable to hold back his tears.

"This is my brother's room. If you want to die, go somewhere else and don't defile this place!" Ye Ming wiped away his tears and tried to open the box to divert attention.

"Clap!"

Just then, something rolled out.

The silver light stings people's eyes.

Jun Qing ignored the bleeding wound and rushed under the table like a madman, picking it up with all his strength.

Seeing the intricately patterned circle of Epiphyllum flowers surrounding the ring, she impatiently took out another one from her pocket, put them together, and smiled uglier than crying.

She hugged her knees with her hands and buried her face in her arms. "Zhao Zhao didn't throw me away. He has me in his heart. Did you see that? That's enough. That's enough."

Ye Ming saw him crying and laughing, almost going crazy, and his throat was choked and he couldn't speak.

The Gu family could not withstand the pressure from the Xu family, the Luo family and the Zhuang family, and has severed ties with Jun Qing.

Since Ye Zhao's death, Jun Qing has not cared about anything around him.

No matter how these people retaliate, I endure it silently.

He is becoming more and more crazy now, and I am afraid he has mental problems.

Jun Qing didn't need anyone's answer. She wiped away her tears, lowered her head and kissed the rings with tears in her eyes. "It's okay. I can ask Zhao Zhao later."

Zhao Zhao, it has always been Zhao Zhao.

Ye Ming wanted to say, if he had known this would happen, wouldn’t it be better to let go and go their separate ways?

Besides, how can you ask when the person is dead?

Soon, he understood the meaning of Jun Qing's words.

Not long after, news of Jun Qing's death came, still in the same sea, and he died in the same way as Ye Zhao.

How can I die if I can compare with my eyes? I only envy the mandarin ducks but not the immortals.